The Realm of the Unreal
I
For a part of the distance between Auburn and
Newcastle the road—first on one side of a creek and then on the
other—occupies the whole bottom of the ravine, being partly cut out
of the steep hillside, and partly built up with bowlders removed
from the creek-bed by the miners. The hills are wooded, the course
of the ravine is sinuous. In a dark night careful driving is
required in order not to go off into the water. The night that I
have in memory was dark, the creek a torrent, swollen by a recent
storm. I had driven up from Newcastle and was within about a mile
of Auburn in the darkest and narrowest part of the ravine, looking
intently ahead of my horse for the roadway. Suddenly I saw a man
almost under the animal’s nose, and reined in with a jerk that came
near setting the creature up on its haunches.
“I beg your pardon,” I said; “I did not see you,
sir.”
“You could hardly be expected to see me,” the man
replied, civilly, approaching the side of the vehicle; “and the
noise of the creek prevented my hearing you.”
I at once recognized the voice, although five years
had passed since I had heard it. I was not particularly well
pleased to hear it now.
“You are Dr. Dorrimore, I think,” said I.
“Yes; and you are my good friend Mr. Manrich. I am
more than glad to see you—the excess,” he added, with a light
laugh, “being due to the fact that I am going your way, and
naturally expect an invitation to ride with you.”
“Which I extend with all my heart.”
That was not altogether true.
Dr. Dorrimore thanked me as he seated himself
beside me, and I drove cautiously forward, as before. Doubtless it
is fancy, but it seems to me now that the remaining distance was
made in a chill fog; that I was uncomfortably cold; that the way
was longer than ever before, and the town, when we reached it,
cheerless, forbidding, and desolate. It must have been early in the
evening, yet I do not recollect a light in any of the houses nor a
living thing in the streets. Dorrimore explained at some length how
he happened to be there, and where he had been during the years
that had elapsed since I had seen him. I recall the fact of the
narrative, but none of the facts narrated. He had been in foreign
countries and had returned—this is all that my memory retains, and
this I already knew. As to myself I cannot remember that I spoke a
word, though doubtless I did. Of one thing I am distinctly
conscious: the man’s presence at my side was strangely distasteful
and disquieting—so much so that when I at last pulled up under the
lights of the Putnam House I experienced a sense of having escaped
some spiritual peril of a nature peculiarly forbidding. This sense
of relief was somewhat modified by the discovery that Dr. Dorrimore
was living at the same hotel.
II
In partial explanation of my feelings regarding
Dr. Dorrimore I will relate briefly the circumstances under which I
had met him some years before. One evening a half-dozen men of whom
I was one were sitting in the library of the Bohemian Club in San
Francisco. The conversation had turned to the subject of
sleight-of-hand and the feats of the
prestidigitateurs,54 one of whom was then
exhibiting at a local theatre.
“These fellows are pretenders in a double sense,”
said one of the party; “they can do nothing which it is worth one’s
while to be made a dupe by. The humblest wayside juggler in India
could mystify them to the verge of lunacy.”
“For example, how?” asked another, lighting a
cigar.
“For example, by all their common and familiar
performances—throwing large objects into the air which never come
down; causing plants to sprout, grow visibly and blossom, in bare
ground chosen by spectators; putting a man into a wicker basket,
piercing him through and through with a sword while he shrieks and
bleeds, and then—the basket being opened nothing is there; tossing
the free end of a silken ladder into the air, mounting it and
disappearing.”
“Nonsense!” I said, rather uncivilly, I fear. “You
surely do not believe such things?”
“Certainly not: I have seen them too often.”
“But I do,” said a journalist of considerable local
fame as a picturesque reporter. “I have so frequently related them
that nothing but observation could shake my conviction. Why,
gentlemen, I have my own word for it.”
Nobody laughed—all were looking at something behind
me. Turning in my seat I saw a man in evening dress who had just
entered the room. He was exceedingly dark, almost swarthy, with a
thin face, black-bearded to the lips, an abundance of coarse black
hair in some disorder, a high nose and eyes that glittered with as
soulless an expression as those of a cobra. One of the group rose
and introduced him as Dr. Dorrimore, of Calcutta. As each of us was
presented in turn he acknowledged the fact with a profound bow in
the Oriental manner, but with nothing of Oriental gravity. His
smile impressed me as cynical and a trifle contemptuous. His whole
demeanor I can describe only as disagreeably engaging.
His presence led the conversation into other
channels. He said little—I do not recall anything of what he did
say. I thought his voice singularly rich and melodious, but it
affected me in the same way as his eyes and smile. In a few minutes
I rose to go. He also rose and put on his overcoat.
“Mr. Manrich,” he said, “I am going your
way.”
“The devil you are!” I thought. “How do you know
which way I am going?” Then I said, “I shall be pleased to have
your company.”
We left the building together. No cabs were in
sight, the street cars had gone to bed, there was a full moon and
the cool night air was delightful; we walked up the California
street hill. I took that direction thinking he would naturally wish
to take another, toward one of the hotels.
“You do not believe what is told of the Hindu
jugglers,” he said abruptly.
“How do you know that?” I asked.
Without replying he laid his hand lightly upon my
arm and with the other pointed to the stone sidewalk directly in
front. There, almost at our feet, lay the dead body of a man, the
face upturned and white in the moonlight! A sword whose hilt
sparkled with gems stood fixed and upright in the breast; a pool of
blood had collected on the stones of the sidewalk.
I was startled and terrified—not only by what I
saw, but by the circumstances under which I saw it. Repeatedly
during our ascent of the hill my eyes, I thought, had traversed the
whole reach of that sidewalk, from street to street. How could they
have been insensible to this dreadful object now so conspicuous in
the white moonlight?
As my dazed faculties cleared I observed that the
body was in evening dress; the overcoat thrown wide open revealed
the dress-coat, the white tie, the broad expanse of shirt front
pierced by the sword. And—horrible revelation!—the face, except for
its pallor, was that of my companion! It was to the minutest detail
of dress and feature Dr. Dorrimore himself. Bewildered and
horrified, I turned to look for the living man. He was nowhere
visible, and with an added terror I retired from the place, down
the hill in the direction whence I had come. I had taken but a few
strides when a strong grasp upon my shoulder arrested me. I came
near crying out with terror: the dead man, the sword still fixed in
his breast, stood beside me! Pulling out the sword with his
disengaged hand, he flung it from him, the moonlight glinting upon
the jewels of its hilt and the unsullied steel of its blade. It
fell with a clang upon the sidewalk ahead and—vanished! The man,
swarthy as before, relaxed his grasp upon my shoulder and looked at
me with the same cynical regard that I had observed on first
meeting him. The dead have not that look—it partly restored me, and
turning my head backward, I saw the smooth white expanse of
sidewalk, unbroken from street to street.
“What is all this nonsense, you devil?” I demanded,
fiercely enough, though weak and trembling in every limb.
“It is what some are pleased to call jugglery,” he
answered, with a light, hard laugh.
He turned down Dupont street and I saw him no more
until we met in the Auburn ravine.
III
On the day after my second meeting with Dr.
Dorrimore I did not see him; the clerk in the Putnam House
explained that a slight illness confined him to his rooms. That
afternoon at the railway station I was surprised and made happy by
the unexpected arrival of Miss Margaret Corray and her mother, from
Oakland.
This is not a love story. I am no storyteller, and
love as it is cannot be portrayed in a literature dominated and
enthralled by the debasing tyranny which “sentences letters” in the
name of the Young Girl. Under the Young Girl’s blighting reign—or
rather under the rule of those false Ministers of the Censure who
have appointed themselves to the custody of her welfare—love
famished upon the sifted meal and distilled water of a prudish
purveyance.
veils her sacred fires,
And, unaware, Morality expires,55
And, unaware, Morality expires,55
Let it suffice that Miss Corray and I were engaged
in marriage. She and her mother went to the hotel at which I lived,
and for two weeks I saw her daily. That I was happy needs hardly be
said; the only bar to my perfect enjoyment of those golden days was
the presence of Dr. Dorrimore, whom I had felt compelled to
introduce to the ladies.
By them he was evidently held in favor. What could
I say? I knew absolutely nothing to his discredit. His manners were
those of a cultivated and considerate gentleman; and to women a
man’s manner is the man. On one or two occasions when I saw Miss
Corray walking with him I was furious, and once had the
indiscretion to protest. Asked for reasons, I had none to give and
fancied I saw in her expression a shade of contempt for the
vagaries of a jealous mind. In time I grew morose and consciously
disagreeable, and resolved in my madness to return to San Francisco
the next day. Of this, however, I said nothing.
IV
There was at Auburn an old, abandoned cemetery. It
was nearly in the heart of the town, yet by night it was as
gruesome a place as the most dismal of human moods could crave. The
railings about the plats were prostrate, decayed, or altogether
gone. Many of the graves were sunken, from others grew sturdy
pines, whose roots had committed unspeakable sin. The headstones
were fallen and broken across; brambles overran the ground; the
fence was mostly gone, and cows and pigs wandered there at will;
the place was a dishonor to the living, a calumny on the dead, a
blasphemy against God.
The evening of the day on which I had taken my
madman’s resolution to depart in anger from all that was dear to me
found me in that congenial spot. The light of the half moon fell
ghostly through the foliage of trees in spots and patches,
revealing much that was unsightly, and the black shadows seemed
conspiracies withholding to the proper time revelations of darker
import. Passing along what had been a gravel path, I saw emerging
from shadow the figure of Dr. Dorrimore. I was myself in shadow,
and stood still with clenched hands and set teeth, trying to
control the impulse to leap upon and strangle him. A moment later a
second figure joined him and clung to his arm. It was Margaret
Corray!
I cannot rightly relate what occurred. I know that
I sprang forward, bent upon murder; I know that I was found in the
gray of the morning, bruised and bloody, with finger marks upon my
throat. I was taken to the Putnam House, where for days I lay in a
delirium. All this I know, for I have been told. And of my own
knowledge I know that when consciousness returned with
convalescence I sent for the clerk of the hotel.
“Are Mrs. Corray and her daughter still here?” I
asked.
“What name did you say?”
“Corray.”
“Nobody of that name has been here.”
“I beg you will not trifle with me,” I said
petulantly. “You see that I am all right now; tell me the
truth.”
“I give you my word,” he replied with evident
sincerity, “we have had no guests of that name.”
His words stupefied me. I lay for a few moments in
silence; then I asked: “Where is Dr. Dorrimore?”
“He left on the morning of your fight and has not
been heard of since. It was a rough deal he gave you.”
V
Such are the facts of this case. Margaret Corray
is now my wife. She has never seen Auburn, and during the weeks
whose history as it shaped itself in my brain I have endeavored to
relate, was living at her home in Oakland, wondering where her
lover was and why he did not write. The other day I saw in the
Baltimore Sun the following paragraph:
“Professor Valentine Dorrimore, the hypnotist, had
a large audience last night. The lecturer, who has lived most of
his life in India, gave some marvelous exhibitions of his power,
hypnotizing anyone who chose to submit himself to the experiment,
by merely looking at him. In fact, he twice hypnotized the entire
audience (reporters alone exempted), making all entertain the most
extraordinary illusions. The most valuable feature of the lecture
was the disclosure of the methods of the Hindu jugglers in their
famous performances, familiar in the mouths of travelers. The
professor declares that these thaumaturgists56 have
acquired such skill in the art which he learned at their feet that
they perform their miracles by simply throwing the ‘spectators’
into a state of hypnosis and telling them what to see and hear. His
assertion that a peculiarly susceptible subject may be kept in the
realm of the unreal for weeks, months, and even years, dominated by
whatever delusions and hallucinations the operator may from time to
time suggest, is a trifle disquieting.”