Chickamauga
One sunny autumn afternoon a child strayed away
from its rude home in a small field and entered a forest
unobserved. It was happy in a new sense of freedom from control,
happy in the opportunity of exploration and adventure; for this
child’s spirit, in bodies of its ancestors, had for thousands of
years been trained to memorable feats of discovery and
conquest—victories in battles whose critical moments were
centuries, whose victors’ camps were cities of hewn stone. From the
cradle of its race it had conquered its way through two continents
and passing a great sea had penetrated a third, there to be born to
war and dominion as a heritage.
The child was a boy aged about six years, the son
of a poor planter. In his younger manhood the father had been a
soldier, had fought against naked savages7 and followed
the flag of his country into the capital of a civilized race to the
far South.8 In the peaceful life of a planter the
warrior-fire survived; once kindled, it is never extinguished. The
man loved military books and pictures and the boy had understood
enough to make himself a wooden sword, though even the eye of his
father would hardly have known it for what it was. This weapon he
now bore bravely, as became the son of an heroic race, and pausing
now and again in the sunny space of the forest assumed, with some
exaggeration, the postures of aggression and defense that he had
been taught by the engraver’s art. Made reckless by the ease with
which he overcame invisible foes attempting to stay his advance, he
committed the common enough military error of pushing the pursuit
to a dangerous extreme, until he found himself upon the margin of a
wide but shallow brook, whose rapid waters barred his direct
advance against the flying foe that had crossed with illogical
ease. But the intrepid victor was not to be baffled; the spirit of
the race which had passed the great sea burned unconquerable in
that small breast and would not be denied. Finding a place where
some bowlders in the bed of the stream lay but a step or a leap
apart, he made his way across and fell again upon the rear-guard of
his imaginary foe, putting all to the sword.
Now that the battle had been won, prudence required
that he withdraw to his base of operations. Alas; like many a
mightier conqueror, and like one, the mightiest, he could not
curb the lust for war,
Nor learn that tempted Fate will leave the loftiest star.9
Nor learn that tempted Fate will leave the loftiest star.9
Advancing from the bank of the creek he suddenly
found himself confronted with a new and more formidable enemy: in
the path that he was following, sat, bolt upright, with ears erect
and paws suspended before it, a rabbit! With a startled cry the
child turned and fled, he knew not in what direction, calling with
inarticulate cries for his mother, weeping, stumbling, his tender
skin cruelly torn by brambles, his little heart beating hard with
terror—breathless, blind with tears—lost in the forest! Then, for
more than an hour, he wandered with erring feet through the tangled
undergrowth, till at last, overcome by fatigue, he lay down in a
narrow space between two rocks, within a few yards of the stream
and still grasping his toy sword, no longer a weapon but a
companion, sobbed himself to sleep. The wood birds sang merrily
above his head; the squirrels, whisking their bravery of tail, ran
barking from tree to tree, unconscious of the pity of it, and
somewhere far away was a strange, muffled thunder, as if the
partridges were drumming in celebration of nature’s victory over
the son of her immemorial enslavers. And back at the little
plantation, where white men and black were hastily searching the
fields and hedges in alarm, a mother’s heart was breaking for her
missing child.
Hours passed, and then the little sleeper rose to
his feet. The chill of the evening was in his limbs, the fear of
the gloom in his heart. But he had rested, and he no longer wept.
With some blind instinct which impelled to action he struggled
through the undergrowth about him and came to a more open ground—on
his right the brook, to the left a gentle acclivity studded with
infrequent trees; over all, the gathering gloom of twilight. A
thin, ghostly mist rose along the water. It frightened and repelled
him; instead of recrossing, in the direction whence he had come, he
turned his back upon it, and went forward toward the dark inclosing
wood. Suddenly he saw before him a strange moving object which he
took to be some large animal—a dog, a pig—he could not name it;
perhaps it was a bear. He had seen pictures of bears, but knew of
nothing to their discredit and had vaguely wished to meet one. But
something in form or movement of this object—something in the
awkwardness of its approach—told him that it was not a bear, and
curiosity was stayed by fear. He stood still and as it came slowly
on gained courage every moment, for he saw that at least it had not
the long, menacing ears of the rabbit. Possibly his impressionable
mind was half conscious of something familiar in its shambling,
awkward gait. Before it had approached near enough to resolve his
doubts he saw that it was followed by another and another. To right
and to left were many more; the whole open space about him was
alive with them—all moving toward the brook.
They were men. They crept upon their hands and
knees. They used their hands only, dragging their legs. They used
their knees only, their arms hanging idle at their sides. They
strove to rise to their feet, but fell prone in the attempt. They
did nothing naturally, and nothing alike, save only to advance foot
by foot in the same direction. Singly, in pairs and in little
groups, they came on through the gloom, some halting now and again
while others crept slowly past them, then resuming their movement.
They came by dozens and by hundreds; as far on either hand as one
could see in the deepening gloom they extended and the black wood
behind them appeared to be inexhaustible. The very ground seemed in
motion toward the creek. Occasionally one who had paused did not
again go on, but lay motionless. He was dead. Some, pausing, made
strange gestures with their hands, erected their arms and lowered
them again clasped their heads; spread their palms upward, as men
are sometimes seen to do in public prayer.
Not all of this did the child note; it is what
would have been noted by an elder observer; he saw little but that
these were men, yet crept like babes. Being men, they were not
terrible, though un-familiarly clad. He moved among them freely,
going from one to another and peering into their faces with
childish curiosity. All their faces were singularly white and many
were streaked and gouted10 with red. Something in
this—something too, perhaps, in their grotesque attitudes and
movements—reminded him of the painted clown whom he had seen last
summer in the circus, and he laughed as he watched them. But on and
ever on they crept, these maimed and bleeding men, as heedless as
he of the dramatic contrast between his laughter and their own
ghastly gravity. To him it was a merry spectacle. He had seen his
father’s negroes creep upon their hands and knees for his
amusement—had ridden them so, “making believe” they were his
horses. He now approached one of these crawling figures from behind
and with an agile movement mounted it astride. The man sank upon
his breast, recovered, flung the small boy fiercely to the ground
as an unbroken colt might have done, then turned upon him a face
that lacked a lower jaw—from the upper teeth to the throat was a
great red gap fringed with hanging shreds of flesh and splinters of
bone. The unnatural prominence of nose, the absence of chin, the
fierce eyes, gave this man the appearance of a great bird of prey
crimsoned in throat and breast by the blood of its quarry. The man
rose to his knees, the child to his feet. The man shook his fist at
the child; the child, terrified at last, ran to a tree near by, got
upon the farther side of it and took a more serious view of the
situation. And so the clumsy multitude dragged itself slowly and
painfully along in hideous pantomime—moved forward down the slope
like a swarm of great black beetles, with never a sound of going—in
silence profound, absolute.
Instead of darkening, the haunted landscape began
to brighten. Through the belt of trees beyond the brook shone a
strange red light, the trunks and branches of the trees making a
black lacework against it. It struck the creeping figures and gave
them monstrous shadows, which caricatured their movements on the
lit grass. It fell upon their faces, touching their whiteness with
a ruddy tinge, accentuating the stains with which so many of them
were freaked and maculated.11 It sparkled on buttons and
bits of metal in their clothing. Instinctively the child turned
toward the growing splendor and moved down the slope with his
horrible companions; in a few moments had passed the foremost of
the throng—not much of a feat, considering his advantages. He
placed himself in the lead, his wooden sword still in hand, and
solemnly directed the march, conforming his pace to theirs and
occasionally turning as if to see that his forces did not straggle.
Surely such a leader never before had such a following.
Scattered about upon the ground now slowly
narrowing by the encroachment of this awful march to water, were
certain articles to which, in the leader’s mind, were coupled no
significant associations: an occasional blanket, tightly rolled
lengthwise, doubled and the ends bound together with a string; a
heavy knapsack here, and there a broken rifle—such things, in
short, as are found in the rear of retreating troops, the
“spoor”12 of men flying from their hunters. Everywhere
near the creek, which here had a margin of lowland, the earth was
trodden into mud by the feet of men and horses. An observer of
better experience in the use of his eyes would have noticed that
these footprints pointed in both directions; the ground had been
twice passed over—in advance and in retreat. A few hours before,
these desperate, stricken men, with their more fortunate and now
distant comrades, had penetrated the forest in thousands. Their
successive battalions, breaking into swarms and re-forming in
lines, had passed the child on every side—had almost trodden on him
as he slept. The rustle and murmur of their march had not awakened
him. Almost within a stone’s throw of where he lay they had fought
a battle; but all unheard by him were the roar of the musketry, the
shock of the cannon, “the thunder of the captains and the
shouting.” 13 He had slept through it all, grasping his
little wooden sword with perhaps a tighter clutch in unconscious
sympathy with his martial environment, but as heedless of the
grandeur of the struggle as the dead who had died to make the
glory.
The fire beyond the belt of woods on the farther
side of the creek, reflected to earth from the canopy of its own
smoke, was now suffusing the whole landscape. It transformed the
sinuous line of mist to the vapor of gold. The water gleamed with
dashes of red, and red, too, were many of the stones protruding
above the surface. But that was blood; the less desperately wounded
had stained them in crossing. On them, too, the child now crossed
with eager steps; he was going to the fire. As he stood upon the
farther bank he turned about to look at the companions of his
march. The advance was arriving at the creek. The stronger had
already drawn themselves to the brink and plunged their faces into
the flood. Three or four who lay without motion appeared to have no
heads. At this the child’s eyes expanded with wonder; even his
hospitable understanding could not accept a phenomenon implying
such vitality as that. After slaking their thirst these men had not
had the strength to back away from the water, nor to keep their
heads above it. They were drowned. In rear of these, the open
spaces of the forest showed the leader as many formless figures of
his grim command as at first; but not nearly so many were in
motion. He waved his cap for their encouragement and smilingly
pointed with his weapon in the direction of the guiding light—a
pillar of fire14 to this strange exodus.
Confident of the fidelity of his forces, he now
entered the belt of woods, passed through it easily in the red
illumination, climbed a fence, ran across a field, turning now and
again to coquet with his responsive shadow, and so approached the
blazing ruin of a dwelling. Desolation everywhere! In all the wide
glare not a living thing was visible. He cared nothing for that;
the spectacle pleased, and he danced with glee in imitation of the
wavering flames. He ran about, collecting fuel, but every object
that he found was too heavy for him to cast in from the distance to
which the heat limited his approach. In despair he flung in his
sword—a surrender to the superior forces of nature. His military
career was at an end.
Shifting his position, his eyes fell upon some
outbuildings which had an oddly familiar appearance, as if he had
dreamed of them. He stood considering them with wonder, when
suddenly the entire plantation, with its inclosing forest, seemed
to turn as if upon a pivot. His little world swung half around; the
points of the compass were reversed. He recognized the blazing
building as his own home!
For a moment he stood stupefied by the power of the
revelation, then ran with stumbling feet, making a half-circuit of
the ruin. There, conspicuous in the light of the conflagration, lay
the dead body of a woman—the white face turned upward, the hands
thrown out and clutched full of grass, the clothing deranged, the
long dark hair in tangles and full of clotted blood. The greater
part of the forehead was torn away and from the jagged hole the
brain protruded, overflowing the temple, a frothy mass of gray,
crowned with clusters of crimson bubbles—the work of a shell.
The child moved his little hands, making wild,
uncertain gestures. He uttered a series of inarticulate and
indescribable cries—something between the chattering of an ape and
the gobbling of a turkey—a startling, soulless, unholy sound, the
language of a devil. The child was a deaf mute.
Then he stood motionless, with quivering lips,
looking down upon the wreck.