Parker Adderson, Philosopher
“Prisoner, what is your name?”
“As I am to lose it at daylight to-morrow morning
it is hardly worth while concealing it. Parker Adderson.”
“Your rank?”
“A somewhat humble one; commissioned officers are
too precious to be risked in the perilous business of a spy. I am a
sergeant.”
“Of what regiment?”
“You must excuse me; my answer might, for anything
I know, give you an idea of whose forces are in your front. Such
knowledge as that is what I came into your lines to obtain, not to
impart.”
“You are not without wit.”
“If you have the patience to wait you will find me
dull enough to-morrow.”
“How do you know that you are to die to-morrow
morning?”
“Among spies captured by night that is the custom.
It is one of the nice observances of the profession.”
The general so far laid aside the dignity
appropriate to a Confederate officer of high rank and wide renown
as to smile. But no one in his power and out of his favor would
have drawn any happy augury from that outward and visible sign of
approval. It was neither genial nor infectious; it did not
communicate itself to the other persons exposed to it—the caught
spy who had provoked it and the armed guard who had brought him
into the tent and now stood a little apart, watching his prisoner
in the yellow candle-light. It was no part of that warrior’s duty
to smile; he had been detailed for another purpose. The
conversation was resumed; it was in character a trial for a capital
offense.
“You admit, then, that you are a spy—that you came
into my camp, disguised as you are in the uniform of a Confederate
soldier, to obtain information secretly regarding the numbers and
disposition of my troops.”
“Regarding, particularly, their numbers. Their
disposition I already knew. It is morose.”
The general brightened again; the guard, with a
severer sense of his responsibility, accentuated the austerity of
his expression and stood a trifle more erect than before. Twirling
his gray slouch hat round and round upon his forefinger, the spy
took a leisurely survey of his surroundings. They were simple
enough. The tent was a common “wall tent,” about eight feet by ten
in dimensions, lighted by a single tallow candle stuck into the
haft24 of a bayonet, which was itself stuck into a pine
table at which the general sat, now busily writing and apparently
forgetful of his unwilling guest. An old rag carpet covered the
earthen floor; an older leather trunk, a second chair and a roll of
blankets were about all else that the tent contained; in General
Clavering’s command Confederate simplicity and penury of “pomp and
circumstance” had attained their highest development. On a large
nail driven into the tent pole at the entrance was suspended a
sword-belt supporting a long sabre, a pistol in its holster and,
absurdly enough, a bowie-knife. Of that most unmilitary weapon it
was the general’s habit to explain that it was a souvenir of the
peaceful days when he was a civilian.
It was a stormy night. The rain cascaded upon the
canvas in torrents, with the dull, drum-like sound familiar to
dwellers in tents. As the whooping blasts charged upon it the frail
structure shook and swayed and strained at its confining stakes and
ropes.
The general finished writing, folded the half-sheet
of paper and spoke to the soldier guarding Adderson: “Here,
Tassman, take that to the adjutant-general; then return.”
“And the prisoner, General?” said the soldier,
saluting, with an inquiring glance in the direction of that
unfortunate.
“Do as I said,” replied the officer, curtly.
The soldier took the note and ducked himself out of
the tent. General Clavering turned his handsome face toward the
Federal spy, looked him in the eyes, not unkindly, and said: “It is
a bad night, my man.”
“For me, yes.”
“Do you guess what I have written?”
“Something worth reading, I dare say. And—perhaps
it is my vanity—I venture to suppose that I am mentioned in
it.”
“Yes; it is a memorandum for an order to be read to
the troops at reveille concerning your execution. Also some
notes for the guidance of the provost-marshal in arranging the
details of that event.”
“I hope, General, the spectacle will be
intelligently arranged, for I shall attend it myself.”
“Have you any arrangements of your own that you
wish to make? Do you wish to see a chaplain, for example?”
“I could hardly secure a longer rest for myself by
depriving him of some of his.”
“Good God, man! do you mean to go to your death
with nothing but jokes upon your lips? Do you know that this is a
serious matter?”
“How can I know that? I have never been dead in all
my life. I have heard that death is a serious matter, but never
from any of those who have experienced it.”
The general was silent for a moment; the man
interested, perhaps amused him—a type not previously
encountered.
“Death,” he said, “is at least a loss—a loss of
such happiness as we have, and of opportunities for more.”
“A loss of which we shall never be conscious can be
borne with composure and therefore expected without apprehension.
You must have observed, General, that of all the dead men with whom
it is your soldierly pleasure to strew your path none shows signs
of regret.”
“If the being dead is not a regrettable condition,
yet the becoming so—the act of dying—appears to be distinctly
disagreeable to one who has not lost the power to feel.”
“Pain is disagreeable, no doubt. I never suffer it
without more or less discomfort. But he who lives longest is most
exposed to it. What you call dying is simply the last pain—there is
really no such thing as dying. Suppose, for illustration, that I
attempt to escape. You lift the revolver that you are courteously
concealing in your lap, and——”
The general blushed like a girl, then laughed
softly, disclosing his brilliant teeth, made a slight inclination
of his handsome head and said nothing. The spy continued: “You
fire, and I have in my stomach what I did not swallow. I fall, but
am not dead. After a half-hour of agony I am dead. But at any given
instant of that half-hour I was either alive or dead. There is no
transition period.
“When I am hanged to-morrow morning it will be
quite the same; while conscious I shall be living; when dead,
unconscious. Nature appears to have ordered the matter quite in my
interest—the way that I should have ordered it myself. It is so
simple,” he added with a smile, “that it seems hardly worth while
to be hanged at all.”
At the finish of his remarks there was a long
silence. The general sat impassive, looking into the man’s face,
but apparently not attentive to what had been said. It was as if
his eyes had mounted guard over the prisoner while his mind
concerned itself with other matters. Presently he drew a long, deep
breath, shuddered, as one awakened from a dreadful dream, and
exclaimed almost inaudibly: “Death is horrible!”—this man of
death.
“It was horrible to our savage ancestors,” said the
spy, gravely, “because they had not enough intelligence to
dissociate the idea of consciousness from the idea of the physical
forms in which it is manifested—as an even lower order of
intelligence, that of the monkey, for example, may be unable to
imagine a house without inhabitants, and seeing a ruined hut
fancies a suffering occupant. To us it is horrible because we have
inherited the tendency to think it so, accounting for the notion by
wild and fanciful theories of another world—as names of places give
rise to legends explaining them and reasonless conduct to
philosophies in justification. You can hang me, General, but there
your power of evil ends; you cannot condemn me to heaven.”
The general appeared not to have heard; the spy’s
talk had merely turned his thoughts into an unfamiliar channel, but
there they pursued their will independently to conclusions of their
own. The storm had ceased, and something of the solemn spirit of
the night had imparted itself to his reflections, giving them the
sombre tinge of a supernatural dread. Perhaps there was an element
of prescience in it. “I should not like to die,” he said—“not
to-night.”
He was interrupted—if, indeed, he had intended to
speak further—by the entrance of an officer of his staff, Captain
Haster lick, the provost-marshal. This recalled him to himself; the
absent look passed away from his face.
“Captain,” he said, acknowledging the officer’s
salute, “this man is a Yankee spy captured inside our lines with
incriminating papers on him. He has confessed. How is the
weather?”
“The storm is over, sir, and the moon
shining.”
“Good; take a file of men, conduct him at once to
the parade ground, and shoot him.”
A sharp cry broke from the spy’s lips. He threw
himself forward, thrust out his neck, expanded his eyes, clenched
his hands.
“Good God!” he cried hoarsely, almost
inarticulately; “you do not mean that! You forget—I am not to die
until morning.”
“I have said nothing of morning,” replied the
general, coldly; “that was an assumption of your own. You die
now.”
“But, General, I beg—I implore you to remember; I
am to hang! It will take some time to erect the gallows—two
hours—an hour. Spies are hanged; I have rights under military law.
For Heaven’s sake, General, consider how short——”
“Captain, observe my directions.”
The officer drew his sword and fixing his eyes upon
the prisoner pointed silently to the opening of the tent. The
prisoner hesitated; the officer grasped him by the collar and
pushed him gently forward. As he approached the tent pole the
frantic man sprang to it and with cat-like agility seized the
handle of the bowie-knife, plucked the weapon from the scabbard and
thrusting the captain aside leaped upon the general with the fury
of a madman, hurling him to the ground and falling headlong upon
him as he lay. The table was overturned, the candle extinguished
and they fought blindly in the darkness. The provost-marshal sprang
to the assistance of his superior officer and was himself
prostrated upon the struggling forms. Curses and inarticulate cries
of rage and pain came from the welter of limbs and bodies; the tent
came down upon them and beneath its hampering and enveloping folds
the struggle went on. Private Tassman, returning from his errand
and dimly conjecturing the situation, threw down his rifle and
laying hold of the flouncing canvas at random vainly tried to drag
it off the men under it; and the sentinel who paced up and down in
front, not daring to leave his beat though the skies should fall,
discharged his rifle. The report alarmed the camp; drums beat the
long roll and bugles sounded the assembly, bringing swarms of
half-clad men into the moonlight, dressing as they ran, and falling
into line at the sharp commands of their officers. This was well;
being in line the men were under control; they stood at arms while
the general’s staff and the men of his escort brought order out of
confusion by lifting off the fallen tent and pulling apart the
breathless and bleeding actors in that strange contention.
Breathless, indeed, was one: the captain was dead;
the handle of the bowie-knife, protruding from his throat, was
pressed back beneath his chin until the end had caught in the angle
of the jaw and the hand that delivered the blow had been unable to
remove the weapon. In the dead man’s hand was his sword, clenched
with a grip that defied the strength of the living. Its blade was
streaked with red to the hilt.
Lifted to his feet, the general sank back to the
earth with a moan and fainted. Besides his bruises he had two
sword-thrusts—one through the thigh, the other through the
shoulder.
The spy had suffered the least damage. Apart from a
broken right arm, his wounds were such only as might have been
incurred in an ordinary combat with nature’s weapons. But he was
dazed and seemed hardly to know what had occurred. He shrank away
from those attending him, cowered upon the ground and uttered
unintelligible remonstrances. His face, swollen by blows and
stained with gouts of blood, nevertheless showed white beneath his
di sheveled hair—as white as that of a corpse.
“The man is not insane,” said the surgeon,
preparing bandages and replying to a question; “he is suffering
from fright. Who and what is he?”
Private Tassman began to explain. It was the
opportunity of his life; he omitted nothing that could in any way
accentuate the importance of his own relation to the night’s
events. When he had finished his story and was ready to begin it
again nobody gave him any attention.
The general had now recovered consciousness. He
raised himself upon his elbow, looked about him, and, seeing the
spy crouching by a camp-fire, guarded, said simply:
“Take that man to the parade ground and shoot
him.”
“The general’s mind wanders,” said an officer
standing near.
“His mind does not wander,” the
adjutant-general said. “I have a memorandum from him about this
business; he had given that same order to Hasterlick”—with a motion
of the hand toward the dead provost-marshal—“and, by God! it shall
be executed.”
Ten minutes later Sergeant Parker Adderson, of the
Federal army, philosopher and wit, kneeling in the moonlight and
begging incoherently for his life, was shot to death by twenty men.
As the volley rang out upon the keen air of the midnight, General
Clavering, lying white and still in the red glow of the camp-fire,
opened his big blue eyes, looked pleasantly upon those about him
and said: “How silent it all is!”
The surgeon looked at the adjutant-general, gravely
and significantly. The patient’s eyes slowly closed, and thus he
lay for a few moments; then, his face suffused with a smile of
ineffable sweetness, he said, faintly: “I suppose this must be
death,” and so passed away.