Chapter Twenty-seven
Usually I work on Saturdays, catching up on
the million-and-one little things that I can’t see to during the
week as I rush from job site to job site. But today, I vowed, I
would check in with my foremen, then take the rest of the day
off.
Well, not “off” in the sense of sipping piña
coladas on a beach. But today I would trade my hard hat for a
ghost-chasing hat, whatever that might look like.
First I stopped by Cheshire House to see if Katenka
had returned.
No one was home in the Daleys’ basement apartment,
but I found Raul in the main house, his arm in a sling, going over
some paperwork.
“Raul, what are you doing here? Go home and
recuperate. The General commands it.”
“I will, boss lady. I just wanted to make sure
we’re ready for everything on Monday,” Raul said, then looked up
from the paperwork and did a double take. “What happened to your
face? Are you hurt?”
The swelling on my cheekbone had gone down, but a
quick glimpse in the mirror this morning revealed a bloom of color
on my cheek: cherry red, greenish gray, blue. It wasn’t
becoming.
“Little accident. Nothing serious. And I already
took care of everything for next week. Now please, go home and let
your wife pamper you.”
He smiled but looked troubled.
“I want to show you something.”
“What is it?”
“I’ve been trying to figure out how I fell. The
ladder was positioned well; Bertie did his job. And I know I didn’t
lose my balance. So I got to thinking maybe something was wrong
with the ladder.”
“Wrong how?” This was worrisome. My dad was a
stickler for properly maintaining equipment, and I had followed his
example to the letter. At least, I thought I had.
“I wondered if maybe the ladder had been tampered
with. So I checked it out.”
“And had it?”
He shook his head. “No, not that I could tell. But
look what I did find.”
He led the way up the stairs, to the section of
balustrade that collapsed when I fell against it the other day.
“See this?”
The railing had been sawed most of the way through,
leaving a clean cut, not the jagged edges an accidental break would
leave.
“And here . . .” Raul showed me
another spot on the third-floor catwalk.
“Those cuts have been there awhile,” I said. A
fresh wood cut is a bright, whitish yellow. Older cuts appear
darker because wood oxidizes over time. Both of the cuts Raul
showed me were a dark brown.
Raul nodded. “I checked the entire railing
carefully and didn’t find any other cuts. How did they get there?
Who would do such a thing?”
I had no answer for him.
Raul’s phone rang. “My wife’s outside,” he said,
looking sheepish. “She gave me a half-hour furlough while she ran
to the store. Mel, I know you’re careful, but . . .
This is serious. Be more cautious than ever.”
“Thanks, Raul. I will.”
I walked him out to the car and exchanged
pleasantries with his wife, then retrieved my supplies from
yesterday’s trip to the botanica and went back inside the
house. It was time to stop the supernatural nonsense once
and for all. Mounting the stairs, I wondered if it was wise to go
into the attic by myself. I thought about waiting and trying to get
Graham to go up with me, but I hesitated to subject him to possible
danger. Besides, I wasn’t sure I wanted to allow these ghosts to
reopen a romantic can of worms with Graham.
Olivier had explained it was vital to be resolute
before contacting the spirits. Last night’s attack had served to
strengthen my conviction. I had been physically threatened by a
human as well as by ghosts, my foreman had been injured, and my
complicated relationship with Graham had been rendered still more
complex.
I’d had it with these spirits.
With each step I climbed, I focused on banishing my
fear, replacing it with determination and a sense of calm. I
started chanting to myself, I am alive, a part of this world.
You are not. The winged angels of death carved in the woodwork
seemed to follow me with their eyes, as if mocking me. I am
alive, a part of this world. You are not.
On the top floor, I took a deep breath and released
it slowly, caressing the warm gold of my grandmother’s wedding ring
that I wore around my neck. I pulled open the hatch, brought down
the stairs, and ascended into the darkness of the attic.
Daylight streamed through the small vents, but
otherwise the space was shadowy and forbidding. I switched on the
overhead lightbulb and, using my flashlight, inspected the old dead
bolt on the hidden door. I tried each key from the antique key
ring. None worked.
I turned away to grab my tools, but this time when
I crouched down in front of the lock, the door was ajar.
As I reached out toward it, it snapped shut.
Something scurried past in my peripheral
vision.
A shadow hovered over my shoulder, dark and
angry.
My heart leapt to my throat, and I squeezed my eyes
shut for a moment, pondering fear cages. Could I be experiencing a
biological response to electromagnetic stimuli? Or was I, in fact,
communicating with the former inhabitants of Cheshire House?
Inhabitants who had to be convinced to move along to the light, or
the other side, or wherever it is that ghosts are supposed to go?
Maybe I should have thought this through a little more
thoroughly. . . .
But for now, I had to try to speak to
it . . . to them.
“Is this Charles Carter?” Nothing. “Andre? Dominga?
Luvitica?” I intoned one name after the other, concentrating on
calling them, communicating with them. I clasped the band of gold,
centering myself. I am alive, a part of this world. You are not.
I am alive, a part of this world. You are not.
Still nothing.
Okay, plan B.
Kneeling on the dusty floor, I laid out the items
from the botanica: a bell, bundles of herbs, holy water, candles. I
felt a little foolish, and wondered if I had become the sort of
person I used to make fun of, the “Berkeley woo-woo type.” But if I
had, did it matter?
I lit the candles, then held the smudge bundle over
the flame. As smoke arose from the herbs, I repeated aloud: “I am
alive, a part of this world. You are not.”
I heard something, a sound so low I wondered if I’d
actually heard it, or if I’d imagined it. It reminded me of being
awakened from a sound sleep by Caleb calling to me when he was
younger. I couldn’t tell if it was real or a dream, so I would
tiptoe into his room to find him fast asleep, chubby boy cheeks
flushed with warmth, holding his plush rabbit close to his
chest.
After my marriage ended, I would still awaken,
certain Caleb was calling me, only to realize that I was in my
dad’s home, far from the little boy I loved so much, wondering if
he was all right.
This was that kind of sound. There, but not
there.
“What is it you want?”
Silence.
But now I could feel them, sense them along my
skin, an engulfing sensation, like entering an air-conditioned
store on a hot, humid afternoon.
I felt anger, and desire. Longing. Lust.
Need.
I picked up the bell, then went to the far corner
of the attic and rang it, intoning, “I am alive and you are not. I
am part of this world; you are not. Leave this place.”
A woman’s laughter rang out, as it had when I was
in the basement. Malicious, immature. Once I got over the sinister
shock of it all, I was reminded of girls snickering behind their
lockers in high school.
As I walked the perimeter of the attic, I noticed a
neat stack of ancient newspapers, as though someone had pulled them
from the walls and floor. Could someone have been up here, cleaning
up?
They were yellowed and brittle with age. The one on
top contained a nuptial announcement, with a formal wedding sketch
of Charles and Luvitica. She was beautiful and very young-looking;
he was rather gaunt-looking, though not nearly so haggard as when I
saw him in the bathroom mirror downstairs the other day. So the wet
footprints did, indeed, belong to Charles.
I lifted the paper, which fell apart in my hands.
Below it was another, reporting Charles Carter’s demise from kidney
failure while on a sea voyage to Chile. He was survived by his
wife, Luvitica, his mother, Dominga, and his younger brother,
Andre.
I felt I was being watched. The next thing I knew,
wet footprints appeared before me.
“Charles? Can you tell me what happened?”
I turned back to the papers. The next in the stack
was dated two days later, and had been folded to display a small
article about Andre Carter going missing. Maybe Charles was
communicating. He couldn’t speak to me, so was he trying to tell
the story through the old papers?
It dawned on me that Charles spit up liquid when he
tried to talk. But the dead don’t breathe. How had liquid gotten
into his lungs? Perhaps he hadn’t died of kidney failure, after
all.
Then I felt a blackness over my shoulder—it
appeared to chase Charles away. The newspapers began to scatter,
whirling through the attic, as though flung by invisible
hands.
I heard the woman’s laughter again, and I saw
something in the shadows, shifting and growing.
A newspaper landed on the burning candle and burst
into flames.
I ran to extinguish it, stomping on it with my
booted foot. Papers were flying through the air now, the neat stack
dispersed. I blew out the remainder of the candles, but turned on
my flashlight. Daylight sifted in through the ventilation screens,
but the place was still dim.
I looked all around me, but Charles had
disappeared.
But the shadow loomed on one side of the attic, and
a ghostly woman laughed on the other. Two different entities, then.
And Charles. All in this house. I was hoping their unhappy trio was
the extent of it.
I stroked my grandmother’s wedding ring, and tried
to regroup.
“Luvitica?” I called.
More laughter. And a faint, “Hmmmmm.”
“Show yourself,” I said. Nothing. “This is no
longer your house. Leave this place.”
The candles began to fall over, one after the
other. The bell rang of its own accord. I tried not to respond in
fear to the eerie parlor tricks. I told myself to hold on to my
resolution to rid this house of these ghosts, once and for
all.
“What do you want?” I demanded.
Urgent whispers, unintelligible, from behind the
hidden door.
“Do you know what happened to Katenka?” I asked,
taking another tack.
More laughing.
And then . . . an image of the
horsehair settee popped into my mind—as if the ghosts had guided it
there.
“I am alive, a part of this world. You are not,” I
said. I had to get control over them before they were able to
manipulate me to do their will.
I heard a high-pitched giggle, mocking, as if
daring me. I felt rage building inside me, but pushed it
away.
“I am alive, a part of this world. You are not,” I
repeated.
There was sudden silence. I waited, opening my
senses to further communication with them. I sensed nothing, heard
nothing.
Had it worked? Had I banished them? As much as I
wanted to, I couldn’t quite believe it. That had been too easy. I
held still, listening, feeling, but as minute followed minute and I
still sensed nothing, I dared to hope.
I descended the attic ladder to the third-floor
hallway. The air seemed to shimmer, shadows hidden within
shadows—it all seemed sinister. They were still here.
An image flashed in my mind: the settee.
I walked slowly down the stairs, pressing my back
against the wall for safety, taking care to stay away from the
railing. Each step seemed to squeak, and the wind rattling the
windowpanes sounded like far-off laughter.
In the dining room was the settee. The settee I had
laid Katenka’s still form on after she fainted the other day. The
settee Katenka intended to bring to Emile’s shop the day he was
murdered. I had wondered at the time why she was focused on it when
there were so many other things to worry about. As I approached, I
fully expected to see indentations in the dusty horsehair cushions,
as though the ghosts were sitting there, watching me. But I saw
nothing. I took a seat.
It was supremely uncomfortable. One area bulged
out, the edging pulled up on one side. I looked closer. The
upholstery was held down not with upholstery tacks but with
staples, the kind used in a desk stapler. I snagged my fingernail
under the staples and pulled them out, one by one, until I could
fit a hand under the upholstery. I reached in. My fingertips felt
something hard yet yielding, grasped it, and pulled it out.
An envelope. Filled with cash.
I counted it. One hundred twenty-dollar bills. Two
thousand dollars.
It was an odd way to pay for an upholstery job.
Unless that wasn’t what the money was for.
Had Katenka been paying Emile for something else?
Had the Russian-speaking Emile known about her past and blackmailed
her? Had Katenka killed Emile to put an end to the blackmail, and
then fled, afraid she would be discovered?
And if so, why had she waited so long?
My phone rang. I glanced at the screen.
Zach.
“I got that information you wanted,” he said
without preamble.
The voices started up again around me, bickering
now. Sniping at one another. It wasn’t as frightening as the nasty
laughter in the attic, but it was much more annoying. It was like
speaking over a phone with a bad connection, when you hear the echo
of your voice and try to ignore it. They were giving me a headache,
as well as a sincere appreciation for those poor souls afflicted
with schizophrenia.
“Did you find her?” I asked loudly, trying to drown
out the voices.
“No. But I found something else. Meet me at Caffe
Trieste in twenty minutes. Why are you shouting?”
“I’m sort of in the middle of something,” I said,
lowering my voice. I tried plugging my free ear with my finger.
“Just tell me what you found.”
“No.”
“Why not?” I thought of all those movies where
someone refuses to divulge a secret on the phone, saying instead:
“I have critical information to solve the mystery; meet me in an
abandoned warehouse down by the docks at midnight.” That never
turned out well.
“Because I want to buy you coffee. I’ve been trying
to buy you coffee since we met.”
“This isn’t a date, Zach, for heaven’s
sake.” The whispering grew louder, snider. The ghosts were making
fun of me. “Just tell me.”
“You need caffeine. I can tell. If you can’t meet
me right now, then how about this evening?”
“No,” I said, rubbing my temples. I needed Olivier
to do his miraculous headache cure. Or bigger hands to do it to
myself. “Fine. I’ll meet you there in twenty. But if you wind up
dead, don’t come whining to me.”
“If I what?” Zach said. “Why would someone
kill me for this information?”
“Why not? That’s what always happens in the
movies.”
He laughed. “I’ll take my chances. Caffe Trieste is
pretty mellow this time of day.”
I snapped the cell phone shut and gathered my
things.
“I’ll be back,” I said to the ghosts,
channeling my inner Terminator. As I slammed the door behind me I
could have sworn I heard a ghostly Bronx cheer.
A small part of me felt like a chicken for not
finishing what I’d started with the ghosts, but the biggest part of
me felt a palpable sense of relief as I stepped outside into the
fresh air.
Besides, my resolve had been seriously eroded. I
needed time to recuperate, to decide where to go from here. And my
now nagging headache should be helped by the caffeine.
I noticed the homeless man sitting on the corner,
singing “Jingle Bells.” He had attached a holiday wreath with a
bedraggled red bow to the front of his shopping cart. It was nice
to see somebody embracing the holiday spirit.
As I passed by him, he stopped singing and shouted,
“No, I don’t have any heroin, as a matter of fact. Why would
you ask me that?”
After my bizarre experience at Cheshire House, this
made me wonder: Maybe he and the other talkative street folk
weren’t mentally ill. Maybe they were conversing with invisible
spirits. I stopped in front him and searched my peripheral vision.
Nothing.
“You okay, lady?” the man asked.
“Sorry,” I said. “Hey, are you hungry? I almost
forgot—I brought some lunch. My dad’s a good cook.”
“Sure,” he said. I fetched a brown paper bag from
my car and handed it to him. He peeked in.
“Chicken and rice with broccoli,” I said.
“I like Thai better,” he replied.
Only in San Francisco.
“Sorry. It’s potluck at my house. I eat what my dad
cooks.”
“Okay, thanks,” he said. “I’m honored. Got a
spoon?”
“It’s in the bag.”
I was about to turn back to my car when I noticed a
couple of long, thin, brown cigarettes peeking out of his shirt
pocket. Pricey, European cigarettes.
Expensive habit already, and I get hooked on the
imports.
“Hey, you hang out here a lot, right?” I said. “You
talked to the police about the fellow who was killed the other
night?”
“Didn’t mean to snitch on you,” he said, clutching
the leftovers closer.
“No, of course not,” I hastened to say. “I just
wondered if anyone else went in, maybe someone you forgot to
mention to the police?”
He shrugged. “Sometimes my memory’s not so good.
Especially if it’s not jogged by a charitable donation.”
What an operator, I thought, though I kind
of admired him for it. I reached into my pocket and pulled out a
ten. “How’s this?”
He nodded and took the bill. His fingernails had
that crusted, ground-in dirt that came from going too long without
a shower.
“Fellow came by, said he used to live here a long
time ago, in the house across the street, back when it was a
boardinghouse.”
“What did he look like?”
“Latino guy, mustache. Gave me a twenty, some cigs.
Good guy. But I guess he served time and he didn’t wanna talk to
police.”
“What do you mean?”
“Dude had prison tats. You can tell ’cause they’re
done with ink from ballpoint pens, not like regular tattoos.” He
tapped his head. “I figured that’s why he asked me to keep the info
on the down-low, if you know what I’m sayin’.”
“Did you hear anything after he went into the
upholstery shop? Did you hear a gunshot?”
He shook his head. “Didn’t hear anything but them
arguing. Then I left to go see a friend. I mind my own business,
mostly.”
“Could you hear what they were arguing
about?”
“Crazy talk, somethin’ about ghosts in an attic.
And people say I’m nuts.”
“Anything else?”
The man tilted his head. “Yeah. Asked about a
key.”
“A key to what?”
“A door, I think he said.”
“What about it?”
He closed his eyes and didn’t answer. I
waited.
His eyes popped open. “He asked if the key to the
door was safe.”