Chapter Fourteen
When entering an unfamiliar supply yard
like Heartwood Lumber, I sometimes felt like Arnold Schwarzenegger
at a quilting bee: My very presence set things abuzz.
My attire probably didn’t help. Today had dawned
chilly and overcast, so I wore black fingerless gloves, black
leggings and matching sweater, a rather short gray skirt, a long,
thin red scarf my sister had knitted, all topped by a full-length
black leather jacket I bought in Spain a million years ago.
Only my steel-toed work boots marked me as an
insider.
Heartwood Lumber was open to the public but was set
up for contractors, not do-it-yourself homeowners. There were no
friendly vest-clad employees eager to answer questions about which
pneumatic drill bit worked best on concrete, or if a synthetic
paintbrush could be used with oil as well as latex paint. Instead,
behind the cluttered counter were several guys sitting at computer
terminals, inputting orders of thousands of pounds of rebar or
truckloads of lumber to be delivered to building sites.
As was typical in these sorts of places, I was the
only female.
Construction is one occupation that has, by and
large, ignored the women’s movement. There simply aren’t that many
of us double-X chromosome carriers with the interest and the
inclination—or the training and support—to compete successfully in
the trades. Younger women often have to leave if they want to have
families, because health and safety standards don’t allow for
pregnancy on many job sites. And then there was the incessant
sexual harassment. But a lot of it was simple tradition: Many
construction workers went into this line of work because their
fathers were in the trades. Dad was a carpenter, so they were
raised to see that as an option, and probably spent many a weekend
building things and learning to use tools. Dad was a journeyman
plumber, so he helped his son get into the apprentice-training
program. No doubt it would change in time, but progress was
slow.
In the meantime, I tried to hire and work with
women whenever I could, but by and large I spent my days in a man’s
world. On the upside, I was easily recognized at all of the
lumberyards, cement and gravel companies, and hardware outlets I
frequented in the Bay Area, not to mention the numerous specialty
stores that carried architectural salvage goods and reproductions.
Most of the men accepted me when they realized I didn’t dink around
or play the “girl card” to avoid less savory aspects of the
work.
The hefty man behind the counter wore a name tag
that read HARLAN LOFGREN, HEARTWOOD ASSISTANT MANAGER. Harlan’s
watery blue eyes checked me out not in the way of a man
appreciating a woman, but as though he was assessing my sanity. But
within the first two minutes of our discussion I had thrown in
enough information about my current renovation projects that he
knew my boots weren’t just for show.
I ordered a truckload of half-inch wallboard to be
delivered to Cheshire House. Then I requested a catalog of
reproduction windows, and a list of current lumber prices. Finally,
I asked if I could speak with an employee named David
Enrique.
“Sure, go on back. He’s on a forklift in lumber.
Mustache.”
Out in the yard tall piles of different-sized
gravel were on one side, stacks and stacks of lumber in metal
frames in the covered building to the back. Cinderblocks and
pressure-treated wood, rebar, and metal framing supplies were all
in orderly sections. The yard smelled of freshly sawn wood, pine
dust, and axle grease.
There were several men working forklifts, but only
one with a mustache.
I flagged him down.
“Dave Enrique?”
“Ye-e-ah . . .” he said, as though
unsure whether he should give away such vital information.
He looked to be anywhere from midthirties to
-forties, white T-shirt gone gray, jeans, stocky physique, with the
kind of ropey muscles more common to building sites than
twenty-four-hour fitness centers. His hair was salt-and-pepper, his
heavy mustache more toward the pepper than the salt. It was midday
and yet he had a five-o’clock shadow.
“I was hoping to talk to you for just a
minute.”
He looked around, as though scouting out a
supervisor.
“Harlan sent me back here,” I said.
Enrique shrugged and climbed down, deliberately
stripping off tan leather work gloves, one after the other. A
medallion hung around his neck: a symbol of protection. A guardian
angel. There was another angel inked on one forearm, an intricate
tattoo of a nine-millimeter automatic on the other.
Then he brought out a box of cigarettes with an
old-fashioned-looking foreign label. The cigarettes themselves were
long and slim and as dark brown as a cigar.
“Can you believe this? Expensive habit already, and
I get hooked on the imports.”
He didn’t offer me one. Not that I would have
accepted.
I didn’t approve of smoking, and was always bugging
my dad to quit. But there was something about the habit that seemed
so . . . French. Especially with exotic cigarettes
like these. And I was a sucker for anything Parisian. They made me
wish I was puffing and drinking espresso and becoming nervous and
gorgeous and thin, which is how I’m sure things would be if I ever
actually made it to Paris.
He crossed his arms over his chest and leaned back
against the forklift. “So are we talking, or what?”
“You used to live in the Cheshire Inn, on
Union.”
The expression in his eyes morphed from cautious
curiosity to cold impatience. It didn’t take supernatural skills to
pick up on this fellow’s mood.
“A long time ago.”
“Can you tell me anything about living
there?”
“I wasn’t there long.”
I nodded. “I spoke with Hettie Banks, the former
owner. She said you moved out because you thought you saw something
strange.”
Enrique’s dark eyes swept the yard. There were
forklifts transferring items onto delivery trucks, gloved and
booted men carrying planks on their shoulders. Metal clanged,
engines churned, men shouted. The reassuring hustle and bustle of
the construction industry.
“Why are you asking?”
“A new couple bought the place, and I’m the general
on the renovation. There have been some . . .
strange things happening.”
He nodded. “That’s a bad place.”
“What’s bad about it?”
He shrugged. “I was sort of kidding around with the
girl who lived there once. She was kind of a weird kid, not that I
blamed her. Unusual upbringing. Anyway, she used to play up in the
attic. We . . . saw something once.”
“What was it?”
He hesitated, taking a long drag on his cigarette,
and I feared he was going to stop speaking. I had no way to compel
him to tell me anything, after all.
“It wasn’t exactly clear,” he finally said. “First
there were voices, then what sounded like a woman crying. But the
worst of it was, I felt this . . . rage building up
inside me. It wasn’t directed at the kid, gracias a Dios. It
made me want to go after Emile.”
“Emile?”
“Yeah, Emile Blunt. This other guy who lived there.
Had the room next to mine. Owned an upholstery shop across the
way.” One hand reached up to finger his medallion.
I felt the urge to mirror him and stroke the
wedding ring on the ribbon around my neck. Great. At this rate I
would become one of those people who had to tap the plane three
times before boarding to ward off bad luck.
“So we were just there, checking out the attic, and
it happened. We all three saw it—whatever it was. But the weirdest
part was the feelings. Emile had them, too—we talked about it
after. And the girl, Janet. It was almost like . . .
almost like they were trying to get us to do something.”
“What did you mean when you said the girl was ‘kind
of weird’?”
“I found something, up in the attic. No big deal,
just this little piece of metal, with an engraving on it. I gave it
to her, but she managed to lose it, and then she totally flipped
out about it. Accused Emile of stealing it from her.
Strange.”
“What did the engraving look like?”
“I think it must’ve been part of the house; it sort
of matched a design that was in other parts of the place. These
stylized leaves, and a face that looked sort of like a grim reaper.
I’m telling you, that’s a bad place.”
“I hear Hettie kept a lot of cats.”
He shrugged and took another drag on his cigarette.
“They were okay. I like animals. I didn’t like ’em on the kitchen
table, but I never ate there anyway, just grabbed a doughnut and
coffee on the way to work.”
“Did it seem like she neglected them?”
“Are you kidding? Treated those things like
family.”
“Can I ask how well you knew Emile Blunt?”
He shrugged and threw his cigarette onto the
ground, twisting his boot over the butt. “As well as I cared to. I
only knew him as a fellow boarder; we passed in the hall
occasionally. Besides that time in the attic, alls I know about him
is he spoke Russian, and the jerk borrowed some money from me once,
but never paid me back. Why?”
“He passed away.”
“That so?”
“Murdered. He was found yesterday.”
Enrique made the sign of the cross.
“When was the last time you saw any of these
folks?”
“It’s been years. And I’d like to keep it that
way.”
“What about the money Emile owed you?”
“It wasn’t that kind of money. I was just as happy
to let it go, so long as I never have to deal with any of those
people again. Now,” he said as he pulled on his leather gloves,
“break time’s over.”
He climbed back up on the forklift and started the
engine.
I walked back toward the building, my boots
crunching on the loose gravel and broken concrete of the
yard.
Funny how neither Hettie nor Emile had mentioned
to me that he used to live in the house.
My stomach growled. I couldn’t think about all this
on an empty stomach. I checked in with my foremen by cell phone,
then bought tacos from my favorite parking lot truck and brought
them to Luz’s place. Wednesdays were her day off from teaching, and
she’d been working like mad on her new condo in a 1920s building,
out in the Avenues near Portola.
I had sent over Jeremy, one of my carpenters, to
help her out today, so I knew she’d be home. Luz would make any
excuse to hang out with Jeremy.
The place was tiny, but we were transforming it
into a jewel box. The inspiration came from a castle I had seen
while traveling through the Dordogne Valley with Daniel, years ago.
We came upon it by chance, and learned that it had once belonged to
Josephine Baker. The glamorous American dancer had transformed a
section of the castle into a 1920s art deco dream, including a
bathroom tiled in black and gold, designed by Givenchy.
Gorgeous.
The idea was to gold- and silver-leaf the walls and
ceiling, and to upholster with plush velvet and silks, so that it
would seem like one was walking into an actual jewel box.
Luz answered the door covered in splotches of
red-brown paint. Though I spent a good deal of my life
covered in paint and dust and plaster, this was a big deal for a
woman who usually balked at getting her hair mussed.
“You look like you’ve been in a knife fight,” I
said.
“More like a fight with this can of paint, and the
paint won,” she replied as she led the way into the main
room.
“Have you eaten yet? I brought lunch.”
“I had a little something, but if those are tacos I
smell, I’ll eat again. Just let me get washed up. Oh wait, do I
have to wash out this brush? It’ll take forever to get the red
out.”
“Use the old painters’ trick: Wrap it in plastic.”
I wrapped it tightly in the plastic taco bags. “As long as it’s
airtight, the paint won’t dry out for a long time. If you want to
leave it overnight, stick it in the freezer.”
“Like a paint Popsicle?”
I smiled, remembering my mother finding my brushes
loaded with any number of colors in the freezer. Problem was, I
would forget about them, and even wrapped and frozen, they only
lasted so long. Good painters’ brushes were not only essential to a
good paint job, they were expensive. They had to be treated
right.
While Luz was washing her hands, the hammering from
the next room came to a halt, and Jeremy walked in. We chatted
about the status of the job, and then I offered him lunch.
“Thanks, but I’m meeting a friend to take a run.
I’ll get a protein smoothie after. I’m on a cleansing diet,
detoxing all month. I’ll be back in an hour or so.”
“Oh, that sounds so much better than tacos,” I
said. “Have fun.”
“He’s so freaking gorgeous,” Luz muttered, watching
Jeremy’s fine form as he slipped out the front door.
She and I scooched down to sit on the floor on drop
cloths, backs up against the wall. It had turned into a sunny
winter’s day, and cool, fresh air wafted in through the cracked
windows. We could hear the sound of someone strumming on a guitar,
and children playing in the schoolyard down the street.
“You do know he’s gay, right?”
“That doesn’t mean I can’t look, does it?”
“I guess not, as long as he doesn’t mind. Sexual
harassment runs both ways, you know.”
Luz sighed and laid her head back against the wall.
“There should be a law against a man that good-looking being
gay.”
“Maybe you find him that attractive precisely
because he is gay. Ever think of that?”
She frowned. “I reject that theory.”
“On what basis?”
“That I don’t like it.”
“Very scholarly of you.”
“Scholarliness is overrated.”
“So says the academic. Besides,” I said, handing
Luz a taco, “if he weren’t gay and you started seeing each other,
you’d have to go jogging and talk about protein shakes instead of
indulging in tacos with me.”
“Excellent point.” She took a huge bite of her
favorite, carnitas. Talk about your unnatural occurrences: I
would never understand how Luz kept so slender given her voracious
appetite.
“What can you tell me about animal hoarders?” I
asked as I unwrapped my pollo asado taco.
“Like crazy cat ladies?”
“Yes, crazy cat ladies, or deranged dog gentlemen,
or whatever else there might be. Women can’t be the only ones who
own lots of cats, can they?”
“Not at all.” Luz chuckled. “In fact, one of my
students did a research paper last year on animal hoarding, and its
many permutations—it’s seen in both genders, all walks of life. But
did you know there’s actually a group on the Web known as Crazy Cat
Ladies? They’re trying to reappropriate the term. Like
hussy.”
“We’re reappropriating ‘hussy’?” Even when I was
young I was always out of touch with the latest trends, and this
tendency seemed to be getting worse with age.
“If we’re not, we should. It’s a good word.” She
elbowed me. “For instance, if you ever had sex again in your life,
you could come in here and I could say, ‘You hussy, you.’”
“I’ll keep you posted,” I said. “So how’s the Crazy
Cat Ladies Society doing?”
“No idea,” she said with a shrug, taking another
big bite. “I just thought it was interesting. Anyway, animal
hoarding is an actual psychological condition. It’s related to
obsessive-compulsive disorder, marked by delusions and the
inability to judge reality. Animal hoarders tend to believe they
can provide proper care for their pets, despite all evidence to the
contrary.”
“I visited a former hoarder yesterday. She still
has a couple of cats, but they seem well-treated.”
“That’s good. They’re usually true animal lovers,
you know. The problem is that they can be a bit like alcoholics ;
it’s hard for them to stop at anything like a reasonable number.
They get overwhelmed, and then they’re afraid to ask for help, even
if they do recognize they’re in over their heads. Hey, how come
you got green chile?”
I handed over my foil-wrapped taco. “Here.”
“No, that’s okay. You should eat it.”
“I already had chicken. And I’m saving room for a
protein shake.”
She took the taco.
“You think I should turn her in?” I asked. “I
believe her probation stipulated she stay away from all animals,
particularly felines.”
“That’s a hard call,” Luz said, sitting back with a
sigh. “It’s not like it’s a snap to find a good home for another
unwanted pet. I’m guessing she doesn’t have a lot else in her
life?”
“One daughter.”
“Are they close?”
“I don’t think so.”
“Hmmm . . . I presume this is
related to the house you’re redoing? I thought the cat lady was
long gone.”
“She is. But there’s . . . something
from the past, sort of, that’s come up with the house.”
“From the past?” Luz had polished off the green
chile and was munching on chips, eyeing the extra bag of tacos I
had brought for Jeremy. She was a phenomenon.
“There have been some odd events, not
quite . . . natural, if you get my drift.”
“As in . . .” Luz trailed off and
fixed me with the kind of look only a close friend could muster,
the kind that registered concern, annoyance, accusation, and humor
all at once. “Wait, don’t tell me: The ghosts are back.”