Chapter Sixteen
Back at Cheshire House, I brought my
toolbox in with me. After checking in with Raul, I wanted to
examine the fireplaces to see if the newly purchased firebacks
would fit. This might well entail dismantling the internal
structure and modifying it to accommodate the iron slabs, since
cutting the iron wasn’t an option. There was no point in having the
pieces restored if they weren’t going to work.
I looked up to see Graham walk through the front
door.
“What are you doing here?” I asked him as I set my
tools on the plywood worktable in the front hall.
“I’ve got a meeting with Jim tomorrow, and I wanted
to check out the insulation potential in the walls, take some
measurements, that sort of thing. Do you mind?”
“Of course not. Make yourself at home.”
“Cute toolbox. Is that Caleb’s handiwork?”
I nodded. All of us marked our tools, since it was
so easy to mix them up on job sites, and these are the necessary
items to ply our trade. Plus, they were expensive, and many of us
got sentimental about our tools, whether they belonged to our
fathers, or fit our palm just right, or reminded us of favorite
jobs.
But it was always easy to distinguish my toolbox
from everyone else’s, because Caleb had decorated the side of my
toolbox when he was eight: MEL TURNER was written in crooked
letters with multicolored magic markers. I got a few looks from
some of the men, but it warmed my heart every time I saw it.
I left Graham to wander about on his own—the man
knew his way around a construction site—and after speaking to Raul
again, I checked in with the carpenters and the paint crew
repairing the walls and ceilings. In earthquake country, old
plaster had a tendency to crack. A lot. Lumpy, erratic lines showed
previous repairs through the years, and often wallpaper was put up
to mask this. The painters had stripped seven layers in the living
room, ten in the kitchen. They had also stripped the carved wood
fireplace mantels of several coats of paint, and the metal of paint
and rust. Unfortunately, this made the fireplaces too
“new-looking,” so after they had been restored and properly sealed,
I would bring in faux finishers to place a little fake verdigris on
the metal, and darken the recesses of the wood.
On my way upstairs, I gathered bits of the old
wallpaper stripped from the walls. Along with progress photos,
these mementos would eventually go into the scrapbooks I kept of
each house Turner Construction renovated, carrying on my mother’s
tradition.
Today I also wanted to investigate the old keys,
trying them out systematically on all the doors and lockable
cupboards in the house. And starting in the attic I would check for
rodent activity—and/or cats—as well, just in case the strange
noises I heard overhead yesterday were perfectly natural. All
seemed quiet so far, but it was early yet.
From the third-floor hallway, I yanked open the
access door to the attic and pulled down the ladder. Hesitating for
a moment, I took a deep breath and climbed up into the dark
space.
Even with the overhead light on, the attic was dim
and shadowy. But there was nothing particularly frightening about
it, I assured myself. I crouched down to peer at a crack in the
wall near the baseboard.
Nothing but dust and cobwebs . . .
and a man’s voice whispering behind me, low and urgent.
Whirling around, I tripped and fell on my butt.
“Hello?”
I looked into the shadows and checked my peripheral
vision for ghosts. No one was there.
Another whisper. This time it was a woman. Her
voice was harsh and anxious, as though answering the man.
The voices were muffled, and seemed to come from
behind a paneled wall.
Slowly, I approached, studying how the walls came
together—yes, there could be a void there. I looked closer. The
“door” was more like a panel cleverly concealed by molding, with no
handle. But there was a very old dead bolt. Recessed, it was almost
hidden by the molding, and had been covered in spackle.
My heart was pounding, but I refused to be
intimidated by age-old whispers and errant shadows. Not so long
ago, I helped figure out who had murdered the ghost who kept
pestering me. Surely I could do that again. Or at the very least
identify what it was these spirits wanted.
As soon as I started feeling around the door, the
whispers stopped.
“I heard you,” I said loudly, trying my best to
sound confident. “Is there something you want? I can see and hear
you a little, but it’s unclear.”
No response.
“Are you talking to me?” said a decidedly human
voice. Graham stood on the ladder, poking his head into the
attic.
“Graham. You scared me!”
“Then I take it you weren’t talking to me,” he
said, coming up the rest of the way. “Who are you talking
to?”
“I . . .
uh . . . I thought I heard something.”
“Something?”
I remained mute. I didn’t really want Graham
knowing the extent of my visions.
He fixed me with a serious look, halfway between
impatient and caring, the one that always made me think of a moment
we’d shared in a warm car in the middle of a rainstorm. So many
years ago. And which now made me resent Elena-the-party-planner,
who otherwise seemed like a perfectly nice woman.
“Have you seen something in this house, Mel?”
“Why would you ask that?”
“Because you look as though you’ve seen a ghost,”
he said with a slight smile.
“Maybe.”
I turned back to the paneled wall, and started to
investigate.
Something had been scratched into the wooden
header, then covered with paint. It was faint and hard to make out.
I grabbed a carpenter’s pencil and a sheet of the paper we put down
to protect the floors, and held the paper up to the wood. I rubbed
the lead over the paper, as my mother taught me to do with crayons
and old headstones at Oakland’s historic Mountain View
Cemetery.
Words appeared: MEMENTO MORI.
“What does that mean?” I asked.
“You’re the Latin expert.”
“Spanish.”
“Close enough.”
“And I speak a little, but I’m no expert.
Memento—as in souvenir? And in Spanish, morir means to
die.”
“A souvenir of death?”
I stepped back and looked around, half expecting to
see a ghostly presence in my peripheral vision. Was there something
in this closet I didn’t want to discover? Or was it like the rest
of the house, a possibly harmless little obsession with
death . . . and therefore, life?
Surely this room couldn’t have been locked ever
since Dominga lived here. With all the people coming and going in
this house it must have been opened—and closed—repeatedly over the
years. There wouldn’t be, say, an old rum barrel with a skeleton in
it? That would be awfully . . . Pirates of the
Caribbean.
“Mel, you okay?”
“Oh sure, just peachy.” Dead bolt or no, I was
getting into that closet. I was scared. But I was also pissed off.
Who were these spirits to be putting me through this, and to be
pestering a young mother? “I’m going to go get my tools.”
I descended the attic ladder to the third-floor
hallway and started down the stairs, noting a water stain near the
ceiling. I really needed to take care of the roof sooner rather
than lat—
I suddenly heard something overhead—a harsh
scraping sound. I glanced up just as a toolbox fell from the upper
floor.
Right toward my head.