CHAPTER two
HER FATHER CAME HOME that Saturday
afternoon with a garment bag and wanted to model his new suit. Jane
couldn’t think of the last time her father had bought a suit and
admitted it looked good on him, though possibly just because it was
new. “What’s the occasion?” she asked, feeling playful. “Hot
date?”
“With Loki,” he said. “And the city council.”
“Oh,” she said, and she instantly, viscerally—like
in the buzz of her fingertips and the quiver in her
throat—remembered why she’d dreaded spring to begin with. “What’s
going on?” she asked and felt wobbly—as if she were on skates. As
if winter had been a smooth glide on a frozen lake but now cracks
were forming on the surface.
“Big presentation of Loki’s new plan Thursday night
at the Aquarium.” He was straightening his jacket. “Loki is opening
it to the public on a first-come, first-served basis and footing
the bill for a dinner buffet. To try to win people over, I
guess.”
“And the new plan is a lot better?” Jane asked,
pushing down the sick feeling in her gut. She’d sort of assumed the
new plan would take longer, even though they’d been saying spring
all along.
He nodded. “Which tie do you like?” He held up two,
and Jane pointed to the one with gray and blue stripes on a
diagonal.
“How is it different from the old plan?” she
asked.
“I’m not sure. I just know the Tsunami made the
cut.” He looked in the mirror. “Speaking of which, I need to get
this mop trimmed.” He ran a hand through his hair, then disappeared
upstairs.
Jane sat in the living room for a moment, absorbing
this new information. The presentation was happening. She knew
about it. But did Leo? Did anyone? Had the news been made public
already? Because she did not want to make the same mistakes she’d
made in the fall. She wanted to be open. Honest. Wasn’t that the
way forward?
She went upstairs and knocked on her father’s door.
“Have they announced the event yet?” she asked when he
opened.
“I don’t know,” he said. “But I think so. Or it
will be. Maybe tomorrow. What’s on your mind?”
She sat in a chair in the corner. “I don’t know.
There’s someone I might need to tell about it, just to be sure he
doesn’t hear it somewhere else and realize that I knew. It’s
complicated.”
“Sounds it.” He was hanging up the suit, brushing
off a few bits of fuzz.
“Dad?” There was more on her mind than she’d
actually realized at the start of the conversation. “If they veto
Loki again—and I know it’s a big if—do you think the city
might be interested in the Tsunami?”
He turned to her. “I’m not sure it works that way,
honey. And the city seems to have just stalled its own plans
anyway. Something about a change in leadership, I think.”
He was emptying his shopping bag and said, “Oh, I
almost forgot.” He handed her a postcard—“This was in the mailbox
when I came in”—and she studied the image on the front—a
black-and-white shot of a million people on the beach. She didn’t
have to turn it over to know it was from Mr. Simmons, but she did
anyway. It said, “Are we having fun yet?”
After dinner that night, Jane went to the window
in her room and looked out at the Parachute Jump, lit red in the
night. Tomorrow all the boardwalk stores and clam shacks and
pizzerias and bars would open for the season, and the crowds would
be endless and annoying.
Crowds were good, she knew.
Good for Coney. It depended on them.
But she was going to miss the quiet, the knishes,
the truce. She was going to miss the way Coney felt more like a
secret than the playground of the world.
Crossing the hall to Marcus’s room when she
couldn’t shake a restless feeling, she poked in her head. “I’m
going to go for a walk. You want to come?”
So they went up toward the boardwalk together, with
light jackets on, and just walked and walked until they hit
Brighton—where Russian women in fancy dresses were talking and
smoking in groups in front of Tatiana. The sounds of the
cabaret—electronic drums and poppy female vocals—floated out into
the air.
And then they turned around and walked back and cut
down the side of Wonderland, where a barker stood outside the
sideshow building with a megaphone. “Free show tonight!” he said to
no one, then he spotted Jane and Marcus. “Hey, you two,” he said.
“Free show. Come in. You don’t have anything better to do. It’s our
dress rehearsal for tomorrow.”
Marcus looked at Jane and shrugged, and she said,
“I don’t know.”
“Jane,” he said, “we go to school at a sideshow
practically every day. And I mean, look at your friends. You, of
all people, shouldn’t be squeamish about this.”
She still couldn’t believe the mystery of the
Dreamland Social Club had been solved. If it weren’t a secret
society she’d be telling the whole world—or at least Marcus—about
her new-member status.
“Fine,” she said, and they ducked into the dimly
lit theater and climbed to the middle of a set of small bleachers
facing a stage. Jane had, she only realized now, been consciously
avoiding the sideshow ever since they’d arrived on Coney. It had
seemed sort of scary to her when she’d first laid eyes on that
mural on the building. But now, well, now she wasn’t sure. Marcus
was right. Maybe something about being a member of the Dreamland
Social Club—a club inspired by a group of freaks—made her sort of
calm about geeks and sword swallowers and fire-eaters. They were
just people. People with tricks, sure, but still just people.
The sideshow performers didn’t seem that enthused
about working for a crowd of two, but Marcus and Jane did their
best to clap loudly after a man lifted the bowling ball with a
chain attached to his tongue, and after another man put a power
drill up his nose. And when that same performer—the Human
Blockhead—asked for a volunteer, Marcus said, “Go on,” and elbowed
Jane. “It’s your destiny.”
“You’re making fun of me.”
He sunk down in his chair.
“Fine.” She stood. “Whatever.”
So she went down to the stage—no one but Marcus was
there anyway, so what did it matter if she looked dumb?—and then
the Human Blockhead explained what he wanted her to do, and she
thought she was going to throw up right there on the stage. But
when he put the sword down his throat and tapped his chest—the
signal they’d agreed upon—Jane climbed up the small step stool that
had been put in front of her and took hold of the sword and very,
very slowly pulled it up and out. And when she did, she felt
strangely victorious.
When the Human Blockhead told her to take a bow,
she did.
“Bravo,” Marcus called from the bleachers, and he
stood up and clapped, lazily, three times.
They walked past the Anchor on the way home and
Jane saw Leo inside. “I’m just going to go say hi,” she said to
Marcus, who just said, “Okey-dokey,” and walked off.
She went into the bar and sat next to Leo, who
looked up from his crossword puzzle, startled. He said, “Spring has
sprung, and so have you.”
She crinkled her nose. “What does that mean?”
“I don’t know.” He sipped his Coke, studying her.
“You seem different.”
“I do?”
“Yeah,” he said. “You do. A little gooble gobble
magic, maybe?”
“Don’t be stupid.” She was looking at the crossword
clues, trying to think of a three-letter word for “Paris to Berlin
dir,” whatever that meant.
“I’m just saying.” Leo tapped his paper with his
pencil. “It must be a relief. To have finally figured it out.” He
tilted his head. “You seem, sort of—I don’t know—happy? No, not
that. Sassy?”
“Sassy?” She shook her head. “Me? No way.”
“See, right there.” He pointed at her. “That was
some sass.”
“It was not!”
He just shrugged. “Look at this.” He pointed at 18
down’s clue, “Anchor’s job.”
“To sink?” Jane was looking for the right
boxes.
“Ha,” Leo said. “But no, five letters.” He pushed
the paper aside. “I sort of hate crosswords.”
“Me, too.”
“Where you coming from or going to? You want a
Coke?”
“No, I’m good. Coming from sideshow. Going
home.”
“Really?”
“Yeah.” She stretched the fingers on her hand. “I
pulled a sword out of the Human Blockhead’s mouth.”
He made a clicking sound and pointed at her
quickly, like taking a shot. “Sass, I’m telling you.”
“I’m leaving,” she said, rotating on her stool,
though she had no intention of going anywhere.
“No,” he said, grabbing her arm. “Stay a few
minutes. It’s a big night. Sort of like Christmas Eve.”
“I feel it,” she said, looking around at the couple
leaning into the jukebox picking songs, and at the guy by the
outside tables who was trying to sell DVDs to the people there, and
at Leo’s father, who was polishing up the old cash register.
“Something in the air.”
What she couldn’t bring herself to say was that
there was something else in the air, bouncy molecules of dread
ricocheting around with all the excitement. He just couldn’t feel
them. She simply didn’t have the heart to spoil the mood with the
word Loki, not when he seemed so happy.
“We have this tradition,” Leo said. “My dad and
me.”
“You’re not going to trim a tree, are you?”
“No, but every year since I can remember, he closes
the bar a little early on the night before opening day and we watch
The Beast from 20,000 Fathoms. Ever see it?”
Jane nodded and said, “It’s pretty bad.”
“But that’s the beauty of it!” he said with an
elbow nudge. “I was obsessed when I was little. Now it’s just for
old times’ sake. Or something. I don’t even know. I thought it was
cool your mom made the beast once, though.”
Jane nodded. “Yeah. Me, too.” She was studying the
words around the “anchor’s job” clue and the word popped out. Not a
boat anchor but a news anchor. “Recap,” she said, pointing.
“Huh?” Leo said, then he thought for a second and
said, “Oh,” and wrote it in. “Yeah, definitely hate
crosswords.”
His dad called out, “Drink up, folks, we’re closing
early!” and was met by a few lazy groans.