14
Eri Asai's
room.
The TV is switched on. Eri, in pyjamas, is
looking out from inside the screen. A lock of hair falls over her
forehead. She shakes her head to sweep it away. She presses her
hands against her side of the glass and begins speaking in this
direction. It is as though a person had wandered into an empty fish
tank at an aquarium and was trying to explain the predicament to a
visitor through the thick glass. Her voice, however, does not reach
our side. It cannot vibrate the air over here.
Something about Eri suggests that her senses
are still numbed, as though she is unable to use the full force of
her limbs. This is probably because her sleep was so very deep and
long. She is trying, nevertheless, to gain some understanding,
however limited, of the inscrutable circumstances in which she
finds herself. Disorientated and confused though she may be, she is
exerting all her strength to comprehend the logic underlying this
place— the basis of its existence. Her emotional state communicates
itself through the glass.
Which is not to suggest that she is shouting
at the top of her voice or making an impassioned appeal. She seems
exhausted from having done precisely that. She knows all too well
that her voice will not get through.
What she is trying to do now is to transform
what her eyes grasp and her senses perceive into the simplest and
most appropriate words she can find. And so the words themselves
emerge directed half at us and half at herself. This is no simple
task, of course. Her lips move only sluggishly and intermittently.
It is as though she were speaking a foreign language: her sentences
are all short, and irregular gaps form between her words. The gaps
stretch out and dilute the meaning that ought to be there. We train
our eyes intently upon her from our side of the glass, but we
cannot clearly distinguish between the words and the silences that
Eri Asai is forming with her lips. Reality spills through her slim
fingers like the sands of an hourglass. Thus time is by no means on
her side.
Eventually she tires of directing her speech
outwards and closes her mouth in apparent resignation. A new
silence comes to overlay the silence that is already there. With
clenched fists, she begins knocking lightly on her side of the
glass. She is willing to try anything, but the sound fails to reach
this side.
It appears that Eri is able to see what is on
this side of the TV's glass. We can guess this from the movement of
her eyes. They seem to be shifting from item to item in her room
(the room on this side): the desk, the bed, the bookcase. This room
is where she belongs. She should be sleeping peacefully in the bed
over here. But now it is impossible for her to pass through the
transparent glass wall and return to this side. Some kind of agency
or intent transported her to that other room and sealed her in
there as she slept. Her pupils have taken on a lonely hue, like
grey clouds reflected in a calm lake.
Unfortunately (we should say), there is
nothing we can do for Eri Asai. Redundant though it may sound, we
are sheer point of view. We cannot influence things in any
way.
But—we wonder—who was that Man with No Face?
What could he have done to Eri Asai? And where has he gone off to
now?
Suddenly, before any answer can be given, the
TV screen begins to lose its stability. The signal shudders. Eri
Asai begins to blur and quiver slightly around the edges. Aware
that something is happening to her body, she turns away and scans
her surroundings. She looks up at the ceiling, down at the floor,
and finally at her wavering hands. She stares at them as their
edges lose their clarity. Her face looks apprehensive. What could
possibly be happening? The harsh crackling sound of static rises. A
strong wind seems to have picked up again on a distant hilltop
somewhere. The contact point in the circuit connecting the two
worlds is being shaken violently, threatening to obliterate the
clear outlines of her existence. The meaning of her physical self
is eroding.
"Run!" we shout to her. On impulse we forget
the rule that requires us to maintain our neutrality. Our voice
doesn't reach her, needless to say, but Eri perceives the danger on
her own. She tries to escape. She heads away with rapid
strides—probably towards a door. Her image disappears from the
camera's field of view. The TV picture suddenly loses its earlier
clarity, distorts, and all but disintegrates. The light of the
picture tube gradually fades. It shrinks to a small, square window,
and finally is extinguished altogether. All information gives way
to nothingness, all sense of place is withdrawn, all meaning is
dismantled, and the two worlds are divided, leaving behind a
silence lacking all sensation.
Adifferent clock in
a different place. A round electric clock hanging on the wall. The
hands point to 4:31. This is the kitchen of the Shirakawa house.
Collar button open, tie loosened, Shirakawa sits alone at the
breakfast table, eating plain yogurt with a spoon. He scoops it
directly from the plastic container to his mouth.
He is watching the small TV they keep in the
kitchen. The remote control sits next to the yogurt container. The
screen is showing pictures of the sea bottom. Weird deepsea
creatures. Ugly ones, beautiful ones. Predators, prey. Miniature
research submarine outfitted with high-tech equipment. Powerful
floodlights, precision arm. The programme is called Creatures of the Deep. The sound is muted. His face
expressionless, Shirakawa follows the movements on the screen while
conveying spoonfuls of yogurt to his mouth. His mind, however, is
thinking about other things. He is considering aspects of the
interrelationship of thought and action. Is action merely the
incidental product of thought, or is thought the consequential
product of action? His eyes follow the TV image, but he is actually
looking at something deep inside the screen—something miles beyond
the screen.
He glances at the clock on the wall. The
hands point to 4:33. The second hand glides its way round the dial.
The world moves on continuously, without interruption. Thought and
action continue to operate in concert. At least for now.