Chapter 65
10 years AC
O2 Arena - ‘Safety Zone 4’, London
Nathan watched them loading up the second
barge; a human chain of workers leading out of the dome’s rear
service entrance across twenty yards of gravel and weed to the
concrete wharf. The barges bumped and scraped impatiently as the
Thames stirred softly and a fresh breeze rustled through loose
corners of cellophane half wrapped around catering packs of Fray
Bentos corned beef and Heinz baked beans.
In his hands he held an army issue assault rifle;
an SA80. The very same weapon the old man, Walter, had once allowed
him to test fire briefly; a small piece of his old life. Around his
waist, beneath the orange staff jacket, webbing dangled, pouches
stuffed full of thirty-round clips of ammunition.
A real soldier now, eh?
Not for the first time he could feel the magical
power that holding a weapon like this gave you. He remembered
watching the news one night before the crash, when he was about
eight or nine. Some American kid had ambled into his high school
with a similar weapon and proceeded to kill every kid in his class.
He’d asked Mum why the kid did it and she’d said it was because he
was evil.
He knew why the kid had done it now.
It was that sense of invincibility, of immortality,
one felt holding the cold steel weight of a weapon like this. One
tiny pull on his trigger and he could mow down those workers like
skittles at a bowling alley. It was almost God-like power and all
of it contained within the impulsive twitch of one finger.
That’s why, Snoop had quietly confided in him last
night, only the older boys carried fully loaded guns on
patrol. The younger ones were issued with the same weapons, but
with an empty ammo clip.
It’s the moment of pause, bro. That’s what
he’d said . . . the moment of pause.
The young ones had ammo in their pouches, of
course, but the time it took to eject an empty clip, unbutton the
pouch, pull out another clip and ram it home was the time a younger
mind needed to decide whether it was actually necessary to shoot a
worker or simply bark an order at them.
Killers, said Snoop, they’ve been
educated by me and Maxwell to kill without mercy. Child warriors,
Nathan, the best in the world. Ruthless motherfuckers, bro, but
they need grown-ups like you and me to lead them.
There’d been something conspiratorial in the way
he’d said that, softly spoken for his ears only. You and me,
bro.
Snoop seemed to be trusting him implicitly. There
was a growing bond between them. Last night, as they’d shared a
joint and looked out across the moonlit Thames, he’d said, ‘I’m so
fuckin’ sorry ’bout your friend, Nate.’ Nathan knew he meant that.
Word was when Snoop had discovered what had happened to Jacob, he’d
killed Dizz-ee himself.
‘I really liked Jacob,’ Snoop had added. ‘Three of
us would’ve made a fucking good team.’
Nathan gazed out now at the barge being slowly
loaded and felt a painful stab of guilt for shaking Jacob off at
the party. He’d been so buzzed-up on the booze, the games, the
smokes, the hero-worship . . . Jesus, the boys had been all but
carrying him around on their shoulders. And the girls. He could see
them making eyes at him - they all wanted to be girlfriend to the
second dog; all wanted the kudos and the extra treats that go with
that.
He remembered thinking, me and Snoop are the
fucking kings here. He remembered feeling like some kind of God
emperor, like a pharaoh, like Alexander the Great. Him and Snoop,
all-conquering generals.
And then he’d caught Jacob’s eye across the stage
and he knew with absolute certainty that his best friend just
wasn’t going to fit in there; that Jacob wasn’t going to be part of
this dream. An unkind thought had sneaked in under cover of the
booze.
Maybe it’d be better if he went back
home?
He pulled on the cigarette, savoured the bitter
burn in his throat and watched the smoke flicker out in front of
him.
Well he’s gone now ain’t he? You got
that.
Something inside him flipped over like a bed
partner turning over to face away. Like he had bad breath. Like it
was sick of the sight of him. It left him feeling queasy.
Self-consciously he thumbed the sunglasses up the
bridge of his nose; an expensive pair of Moschinos that Snoop had
given him.
Eyes are like fuckin’ windows, bro. First rule
of command, don’t let the little people look in . . . know what I’m
sayin’?
Nathan was glad to be wearing them now. This small
scrubby path of quayside was busy with workers and praetorians. He
didn’t need anyone seeing his tears. He wiped his nose, hawked and
spat on the ground.
‘You a’ight?’ asked Hammer. The boy standing guard
with him was almost as tall. His head was bare, shaved down to the
skin except for a zigzag of bristles that wrapped round the back of
his bullet-like skull.
‘S’fine,’ Nathan slurred coolly. ‘Sun’s well
bright, though.’
Hammer nodded, pulling on a cigarette and puffing
out a ribbon of blue smoke. ‘Hot.’
They watched the loading in silence for half an
hour, and then Snoop joined them on the quay.
‘S’up?’
Hammer nodded and offered Snoop one from his
packet. Snoop pulled a cigarette out and took a light.
‘Chief reckons on another day prepping-up before we
go.’
Nathan nodded towards the barges. ‘Are we taking
all three of those?’
‘Yeah.’
‘Loaded with food and stuff?’
Snoop pulled, exhaled and shrugged. ‘Chief’s idea.
We take along as much as we can get on there. No knowing what’s
left to forage on the way up, right?’
They nodded.
Hammer looked at Snoop. ‘You gonna tell us more
about this place we goin’? Coz I heard Jooz sayin’ it was Alton
Towers or somethin’.’
Snoop grinned at Nathan. Kids, eh?
The boys were being kept in the dark. It was easier
than trying to explain to them all exactly what an oil rig was,
what it looked like, what it did. That, and it kept them all busy
guessing, making up their own rumours.
‘Big surprise, Hammer.’
‘Aw, shit, Snoop, c’mon, gimme a clue.’
‘No. Now go an’ help Rascal and the others with
packin’ the Toca Rally booths. I wanna talk some shit with
Nathan.’
Hammer nodded and swung casually towards the dome’s
service entrance; he flicked his cigarette butt at one of the
workers as he stepped inside.
‘How you doin’, Nate?’ he asked.
‘Yeah, I’m good, man.’
‘You’re okay with this, right? Us goin’ to your old
home an’ stuff?’
Nathan nodded. ‘Sure.’
‘We’ll treat ’em good, you know? Ain’t gonna be
like no pirate raid or nothing. This’ll be our new home. All
workin’ together an’ shit. Pooling what we got.’
‘Yeah, I know.’
Snoop looked at him. A long hard look that
suggested there was more that he wanted to say. ‘Me and you, Nate.
Know what I’m saying? Me and you.’
Nathan could hear that gently probing tone in
Snoop’s voice; a tone of voice that was asking whether he could be
trusted, even if he wasn’t using those words.
Nathan smiled uneasily. ‘Sure.’
‘One day . . . you know? Maxwell . . . he won’t be
around for ever.’
Nathan turned to look at him. Snoop grinned. He
slapped his shoulder. ‘Later. I gotta go see how much more shit we
got to bring up from the mezz.’