Chapter 55
10 years AC
‘LeMan 49/25a’ - ClarenCo Gas Rig Complex,
North Sea
Valérie stared at her across the pile of
blankets and cushions. He’d only been using these rooms on the top
deck for the last few days, but had already managed to make some
grubby rooms that had once been labelled the ‘System Monitoring
Suite’ into a space that looked comfortable, inviting even - almost
like some Bedouin tent.
‘We need the room,’ he replied. ‘There were too
many coming to pray with me on that small rig where you were
keeping me. Here we have room for as many as want to come,
yes?’
She suspected his calm, even voice and that
supercilious smile was his attempt to goad her.
‘Yes. But you’re kicking people off this platform,
you can’t do that. Where people are bunked is down to me. And the
way I do it, is to consult with them. See who wants to be where
and—’
‘Those who need my guidance, need to be right
here, Jennifer. And those who don’t, well . . .’ he spread his
hands, ‘there is lots of room elsewhere, yes?’
Jenny could quite easily have slapped that face.
No, not slapped, she’d bunch her hand first and hope to knock out a
couple of teeth.
Calm, Jenny.
She took a breath. ‘The thing is, that’s
their choice. I’m not having you throw out people you don’t
want around you and moving in those you do.’ Despite her best
intentions, she could hear anger creeping into her voice. ‘I’m not
having that, do you understand?’
He smiled. ‘The thing is, Jennifer, you are losing
them.’
‘What?’
‘These people. They need a spiritual direction, a
guide. They are lost and frightened.’
‘What? They’re not frightened! Look, I came
here, I led my family and others here because it’s safe. No one’s
bloody well frightened here.’
‘Yes, you did that. You made them safe, and trust
me when I say God is grateful for all you have done for—’
‘Oh, for fuck’s sake, cut that crap!’ she snapped.
‘Don’t give me the God thing, because I just don’t buy it.’
‘I am sorry,’ he sighed. Silent for a moment, his
eyes studied her intently. ‘The truth is they need more than this.
More than safety, more than food. They need purpose.’
‘They have a purpose!’
‘No, what they have is just existence. They eat,
they drink, they sleep. That is all. No one can live on that for
ever. I have seen other people on my travels, Jennifer. Other
communities like yours . . . maybe not so large. People who did not
allow God in.’ He shook his head sadly. ‘Eventually, they wither
and die.’
She thought she saw the glint of a tear on one of
his cheeks and wondered if he was so deluded that it was actually
genuine.
‘If it was my choice,’ he continued, ‘perhaps God
should have come and spoken to you, not me. After all, it
was you worked so hard to create this safe haven, in fairness it
should be you that leads the people. But I am afraid this is how it
is, God chose me.’
‘God spoke to you, huh?’
He ignored her. ‘Your people are beginning to
understand this place is . . . is special. That it fits into
a grander plan.’
‘Right. Which is what?’
‘The crash, the end of the oil age, the wars, the
riots, the starvation, ten years of darkness - it was all part of
God’s scheme. To clear away the old and start again.’
She laughed. ‘Valérie, you know and I know that’s
bullshit. Shall I tell you what I think?’
He spread his hands. ‘Please.’
‘I think you came on to these rigs and you saw an
opportunity. You saw a safe and isolated environment. You saw that
we could feed ourselves indefinitely, and that there aren’t a lot
of other men, are there? Not a lot of competition? You’ve seen a
lot of vulnerable women looking for something more . . . you’ve
seen all that and decided to make the most of it.’
He shook his head. ‘You have me wrong,
Jennifer.’
‘I think I’ve got you just about right. I don’t
fucking trust you!’
‘Trust?’ He smiled. ‘If you want someone not
to trust I have heard things about your Walter that concern
me.’
That threw her. She wasn’t expecting that.
‘What?’
‘Walter,’ he said again.
‘What’s—What about Walter?’
‘He has always been very close to you, yes?’
‘Since I first met him,’ she replied. ‘Not that
it’s any of your business.’
‘Close to you . . . close to your daughter. Close
to Hannah.’
Jenny angrily snatched a cushion in one hand,
wondering what she was going to do with it. Throw it at him?
‘What? What’s Hannah got to do with
anything?!’
‘You remember the day she was missing?’ continued
Valérie. ‘You remember he did not want anyone to search that
generator room, yes?’
All of a sudden she could see where he was going
with that. ‘Don’t you dare say another fucking word! Don’t you even
think of trying that with me. Do you hear?’
Jenny dropped the cushion and took several steps
towards the door, before turning to face him. ‘Walter’s a bloody
good man. I’ve relied on him for years! He’s done so much for us.
Don’t try and—’
‘Jennifer, I am telling you what people are
thinking. That is all.’
‘I came here to discuss these evictions! And that,
Valérie, is stopping right now!’
He said nothing.
‘And the mealtimes will be sat according to work
groups. Do you understand!’ she added. ‘We are not splitting this
place up into your kingdom and mine!’
He shrugged. ‘It’s too late.’
She turned for the doorway.
‘Jennifer,’ Valérie called out after her.
She stopped in the corridor outside.
‘You are going to lose these people to me, Jennifer
. . . and to God. Then you will be alone. Just you and
Walter.’
She turned round. ‘There’s four hundred and fifty
people here. How many come to listen to you? A hundred?’
‘More each day,’ he replied almost apologetically.
‘Soon it will be all.’
Jenny felt rage bubbling up and out of control. She
knew it was going to come out as a shrill bark before she’d even
opened her mouth. ‘Right! That’s it!! I want you off this rig,
NOW!!’
He said nothing.
‘I WANT YOU TO FUCKING LEAVE, NOW!!’ Her voice rang
off the metal walls beside her, down the passageway and out into
the space of the compression module’s gutted main chamber.
His reply was measured and quiet. ‘No. I have work
to do here.’
She turned and headed down the passage and out onto
a walkway that overlooked the cavernous interior of the module. She
saw pale oval faces peering out from a jungle of hammocks and
bunks, between washing lines strewn from one side to the other,
from the floor, up three storeys to the ceiling. Eyes followed her
as she followed the railed walkway to a door that led outside onto
an external staircase.
They all heard that. Heard me lose control.
Shit.