5
Selfishness Without a Self
1974
In [“The Missing Link”], I discussed the
anti-conceptual mentality and its social (tribal) manifestations.
All tribalists are anti-conceptual in various degrees, but not all
anti-conceptual mentalities are tribalists. Some are lone
wolves (stressing that species’ most predatory
characteristics).
The majority of such wolves are frustrated
tribalists, i.e., persons rejected by the tribe (or by the people
of their immediate environment): they are too unreliable to abide
by conventional rules, and too crudely manipulative to compete for
tribal power. Since a perceptual mentality cannot provide a man
with a way of survival, such a person, left to his own devices,
becomes a kind of intellectual hobo, roaming about as an eclectic
second-hander or brainpicker, snatching bits of ideas at random,
switching them at whim, with only one constant in his behavior: the
drifting from group to group, the need to cling to people, any sort
of people, and to manipulate them.
Whatever theoretical constructs he may be able to
spin and juggle in various fields, it is the field of ethics that
fills him with the deepest sense of terror and of his own
impotence. Ethics is a conceptual discipline; loyalty to a code of
values requires the ability to grasp abstract principles and to
apply them to concrete situations and actions (even on the most
primitive level of practicing some rudimentary moral commandments).
The tribal lone wolf has no firsthand grasp of values. He senses
that this is a lack he must conceal at any price—and that this
issue, for him, is the hardest one to fake. The whims that guide
him and switch from moment to moment or from year to year, cannot
help him to conceive of an inner state of lifelong dedication to
one’s chosen values. His whims condition him to the opposite: they
automatize his avoidance of any permanent commitment to anything or
anyone. Without personal values, a man can have no sense of right
or wrong. The tribal lone wolf is an amoralist all the way
down.
The clearest symptom by which one can recognize
this type of person, is his total inability to judge himself, his
actions, or his work by any sort of standard. The normal pattern of
self-appraisal requires a reference to some abstract value or
virtue—e.g., “I am good because I am rational,” “I am good because
I am honest,” even the second-hander’s notion of “I am good because
people like me.” Regardless of whether the value-standards involved
are true or false, these examples imply the recognition of an
essential moral principle: that one’s own value has to be
earned.
The amoralist’s implicit pattern of self-appraisal
(which he seldom identifies or admits) is: “I am good because it’s
me.”
Beyond the age of about three to five (i.e., beyond
the perceptual level of mental development), this is not an
expression of pride or self-esteem, but of the opposite: of a
vacuum—of a stagnant, arrested mentality confessing its impotence
to achieve any personal value or virtue.
Do not confuse this pattern with psychological
subjectivism. A psychological subjectivist is unable fully to
identify his values or to prove their objective validity, but he
may be profoundly consistent and loyal to them in practice (though
with terrible psycho-epistemological difficulty). The amoralist
does not hold subjective values; he does not hold any
values. The implicit pattern of all his estimates is: “It’s good
because I like it”—“It’s right because I did
it”—“It’s true because I want it to be true.” What is the
“I” in these statements? A physical hulk driven by chronic
anxiety.
The frequently encountered examples of this pattern
are: the writer who rehashes some ancient bromides and feels that
his work is new, because he wrote it—the non-objective
artist who feels that his smears are superior to those made by a
monkey’s tail, because he made them—the businessman who
hires mediocrities because he likes them—the political
“idealist” who claims that racism is good if practiced by a
minority (of his choice), but evil if practiced by a
majority—and any advocate of any sort of double standard.
But even such shoddy substitutes for morality are
only a pretense: the amoralist does not believe that “I am good
because it’s me.” That implicit policy is his protection
against his deepest, never-to-be-identified conviction: “I am no
good through and through.”
Love is a response to values. The amoralist’s
actual self-appraisal is revealed in his abnormal need to be loved
(but not in the rational sense of the word)—to be “loved for
himself,” i.e., causelessly. James Taggart reveals the
nature of such a need: “I don’t want to be loved for
anything. I want to be loved for myself—not for anything I do or
have or say or think. For myself—not for my body or mind or words
or works or actions.” (Atlas Shrugged.) When his wife asks:
“But then . . . what is yourself?” he has no answer.
As a real-life example: Years ago, I knew an older
woman who was a writer and very intelligent, but inclined toward
mysticism, embittered, hostile, lonely, and very unhappy. Her views
of love and friendship were similar to James Taggart’s. At the time
of the publication of The Fountainhead, I told her that I
was very grateful to Archibald Ogden, the editor who had threatened
to resign if his employers did not publish it. She listened with a
peculiar kind of skeptical or disapproving look, then said: “You
don’t have to feel grateful to him. He did not do it for
you. He did it to further his own career, because he thought
it was a good book.” I was truly appalled. I asked: “Do you mean
that his action would be better—and that I should prefer it—if he
thought it was a worthless book, but fought for its publication out
of charity to me?” She would not answer and changed the
subject. I was unable to get any explanation out of her. It took me
many years to begin to understand.
A similar phenomenon, which had puzzled me for a
long time, can be observed in politics. Commentators often exhort
some politician to place the interests of the country above his own
(or his party’s) and to compromise with his opponents—and such
exhortations are not addressed to petty grafters, but to reputable
men. What does this mean? If the politician is convinced that his
ideas are right, it is the country that he would betray by
compromising. If he is convinced that his opponents’ ideas are
wrong, it is the country that he would be harming. If he is not
certain of either, then he should check his views for his own sake,
not merely the country’s—because the truth or falsehood of his
ideas should be of the utmost personal interest to
him.
But these considerations presuppose a conceptual
consciousness that takes ideas seriously—i.e., that derives its
views from principles derived from reality. A perceptual
consciousness is unable to believe that ideas can be of
personal importance to anyone; it regards ideas as a matter
of arbitrary choice, as means to some immediate ends. On this view,
a man does not seek to be elected to a public office in order to
carry out certain policies—he advocates certain policies in order
to be elected. If so, then why on earth should he want to be
elected? Perceptual mentalities never ask such a question: the
concept of a long-range goal is outside their limits. (There are a
great many politicians and a great many commentators of that
type—and since that mentality is taken for granted as proper and
normal, what does this indicate about the intellectual state of
today’s culture?)
If a man subordinates ideas and principles to his
“personal interests,” what are his personal interests and by what
means does he determine them? Consider the senseless, selfless
drudgery to which a politician condemns himself if the goal of his
work—the proper administration of the country—is of no personal
interest to him (or a lawyer, if justice is of no personal interest
to him; or a writer, if the objective value of his books is of no
personal interest to him, as the woman I quoted was suggesting).
But a perceptual mentality is incapable of generating values or
goals, and has to pick them secondhand, as the given, then go
through the expected motions. (Not all such men are tribal lone
wolves—some are faithful, bewildered tribalists out of their
psycho-epistemological depth—but all are anti-conceptual
mentalities.)
With all of his emphasis on “himself” (and on being
“loved for himself”), the tribal lone wolf has no self and no
personal interests, only momentary whims. He is aware of his own
immediate sensations and of very little else. Observe that whenever
he ventures to speak of spiritual (i.e., intellectual) values—of
the things he personally loves or admires—one is shocked by the
triteness, the vulgarity, the borrowed trashiness of what comes out
of him.
A tribal lone wolf feels that his “self” is
dissociated from his actions, his work, his pursuits, his ideas.
All these, he feels, are things that some outside power—society or
reality or the material universe—has somehow forced on him. His
real “self,” he feels, is some ineffable entity devoid of
attributes. One thing is true: his “self” is ineffable,
i.e., non-existent. A man’s self is his mind—the faculty that
perceives reality, forms judgments, chooses values. To a tribal
lone wolf, “reality” is a meaningless term; his metaphysics
consists in the chronic feeling that life, somehow, is a conspiracy
of people and things against him, and he will walk over
piles of corpses—in order to assert himself? no—in order to hide
(or fill) the nagging inner vacuum left by his aborted self.
The grim joke on mankind is the fact that he
is held up as a symbol of selfishness. This encourages him
in his depredations: it gives him the hope of success in faking a
stature he knows to be beyond his power. Selfishness is a
profoundly philosophical, conceptual achievement. Anyone who
holds a tribal lone wolf as an image of selfishness, is merely
confessing the perceptual nature of his own mental
functioning.
Yet the tribalists keep proclaiming that morality
is an exclusively social phenomenon and that adherence to a
tribe—any tribe—is the only way to keep men moral. But the docile
members of a tribe are no better than their rejected wolfish
brother and fully as amoral: their standard is “We’re good because
it’s us.”
The abdication and shriveling of the self is a
salient characteristic of all perceptual mentalities, tribalist or
lone-wolfish. All of them dread self-reliance; all of them dread
the responsibilities which only a self (i.e., a conceptual
consciousness) can perform, and they seek escape from the two
activities which an actually selfish man would defend with his
life: judgment and choice. They fear reason (which is exercised
volition-ally) and trust their emotions (which are automatic)—they
prefer relatives (an accident of birth) to friends (a matter of
choice)—they prefer the tribe (the given) to outsiders (the
new)—they prefer commandments (the memorized) to principles (the
understood)—they welcome every theory of determinism, every notion
that permits them to cry: “I couldn’t help it!”
It is obvious why the morality of altruism
is a tribal phenomenon. Prehistorical men were physically unable to
survive without clinging to a tribe for leadership and protection
against other tribes. The cause of altruism’s perpetuation into
civilized eras is not physical, but psycho-epistemological: the men
of self-arrested, perceptual mentality are unable to survive
without tribal leadership and “protection” against reality. The
doctrine of self-sacrifice does not offend them: they have no sense
of self or of personal value—they do not know what it is that they
are asked to sacrifice—they have no firsthand inkling of such
things as intellectual integrity, love of truth, personally chosen
values, or a passionate dedication to an idea. When they hear
injunctions against “selfishness,” they believe that what they must
renounce is the brute, mindless whim-worship of a tribal lone wolf.
But their leaders—the theoreticians of altruism—know better.
Immanuel Kant knew it; John Dewey knew it; B. F. Skinner knows it;
John Rawls knows it. Observe that it is not the mindless brute, but
reason, intelligence, ability, merit, self-confidence, self-esteem
that they are out to destroy.
Today, we are seeing a ghastly spectacle: a
magnificent scientific civilization dominated by the morality of
prehistorical savagery. The phenomenon that makes it possible is
the split psycho-epistemology of “com-partmentalized” minds. Its
best example are men who escape into the physical sciences
(or technology or industry or business), hoping to find protection
from human irrationality, and abandoning the field of ideas to the
enemies of reason. Such refugees include some of mankind’s best
brains. But no such refuge is possible. These men, who perform
feats of conceptual integration and rational thinking in their
work, become helplessly anti-conceptual in all the other aspects of
their lives, particularly in human relationships and in social
issues. (E.g., compare Einstein’s scientific achievement to his
political views.)
Man’s progress requires specialization. But a
division-of-labor society cannot survive without a rational
philosophy—without a firm base of fundamental principles whose task
is to train a human mind to be human, i.e.,
conceptual.