13
Joe Hess was in the run-down house on Spring
Street, locked in a closet, filthy, with a broken arm and two
broken ribs—Lowe had called with the news of his rescue two hours
later. Claire tried to be happy, but the crash that had started for
her before she left Myrnin’s just kept driving her down. She felt
sick and weak and hollow, and she couldn’t even summon the energy
to go to the hospital to see Shane. Michael told Eve that she was
sick, which wasn’t much of a lie; Claire stayed in bed, shivering,
wrapped in layers of blankets even though the room was warm.
Everything kept shifting in her head, from dull gray fog to
glittering icy clarity, and she didn’t know how long it was going
to last. She developed a knife-sharp headache sometime during the
night, and by the time she finally slept, it was nearly
morning.
Her cell phone rang at two p.m. on Sunday. She’d
gotten up to visit the bathroom and grab a bottle of water, but no
food, and her whole body felt weak and abused. ‘‘Where are you?’’
the voice on the other end demanded. Claire squinted at the clock
and scrubbed a hand through her matted, oily hair.
‘‘Who is it?’’
A sigh rattled the speaker. ‘‘It’s Jennifer, idiot.
I’m waiting at Common Grounds. Are you going to show or
what?’’
‘‘No,’’ she said, and then tried again. ‘‘I’m
sick.’’
‘‘Look, I don’t care if you’re dying; I’ve got a
midterm tomorrow for half my grade! Get your ass down here
now!’’
Jennifer hung up. Claire threw the phone down on
the nightstand with a clatter and sat—or fell—onto the bed. I
can’t. I just want to sleep, that’s all.
Someone rapped gently on the door, and then it
creaked open. Eve was standing there, with a cracked, much-abused
plastic tray in her hands. On it was a frosty glass of Coke, still
fizzing, a sandwich, and a cookie.
And a red rose.
‘‘Eat,’’ she said, and slid the trap onto Claire’s
lap. ‘‘Man, that’s one hell of a hangover.’’
‘‘Hangover?’’ Claire looked at her oddly, and
sipped the Coke. It went down sweet and cool, and that helped.
‘‘I’m not hungover.’’
Eve just shook her head. ‘‘Been there, CB. Trust me
on this. Eat, shower, you’ll feel better.’’
Claire nodded. She did feel a spark of hunger,
distant as it was, and managed to take two bites of the sandwich
before weariness overtook her again. She tried the cookie in
between.
The shower felt like heaven, and Eve was right
about that, too; when she finally got dressed and finished half the
sandwich she felt almost alive.
Her cell phone rang again. Jennifer. Claire didn’t
even let her get started yelling and threatening. ‘‘Ten minutes,’’
she said, and hung up. She didn’t want to go, but staying in bed
didn’t seem to be doing much for her. She took the tray downstairs,
washed up, and grabbed her backpack on the way out.
‘‘Where the hell do you think you’re
going?’’
Michael. He was standing in the hallway, blocking
the door, looking like he was guarding the gates of heaven itself.
His hands looked raw and pink—still healing from the burns. She
thought about that, about how important his hands were to him,
because of the music, and felt a sharp stab of guilt.
‘‘I’m meeting Jennifer at Common Grounds,’’ she
said. ‘‘Tutoring. For money.’’
‘‘Well, you’re not walking, and I can’t take you
until dark.’’
‘‘I can,’’ Eve offered. She joined Claire in the
hall. ‘‘I need to go into work, anyway. Kim didn’t show again; they
called a little while ago. Hey, overtime pay. Gotta love it. Maybe
we can afford tacos.’’
Michael looked exasperated, but it wasn’t as though
there were a lot of choices. He nodded and stepped out of the way.
Eve stretched up on her toes to kiss him, and that went on for a
while before Claire cleared her throat, checked her watch, and got
her moving to the car.
It was a short ride to Common Grounds, but not
exactly a comfortable one, because the first thing Eve said was,
‘‘Is it true? Oliver killed the Fentons and Captain
Obvious?’’
Claire didn’t want to talk about it, but she
nodded.
‘‘And Michael? Michael was there?’’
Again, the nod. Claire looked out the window.
‘‘He got hurt. I saw the burns.’’ This time she
didn’t even try to answer. Eve let the silence stretch for a few
seconds, then said, ‘‘Don’t shut me out, Claire. The four of us,
we’re all we’ve got.’’
Except that what Claire had couldn’t be shared. Not
with Michael, not with Eve, and certainly not with Shane.
She was alone, carrying an ugly weight of knowledge
she didn’t want and couldn’t use. And every time she thought about
Oliver’s icy smile, about him ripping out Christine Fenton’s
throat, she felt sick. I’m helping him, if I keep working for
Myrnin and Amelie.
But she was also helping Michael. Sam.
Myrnin.
Eve seemed to sense it wasn’t time to push; she
pulled to a stop in front of the coffee shop and said, ‘‘Stay
inside until dark; Michael will come get you.’’
‘‘I’m going to see Shane,’’ Claire said. ‘‘But I’ll
get a ride home.’’
‘‘Claire, dammit—’’ Eve sighed. ‘‘I can’t stop you.
But if you wait, you and Michael can go together. I’ll see you guys
tonight. Tacos for dinner, right?’’
Nothing sounded very exciting to her right now, but
Claire nodded. She got out and walked into Common Grounds, which
was a sea of noise and conversation— packed, as always, with
college students and a few locals. She was getting used to picking
out the gleam of ID bracelets.
Jennifer was sitting at the same table Monica
favored, sipping a drink that Claire bet was the same thing Monica
always had, wearing an outfit that was probably Monica’s
hand-me-downs, or at least copied from the same designers. She
looked angry and scowled at Claire as Claire dropped her backpack
on the floor and slid into her chair. ‘‘You look like crap,’’
Jennifer said. ‘‘Sick sick, or hungover?’’
‘‘Does it matter?’’
‘‘Hungover,’’ Jennifer said, and grinned. ‘‘And
here I thought you were all underage Goody Two-shoes.’’
The smell of coffee was making her feel queasy, but
Claire went to the counter and ordered a mocha anyway. Oliver
wasn’t on duty, and she didn’t know the two working as
baristas.
When she turned around, somebody else was sitting
at Jennifer’s table in the previously empty third chair.
Monica.
Crap. I can’t deal with her. Not now. She
felt horrible, and the last thing she wanted to do was match wits
with the witch queen.
Monica gave her the X-ray scan, looked at Jennifer,
and did an over-the-top hand to the forehead. ‘‘I thought the
homeless look died in the nineties.’’
‘‘Shut up.’’ Claire slid into her chair, mocha in
hand.
‘‘I’m tutoring Jennifer, not you.’’
‘‘Bitch, I wouldn’t let you tutor me. You’d
probably give me all the wrong answers.’’
Which was a totally good idea, and Claire saw the
fear flash into Jennifer’s expression. She sighed. ‘‘I wouldn’t,’’
she said.
‘‘Why not?’’
‘‘Because—because this matters. School.’’ They both
looked at Claire as though she were a lunatic. ‘‘Never mind. I just
wouldn’t. You want my help or not?’’
Jennifer nodded. Claire reached for her notebook
and flipped to the notes she’d taken in Economics, and started
explaining. Jennifer was trying, at least; Monica kept sighing and
fidgeting, but Jennifer seemed to be kind of following along. She
even got a couple of the formulas right, when Claire pop-quizzed
her. It took about an hour to get her to the level of a solid B,
but that was good enough. Jennifer wasn’t interested in As, and
Monica couldn’t have cared less.
Claire’s mocha was making her nauseated. She tossed
the half-full cup and went to the bathroom. She picked up her
backpack and brought it along; half out of an entirely reasonable
expectation that Monica and/ or Jennifer would do something mean if
she left it at their mercy.
She was standing at the mirror staring at her
sallow face with its raccoon-bruise eyes and pale lips when the
second of clarity hit again, a flicker of unforgiving beauty in a
world that seemed drowning in gray.
Maybe a little. Just to get through the day.
There wasn’t that much left, anyway.
She didn’t let herself think. Her head was
pounding, her mouth dry, her muscles aching, and she needed to feel
better. Because right now, she didn’t know if she could make it
through the day.
She shook about ten measly crystals out into her
palm. The strawberry scent teased her, and she shifted them around,
watching the light glint on the sharp edges. It looked like
candy.
It’s a drug. She was finally admitting it to
herself. It’s not even for you. It’s for Myrnin. What are you
doing? It’s making you sick.
But it would also make her well.
She was in the process of dumping the crystals in
her mouth when Monica shoved open the bathroom door.
Claire swallowed and choked and quickly wiped her
hand on her pants. She knew she looked guilty. Monica, who’d been
heading for the stall, stopped and looked at her.
‘‘What was that?’’ Monica asked.
‘‘What was what?’’ Wrong answer, Claire knew it as
soon as she said it. Why not, aspirin for my hangover ? Or,
breath mints? She was a terrible liar.
She couldn’t help but drag in a shocked breath as
the crystals raced their chemical message through her nerve
endings, ice in every vein, and the whole world turned sharp and
bright and—for the moment— painless.
And Monica was way too savvy. She looked at the
hand Claire was convulsively rubbing against her blue jeans, then
gave her the X-ray stare again, and slowly smiled. ‘‘Man, that must
be good stuff. Your pupils just dilated like crazy.’’ Monica edged
up next to her and checked her makeup. ‘‘Where’d you get
it?’’
Claire said nothing. She reached for the shaker,
which was sitting on the edge of the sink, but Monica got there
first. She looked it over and shook a crystal out in her hand.
‘‘Cool. What is it?’’
‘‘Nothing. It’s not for you.’’
Monica pulled the shaker back when she reached for
it. ‘‘Oh, I think it is. Especially if you want it so bad.’’
Claire didn’t think; she just acted. Her brain
worked so fast that she moved in a blur, slamming Monica back
against the wall, then twisting the silver can out of her hand.
Monica didn’t even have time to yell.
Monica straightened her clothes and tossed back her
hair. There was a crazy light in her eyes, and a glow in her
cheeks. She liked this.
‘‘Oh, you stupid bitch,’’ Monica breathed. ‘‘That
was such a bad idea. So, it makes you faster. And I’m betting it’s
something from the vamps. That makes it mine.’’
‘‘No,’’ Claire said. She’d screwed up, she knew
that, but talking was only going to make it worse. She put the
shaker in her backpack and zipped it up, shouldered the load, and
turned to go.
Her hand was on the doorknob when Monica said,
‘‘Shane’s still in ICU.’’ There was something about the way she
said it. . . . Claire turned slowly to face her. ‘‘That means he’s
not out of the woods yet. Funny thing, people can have all kinds of
setbacks. Maybe he gets the wrong meds or something. That can kill
you. They did a story about it on the news.’’ Monica’s smile was
vicious. ‘‘I’d hate to see that happen.’’
Claire felt the wildest, coldest impulse that had
ever come over her—she wanted to lunge for Monica, knock her head
into the wall, rip her apart. She could visualize it. That
was terrifying, and she pulled herself back with a snap into
sanity.
‘‘What do you want?’’ she said. Her voice wasn’t
quite steady.
Monica just held out her finely manicured hand,
raised an eyebrow, and waited.
Claire put down her backpack, pulled out the
shaker, and handed it over. ‘‘When that’s gone, I don’t have any
more,’’ she said. ‘‘I hope you choke on it.’’
Monica poured some of the red crystals into her
palm. ‘‘How much? And don’t be stupid. You OD me, and it’s your
neck, not mine.’’
‘‘Don’t do more than half of that,’’ Claire said.
Monica scraped half of the crystals off her palm, back into the
container. It looked about right. Claire nodded.
Monica dumped it into her mouth, licked the residue
from her palm, and Claire could tell the exact second that the
chemicals hit her—her eyes went wide, and her pupils began to grow.
And grow. It was eerie, and Claire felt her skin crawl as Monica
began to shake. This is what it looks like. It looked
awful.
‘‘You’re pretty.’’ Monica sounded surprised. ‘‘It’s
all so clear now—’’
And then her eyes rolled back in her head, and she
fell down and started to convulse.
Claire screamed for help, jammed her backpack under
Monica’s head to keep her from knocking it against the tile floor,
and tried to hold her down. Jennifer ran in and screamed, too, then
came at Claire, swinging. Claire moved out of the way of the punch—
it seemed slow to her—and shoved Jennifer out of the way. ‘‘I
didn’t do it!’’ she yelled. ‘‘She took something!’’
Jennifer called 911.
This wasn’t how Claire had intended to end up at the hospital. Worse, by the time they’d gotten there, Monica had stopped breathing, and the paramedics had to put a tube down her throat. They were hooking her up to machines now, and the mayor was coming, and half the cops in town were converging on it.
‘‘I need to know what she took,’’ the doctor was
saying. Claire tried to look over his shoulder; she saw Richard
Morrell coming through the parking lot doors. The doctor snapped
his fingers in front of her face to get her attention. ‘‘Your
pupils are dilated. You took something, too. What is it?’’
Claire silently handed over the shaker. The doctor
looked at the red crystals, frowned, and said, ‘‘Where did you get
these?’’ He was wearing a bracelet, silver, with a symbol she
didn’t recognize. ‘‘Look, I’m not kidding. That girl is dying, and
I need to know—’’
‘‘I can’t tell you,’’ she said. ‘‘Ask Amelie.’’ She
held up the bracelet. She felt numb. Even though she’d wanted to
kill Monica, she hadn’t really meant to kill her. Why had
this happened? It was the same dose Claire had taken, and she knew
the crystals weren’t contaminated. . . .
The doctor gave her a look of cold contempt, and
handed it to an orderly. ‘‘Lab,’’ he said. ‘‘I need to know what
this stuff is, right now. Tell them it’s priority one.’’
The orderly left at a run.
‘‘I want you in the lab, too,’’ the doctor said,
and grabbed a passing nurse. He rattled off tests, talking faster
than even Claire’s heightened brain could process, though the nurse
just nodded. Blood tests, she thought. Claire went without
complaint. It was better than waiting for Richard Morrell to hear
that she’d poisoned his sister.
As soon as the nurse was finished drawing her
blood, Claire went to ICU. Shane was awake, reading a book. He
looked better, and his smile was warm and relieved. ‘‘Eve said you
were sick,’’ he said. ‘‘I figured maybe you were just sick of
seeing me here.’’
Claire wanted to cry. She wanted to crawl into the
bed with him and be wrapped in his arms and not have all this guilt
and horror bearing down on her shoulders, just for a minute.
‘‘What’s wrong?’’ he asked. ‘‘Your eyes—’’
‘‘I made a mistake,’’ she blurted. ‘‘I made a
terrible mistake, and I don’t know how to fix it. She’s dying and I
don’t know how—’’
‘‘Dying?’’ Shane struggled to sit up. ‘‘Who? God,
not Eve—’’
‘‘Monica. I gave her something, and she took it and
she’s dying.’’ There were tears sliding cold down her cheeks, and
she could feel every icy pinprick. ‘‘I have to do something. But I
don’t know what I can do.’’
Shane’s eyes narrowed. ‘‘Claire, are you talking
about drugs? You gave her drugs? Christ, what are you thinking?’’
He grabbed her hand. ‘‘Did you take something, too?’’
She nodded miserably. ‘‘It doesn’t hurt me, but
it’s killing her.’’
‘‘You have to tell them. Tell them what you took.
Do it now.’’
‘‘I can’t—it’s—’’ She knew what it would mean,
saying this. She already knew how it would change things between
them. ‘‘I can’t tell because it’s something to do with Amelie. I
can’t, Shane.’’
His hand tightened, then released. He let go and
looked away. ‘‘You’re going to let a human die because Amelie told
you not to say anything. Not even Monica ranks that low. If you
don’t do something—’’ He paused and took in a long, slow breath.
His voice wasn’t quite steady when he went on. ‘‘If you don’t do
something, that means that you put the vampires first, and I can’t
deal with that, Claire. I’m sorry, but I can’t.’’
She knew that. Tears continued to burn in her eyes,
but she didn’t try to talk him out of it. He was right, she was
wrong, and she had to find a way out of this; she had to. Enough
people were dying in Morganville, and some of them had died because
of her.
The notes. The notes I left at Myrnin’s.
Those could tell the doctor exactly what the crystals were, and how
to counteract them. She could start reconstructing them now, since
her brain was still working at high speed, but she could already
feel things starting to fade at the edges.
‘‘Shane,’’ she said. He didn’t look at her. ‘‘I
love you.’’ She wasn’t going to say it, but she knew that she might
not come back. Ever. And as if he knew that, he grabbed her hand
and squeezed it. When he did finally look at her she said, ‘‘I
can’t tell them anything, but I think I can help her. And I’m going
to.’’
His brown eyes were tired and anxious and
understood way too much. ‘‘You’re going to do something
crazy.’’
Well,’’ she said, ‘‘not as crazy as what you’d do,
but . . . yeah.’’ She kissed him, and it felt terrifyingly good,
the perfect way his lips fit to hers, the way time seemed to stop
when they touched. ‘‘I’ll see you,’’ she whispered, and stroked her
fingers down his cheek.
And then she escaped before he could try to talk
her out of it.
‘‘Wait!’’ he called after her. She didn’t.
Claire left the hospital at a run, moving faster
than anyone could react to stop her, and headed for the last place
on earth she wanted to go.
It was deathly silent inside Myrnin’s lab. Claire came down the steps very slowly, very carefully, listening for any hint of his presence. All the lights were burning, oil lamps flickering, and a couple of Bunsen burners hissed under bubbling flasks. The whole place smelled of strawberry and rot, and it felt strangely cold.
If I hurry . . . Myrnin had a bedroom
somewhere down here, right? Maybe he was asleep. Or reading. Or
doing something normal.
And maybe he’s not.
Claire picked her way across the room, moving very
slowly and taking care not to tip over any of the leaning books, or
crunch on any broken glass. At the back of the lab she saw that the
tray where she’d put out the red crystals for drying was empty.
There was no sign of the crystals themselves, but the notebooks
were stacked neatly on one corner.
As she picked them up, Myrnin’s voice came from
right behind her shoulder. She felt his breath cool on the back of
her neck. ‘‘Those don’t belong to you.’’
She whirled, backed up, and overturned a stack of
books that slithered into another, like stacks of dominos
crashing.
‘‘Now look what you’ve done,’’ Myrnin said. He
seemed very quiet, but there was something wrong in his eyes.
Badly wrong.
Claire backed up, glancing behind her to be sure
the way was clear; in that instant, Myrnin was on her. She shoved
the notebooks between them, and his claws tore into them, shredding
them. ‘‘No! Myrnin, no!’’
She threw him off, mainly because his knees slipped
on fallen books, and she scrambled away, panting. Somehow, she
remembered to hold on to the damaged notebooks. Myrnin snarled and
tried to follow, but the debris made for uncertain footing, and his
jump went wrong. He crashed into a bookcase, and it toppled over on
him, raining volumes.
Claire tried to get to the stairs, but there was no
way she was going to make it. He was already flanking her, angling
to cut her off from any hope of rescue or escape.
She was going to die, and Monica would die, too.
And so would Myrnin, because he was too far gone now. She hadn’t
seen any flicker of recognition left, not even for an
instant.
She backed up, and her shoulders hit the hard stone
wall. She slid, trying to put herself in a corner, but there was a
leaning bookcase in the way. When she fell against it, it slid
sideways, revealing the door that Myrnin had shown her
before.
The heart-shaped lock was hanging open.
Unlocked.
Claire gasped and grabbed it, ripped it away, and
swung open the door.
She felt Myrnin’s claws catch in her hair, but she
pulled free and fell forward . . . into the dark.
No, no, this showed me my house; it led to the
living room. . . .
It didn’t now. Myrnin had changed the destination,
and this was no place she recognized at all. It was dark, damp, and
it smelled like a combination of sewer and garbage dump. She
blinked, and her eyes adjusted much more quickly to the darkness
than they should have—the crystals, still doing their job. She was
feeling an ache in her extremities now, working its way in. Once it
reached her core, she’d be into withdrawal again.
She had no idea how bad it would be this time, but
she couldn’t afford to wait.
Claire whirled, and the doorway was still there,
right where it had been.
Myrnin was framed in it, staring at her.
She couldn’t go that way. She had to find another
path.
Claire ran into the dark. There was just enough
light filtering in from very narrow, very tall windows, that as her
eyes adjusted, she realized she was inside a prison—a filthy,
horrible prison, with very little light.
And some of the cells were full.
It took her a while to realize it, because they
were all so quiet—pale, quiet things, one to a cell, that
flashed to the bars like ghosts as she ran past. That changed, the
farther she went. A sound went up—a whisper at first, rising to a
howl. She heard metal rattling.
They were trying to get out.
Claire was gasping, and she was getting tired, and
Myrnin was behind her.
This is where she keeps them. The ones who can’t
be fixed.
It was where all the vampires would end up, one
after another. Left to die in the dark, alone, trapped, and
starving.
Amelie let that happen.
It got quiet suddenly, and that was worse than the
howling and rattling. Claire glanced over her shoulder and saw that
Myrnin was slowing down, then stopping. There was only the sound of
her feet hitting the stone floor, until she skidded to a stop,
too.
‘‘Claire,’’ Myrnin whispered. ‘‘What are you doing
here?’’ He sounded confused, but at least he knew her name. He
fumbled at his pockets, found some kind of small silver box, and
opened it. Red crystals spilled out into his palm, mounded up, and,
choking and retching, he forced them into his mouth.
The effects sent him staggering. He braced himself
with one shoulder against the wall of the hallway and moaned. It
sounded like it hurt. A lot.
‘‘Not much time,’’ he said. His voice was barely
there at all, but in the cold silence, she heard every word. ‘‘The
notebooks. You need them?’’
‘‘I—I made a mistake. Somebody else took the
crystals. I need to give them to the doctors.’’
‘‘Someone else took the crystals?’’
‘‘Yes.’’
‘‘Most die,’’ he said, as if it didn’t matter.
‘‘Maybe you can find a way from what you wrote; I don’t know. I
never tried.’’
That meant that when he’d given her the crystals
that first time, he hadn’t even known if they would kill her.
God. And she’d thought he actually
cared.
He sounded very tired. ‘‘You understand how to use
the doors now?’’
‘‘No.’’
‘‘All you have to do is find a doorway, then
concentrate on your destination. Mind you, it’s the rare human who
has the mind to manage it even once, never mind on a regular
basis—and the doors have a subtle go-away to anyone not invited to
use them. You can go to any Founder House, or to seven other
doorways in town, but you must have a mental picture of where you
are going first. If you fail to do so, you end up’’—he raised a
hand with effort, and gestured feebly—‘‘here. Where she keeps the
monsters.’’ Myrnin smiled faintly, but his smile looked broken.
‘‘After all, I ended up here, didn’t I?’’
Claire fought to still her heartbeat. ‘‘How do I
get back? Back to your lab?’’
‘‘That way.’’ Myrnin looked down at his hand, as if
it seemed odd to him. He turned it this way and that, examining it,
and then pointed. ‘‘Stay to the right; you’ll find it. Don’t go
near the bars. If they grab you, you must not let them pull you
close enough to bite. And Claire . . .’’
She clutched the notebooks tight to her chest as he
met her eyes. He still seemed rational, but even that massive dose
of crystals hadn’t driven the beast completely back.
‘‘I need you to do me two services,’’ he said.
‘‘First—promise me that you’ll continue to work to find the cure.
I’m no longer able to carry it forward.’’
She swallowed hard, and nodded. She’d have tried,
anyway. ‘‘I can’t do it alone,’’ she said. ‘‘I’ll need help.
Doctors. I’m going to give them the notes and see if we can find
something.’’
Myrnin nodded. ‘‘Just don’t explain what it does.’’
He looked around. On the far side of the wall was an empty cell,
with its door standing open. There was a decaying bunk, but nothing
else.
He took a breath, let it out, and walked into the
cell. Then he turned and firmly closed the door behind him. Claire
heard the lock engage with a thick, metallic clank.
‘‘Second thing,’’ Myrnin said, ‘‘do bring me some
books, when you visit. And perhaps more crystals, if you’re able to
produce more. It’s so nice to think clearly again, even for a few
moments.’’
She felt as though he’d punched into her chest and
ripped out her heart. She felt hollow, light, and empty.
And very, very sad.
‘‘I will,’’ she said. ‘‘I’ll be back.’’
When she looked back, Myrnin had settled himself on
the edge of the bunk, staring at the floor.
He didn’t look up when she said, ‘‘I won’t just
leave you here. I promise. I’ll come see you.’’
She hesitated, and thought she heard something
whispering to her. A voice.
Her mother’s voice.
‘‘You should go,’’ Myrnin said tonelessly. ‘‘Before
we both have cause to regret it.’’
She ran.
Nothing got her on the way back to the door, although a lot of the sick vampires reached out mutely to her, or screamed; she covered her ears and ran, heart pounding, feeling sicker and more terrified all the time. The relief of seeing the open door ahead was like a warm blanket after the cold. The doorway was black, just black; she couldn’t see Myrnin’s lab on the other side. Couldn’t see anything.
Think! Myrnin had said she had to focus,
visualize where she wanted to go. Of course, he’d also said that
she probably wouldn’t be able to do it. No, don’t think about
that. If you want out of here, you have to focus. Hard!
Nothing. Nothing at all.
She closed her eyes, even though it was terrifying
to do it here, in this place, and slowed her breathing. She thought
about the lab, about the confusion of clutter, the books, the
bottles, the new and the old. She smelled it, like a breath
of home, and when she opened her eyes she could see it on the other
side of the door.
Claire took a deep breath, stepped over the
threshold through a slight tug of resistance, and turned to close
the door as soon as she was through.
When she turned back, Amelie was waiting.
She stood in the center of the room, hands folded.
Her ancient, smooth face was untroubled by any kind of expression,
but there was something bitter in her eyes.
‘‘He’s gone,’’ Amelie said. ‘‘Where is he?’’
‘‘I—the prison.’’
‘‘You took him below.’’ Amelie frowned slightly.
‘‘You took him below.’’
‘‘I think he wanted to go there. He—put himself in
a cage.’’ Claire struggled to keep her voice steady. ‘‘How—how can
you leave them like that?’’
‘‘I have no choice.’’ It would never occur to
Amelie to explain, of course, and it would probably get Claire
nowhere to demand it. ‘‘If he is truly lost, then it’s over. The
experiment is ended, and there is no cure. No way to save my
people.’’ She sat down in one of the threadbare armchairs, shoving
books out of the way as she did. It was the first ungraceful thing
Claire had ever seen her do. ‘‘I thought—I never thought we would
fail.’’
Claire came a step or two closer. ‘‘I have the
notebooks,’’ she said. ‘‘And—Myrnin must have left more stuff here
I can read. You haven’t failed yet.’’
Amelie shook her head, and a wisp of hair broke
free from the coronet. It made her look young and very fragile. ‘‘I
must have someone trusted to maintain the machines, or it will all
fail, anyway. And only Myrnin could do that. I had hoped that
you—but he told me only a vampire could. And there is no one
else.’’
‘‘Sam?’’
‘‘Not old enough, and nowhere near powerful enough.
It would have to be someone near my own age, and that would mean—’’
Amelie looked at her sharply. ‘‘I can’t give such power to my
enemy.’’
Claire didn’t like the thought, either. ‘‘What else
can you do?’’
‘‘End it.’’ Amelie’s voice was so soft Claire
barely understood the words. ‘‘Let it all go. Destroy it.’’
‘‘You mean—let everybody go?’’
Amelie’s gaze locked with hers, and held. ‘‘No,’’
she said. ‘‘That is not what I mean at all.’’
Claire shuddered. ‘‘Then—why not let Oliver in?
You’ve been fighting so hard to keep him out. Why not try this
first? What do you really have to lose?’’
Amelie’s pale eyebrows slowly rose. ‘‘Nothing. And
everything, of course. But you should fear that we would succeed,
Claire. Because if we do, if the vampire race is not doomed to die,
where does that leave you? An interesting question, for another
day, perhaps.’’ She nodded at the notebooks in Claire’s hands. ‘‘If
you intend to save the Morrell girl, you should hurry,’’ she said.
‘‘Use the portal. I will send you directly to the hospital.’’
There was a portal to the hospital? Claire blinked
and looked back at the closed and locked door. ‘‘Um—are you sure it
won’t open to—’’
‘‘To below?’’ Amelie shook her head. ‘‘I have no
intention it should. If you do not, then it will do as we say.
Myrnin could only make the doorway work to below, never back here.
So only you and I have such abilities, for now.’’
Claire thought about something, with a sickening
wrench. ‘‘Are you sure?’’
‘‘What do you mean?’’ Amelie looked up, slowly, her
eyes fierce and bright.
A rush of images flitted through Claire’s mind:
Oliver, grabbing her in her own house. The dead girl in the
basement. Jason appearing and disappearing from Monica’s party, and
reappearing near Common Grounds.
Oh no.
‘‘Can you tell?’’ Claire asked. ‘‘If somebody’s
using the portal?’’
‘‘Myrnin could, I suspect, but I cannot. Why?’’
Amelie stood up, and this time the frown was definite. ‘‘What do
you know?’’
‘‘I think you’ve got a traitor,’’ Claire said.
‘‘Somebody showed Oliver, and Oliver showed Jason. And Captain
Obvious and his friends probably knew, too. Jason must have shown
them—’’
‘‘Impossible,’’ Amelie interrupted with a flash of
impatience. ‘‘My people are beyond suspicion.’’
‘‘Then how did Jason bring a dead girl into
Michael’s house without permission? Because you said he’d have to
be invited in. And he wasn’t.’’
Amelie froze, and her eyes went cold and flat. ‘‘I
see,’’ she said, and then whirled toward the small door that led
into the narrow, overstuffed library, and the door that Claire had
once used to come in from the university. ‘‘You seem to be proven
right. Someone’s coming in. Go, take the doorway.
Hurry.’’
Claire opened the door. Beyond it, air rippled, and
shifted . . . her living room. A stranger’s house. A quiet white
room with a stained-glass window.
‘‘Now!’’ Amelie said sharply. ‘‘That’s the
hospital.’’
Claire stepped through. As she looked back, she saw
Oliver walk into Myrnin’s lab, look around, and focus on Amelie.
Jason was right behind him, grinning, clearly Oliver’s new pet. Or
maybe, Oliver’s pet all along.
‘‘Interesting,’’ Oliver said, and then turned his
head to look at the open doorway, and Claire. ‘‘And
unexpected.’’
She slammed the door between them, heart pounding,
and it vanished on her side. That didn’t mean it couldn’t reappear,
but at least she was safe for the moment. She didn’t think Amelie
would let Oliver follow her.
She hoped.
She flipped pages in the notebooks. Myrnin had
clawed them, but only the last one, and only at the back. The rest
were intact.
She left the white room and found that she was
standing in the hospital’s nondenominational chapel— more of a
meditation room than anything else. It was empty, except for one
person kneeling near the front.
Jennifer. She scrambled to her feet when she saw
Claire, and blurted, ‘‘What are you doing here?’’ Her eyes were
red, and she sniffled and swiped angrily at her eyes, smearing
mascara and ruining what was left of her makeup. She had freckles.
Claire had never known that.
‘‘Saving your friend,’’ Claire said. ‘‘I
hope.’’
It took three days for the lab to work out a counteragent, but once they did, Monica came off the ventilator within hours. Or so Claire heard from Richard Morrell, who dropped by on Wednesday night, as the four of them—Shane being finally released from the hospital—were sitting down to dinner.
‘‘I’m glad she’s going to be okay,’’ Claire said.
‘‘Richard—I’m sorry. If I’d known—’’
‘‘You’re lucky that stuff didn’t fry you, too,’’ he
said, but without any real heat. ‘‘Look, my sister isn’t the best
person I’ve ever met, but I love her. Thanks for helping.’’
Claire nodded. Michael was nearby, seeming to be
just lounging but, she knew, ready to step in if Richard went
postal. Not that Richard would. So far, he was the best-adjusted
Morrell she’d met.
‘‘Don’t come by the hospital,’’ Richard continued.
‘‘I’m trying to convince her you weren’t out to kill her. If you
show up, I may not be able to keep a lid on things. As it is—’’ He
shifted uncomfortably and looked away. ‘‘Just watch your back,
Claire.’’
‘‘She doesn’t need to,’’ Eve said, and put her arm
around Claire’s shoulders. ‘‘Tell your sister, if she messes with
Claire, she messes with all of us.’’
Richard’s expression went deliberately bland. ‘‘I’m
sure that’ll terrify her,’’ he said. ‘‘Night, Claire. Eve.’’ He
nodded to Michael. Shane hadn’t gotten up from the table, partly
because hey, gut wound, but also he wasn’t about to put himself out
for any Morrell, even Richard. Claire had the impression Richard
was just as happy not to have to make nice.
Claire saw Richard out the door, locked it, and
came back to fight over who would get the last taco. Which, of
course, turned out to be Shane. ‘‘Wounded!’’ was his new comeback,
and it was one they couldn’t really argue with, at least for a
couple of weeks. He happily loaded up his plate, and Claire sat
back and felt, for the first time in days, a little of the tension
relax. Shane was even being civil to Michael again, especially
after she’d explained to him how Michael had raced to her rescue.
That mattered to Shane, in ways that other things didn’t.
When the knock came on the front door, the four of
them froze, and Michael sighed. ‘‘Right. My turn to play doorman, I
guess.’’
Claire nabbed some meat off Shane’s plate. He
pretend-stabbed her hand, and ended up licking Claire’s fingers for
her, one at a time.
‘‘Okay, that’s either gross or hot, but I’m
thinking gross, so quit it,’’ Eve said. ‘‘If you’re going to be
licking each other, get a room.’’
‘‘Good idea,’’ Shane whispered.
‘‘Wounded!’’ Claire shot back mockingly. ‘‘And
anyway, I thought you wanted to play it safe.’’
‘‘Dude, I live in Morganville. How exactly is that
playing it safe?’’
Michael came back down the hall with a very odd
expression. ‘‘Claire,’’ he said. ‘‘I think you should come.’’
She pushed away from the table and went after him.
He opened the door and stepped aside.
Her parents were standing on the step.
‘‘Mom! Dad!’’ Claire threw herself into their arms.
It was stupid to be so cheered by the sight of them, but for a
second she enjoyed being stupid, through and through.
And then the dread hit her, and she backed up and
said, ‘‘What are you doing here?’’ Please say you’re dropping
something off. Please.
Her mother—dressed in pressed blue jeans and a
starched blue work shirt and a Coldwater Creek jacket, even in the
heat of summer—looked taken aback. ‘‘We wanted to surprise you,’’
she said. ‘‘Isn’t that all right? Claire, you are only
sixteen—’’
‘‘Nearly seventeen,’’ Claire sighed, under her
breath.
‘‘And really, we ought to be able to come see you
when we want to, to be sure you’re safe and happy.’’ Claire’s mom
gave Michael a distracted, nervous smile. ‘‘All right, then, I’ll
tell you the truth. We’ve been very worried about you, honey. First
you had that trouble in the dorm; then you were attacked and ended
up in the hospital—and someone told us about that party.’’
‘‘What?’’ She sent Michael a look, but he looked
just as surprised as she felt. ‘‘Who told you?’’
‘‘I don’t know. An e-mail. You know I can never
figure those things out; anyway, it was some friend of
yours.’’
‘‘Oh,’’ Claire breathed, ‘‘I really don’t think it
was. Mom, look, it was—’’
‘‘Don’t tell us it was nothing, honey,’’ her dad
cut in. ‘‘I read all about it. Drinking, drugs, fighting,
destruction of property. Kids having sex. And you were at this
party, weren’t you?’’
‘‘I—no, Dad, not like—’’ She couldn’t lie about it.
‘‘I was there. We were all there. But Shane wasn’t stabbed at the
party; it was after, on the way home.’’ She realized as soon as she
said it that neither one of them had mentioned anything about
Shane. And it was too late to take it back.
‘‘Stabbed?’’ her mother echoed blankly, and covered
her mouth with her hand. ‘‘Oh, that is just it. That’s the
last straw!’’
‘‘Let’s talk about all this inside,’’ her father
said. He looked so grim now. ‘‘We’ve decided we had to make a
change.’’
‘‘A change?’’ Claire echoed.
‘‘We’re moving,’’ he said. ‘‘We bought a nice house
on the other side of town. Looks kind of like this one, maybe a
little smaller. Even has the same layout to the place, I think.
Good thing we did. Clearly, things are much worse than we
thought.’’
‘‘You’re—’’ She could not have heard that
right. ‘‘Moving here? To this town? You can’t! You
can’t move here!’’
‘‘Oh, Claire, I was so hoping you’d be happy,’’ her
mom said, in that tone that Claire dreaded. The
I’m-so-disappointed-in-you tone. ‘‘We’ve already sold our
old house. The truck with the furniture should get here tomorrow.
Oh’’—she turned to Claire’s father— ‘‘did we remember to—’’
‘‘Oh, for heaven’s sake—yes,’’ he rumbled.
‘‘What-ever it is, yes, we remembered.’’
‘‘Well, you don’t have to be—’’
‘‘Mom!’’ Claire interrupted desperately. ‘‘You
can’t move here!’’
Michael put his hand on her shoulder. ‘‘Just a
second,’’ he said to her parents, and pulled Claire a few feet
back. ‘‘Claire, don’t. It’s already too late. If the Council hadn’t
wanted them here, they wouldn’t be here, and they wouldn’t have a
Founder House. If it looks like this house and has the same layout,
that’s what it is, a Founder House. That means Amelie wants it to
happen. She probably made it happen.’’
That didn’t exactly make her feel any better. She
was shaking all over now. ‘‘But they’re my parents!’’ she
whispered fiercely. ‘‘Can’t you do something?’’
He looked grim and shook his head. ‘‘I don’t know.
I’ll try. But for now we’d better just make nice, okay?’’
She didn’t want to. She wanted to drag her parents
out to their car and make them go.
How could Amelie do this to her? No, that was
obvious: it was easy. Her parents were just another way to force
Claire to do whatever the vampires needed. And now that she knew so
much, now that she was their only hope of working with Myrnin on a
cure, they’d never let her go.
‘‘Hello?’’ Claire’s mom called. ‘‘Can we come
in?’’
Michael kept his expression blank and friendly.
‘‘Sure. Everybody inside.’’ Because it was getting dark.
Claire’s mom and dad stepped over the threshold. As
Michael started to swing the door shut, a third person stopped the
door from closing with an open hand and stepped through. Claire had
no idea who he was. She’d never seen him before, and she was sure
she’d have remembered. He had thick gray hair, a big gray mustache,
and huge green eyes behind thick, fifties-style eyeglasses.
Michael froze, and Claire knew instantly that
something was very, very wrong.
‘‘Oh,’’ Claire’s mother said, as if she’d forgotten
all about him. ‘‘This is Mr. Bishop. We met him on our way into
town; his car was broken down.’’
Mr. Bishop smiled and tipped an invisible hat.
‘‘Thank you for the kind invitation to enter your home,’’ he said.
His voice was incredibly deep and smooth, with an inflection that
sounded like Russian. ‘‘Although I really didn’t require
one.’’
Because he was a vampire.
Claire backed slowly away. Michael looked like he
couldn’t move at all as Bishop walked into the house.
‘‘I don’t want to upset your nice family,’’ Bishop
said in a lower tone, focusing on Claire, ‘‘but if Amelie isn’t
here to talk to me in half an hour, I’ll kill everyone breathing in
this house.’’
Claire involuntarily looked after her parents, but
they were already moving down the hall. They hadn’t heard.
‘‘No,’’ Michael said. ‘‘You won’t touch anyone.
This is my house. Get out now, or I’ll have to hurt you.’’
Bishop looked him up and down. ‘‘Nice bark, puppy,
but you don’t have the teeth. Get Amelie.’’
‘‘Who are you?’’ Claire whispered. There was menace
boiling off this old man like fog. She could almost see it.
‘‘Tell her that her father’s come to visit,’’ he
said, and smiled. ‘‘Aren’t family reunions nice?’’