8
Amelie had made sure she was safe, all right.
She’d done it by locking Myrnin up.
Claire dropped her backpack at the bottom of the
stairs—where it was easy to grab in midrun—and spotted a new
addition to the lab: a cage. And Myrnin was inside it.
‘‘Oh my God—’’ She took a few steps toward him,
navigating around the usual haphazard stacks of books, and bit her
lip. It was, as far as she could tell, the same cage that the
vampires had used to lock up Shane in Founder’s Square—heavy black
bars, and the whole thing was on wheels. Vampire-proof, hopefully.
Whoever had locked Myrnin in had been nice enough to give him a
whole pile of books, and a comfy (if threadbare) tangle of blankets
and faded pillows. He was lounging in the corner on the cushions,
with a pair of old-fashioned, Benjamin Franklin-style glasses
perched on the end of his hooked nose. He was reading.
‘‘You’re late,’’ he said, as he turned a page.
Claire’s mouth opened and closed, but she couldn’t think of a thing
to say. ‘‘Oh, don’t fret about the cage. It’s for your precaution,
of course. Since Samuel isn’t here to watch over you.’’ He turned
another page, but his eyes weren’t moving to follow text. He was
pretending to read, and somehow that was worse than heart-breaking.
‘‘Amelie’s idea. I can’t say that I really approve.’’
She finally was able to say, ‘‘I’m sorry.’’
Myrnin shrugged and closed the book, which he
dropped with a bang on the pile next to him. ‘‘I’ve been in cages
before this,’’ he said. ‘‘And no doubt I will be let out once your
appointed guardian is here to chaperone. In the meantime, let’s
continue with our instruction. Pull a chair close. You’ll excuse me
if I don’t get up, but I’m a bit taller than—’’ He reached up and
rapped the bars overhead. ‘‘Amelie tells me you have enrolled in
advanced placement classes.’’
Claire gratefully took that as an opportunity not
to think about how disturbingly reassuring this was, seeing him
locked up like an animal in a cage, because of her. She read
off her class schedule, and answered his questions, which were
sharply worded and a strange mix of expert knowledge and complete
ignorance. He understood philosophy and biochem; he didn’t know
anything at all about quantum mechanics, until she explained the
basics, and then he nodded.
‘‘Myth and Legend?’’ he echoed, baffled, when she
read off the class title. ‘‘Why would Amelie feel it necessary . .
. ah, no matter. I’m sure she has reason. Your essay?’’ He held out
his hand. Claire dug the stapled computer printout from her bag and
handed it over. Six pages, single spaced. The best she could do on
the history of a subject she was only just now starting to
understand. ‘‘I’ll read it later. And the books I gave you?’’
Claire went to her backpack and pulled them out,
then came back to her chair. ‘‘I read through Aureus and
The Golden Chain of Homer.’’
‘‘Did you understand them?’’
‘‘Not—really.’’
‘‘That’s because alchemy is a very secretive field
of study. Rather like being a Mason—are there still Masons?’’ When
she nodded, Myrnin looked oddly relieved. ‘‘Well, that’s good. The
consequences would be quite terrible, you know, if there weren’t.
As to alchemy, I can teach you how to translate the codes that were
spoken and written, but I’m more concerned that you learn the
mechanics than the philosophy. You do understand the methods
outlined in the texts for constructing a calcining furnace,
yes?’’
‘‘I think so. But why can’t we just order what we
need? Or buy it?’’
Myrnin flicked the silver ring on his right hand
into the bars of his cell, setting up a metallic ringing. ‘‘None of
that. Modern children are fools, slaves to the work of others,
dependent for everything. Not you. You will learn how to build your
tools as well as use them.’’
‘‘You want me to be an engineer?’’
‘‘Is it not a useful thing for one who studies
physics to understand such practical applications?’’
She stared at him doubtfully. ‘‘You’re not going to
make me get an anvil and make my own screwdrivers or anything, are
you?’’
Myrnin smiled slowly. ‘‘What a good idea! I’ll
consider it. Now. I have an experiment I’d like to try. Are you
ready?’’
Probably not. ‘‘Yes sir.’’
‘‘Move that bookcase—’’ He pointed to a leaning
monstrosity of shelves that looked ready to collapse. It was
groaning with volumes, of course. ‘‘Push it out of the way.’’
Claire wasn’t at all sure the thing would hold
together to be pushed, but she did as he said. It was better
built than it looked, and to her surprise, when she’d pushed it
aside, she found a small arched doorway. It was secured with a big
heart-shaped iron lock.
‘‘Open it,’’ he said, and picked up the book he’d
dropped upon her entrance, leafing randomly through the
pages.
‘‘Where’s the key?’’
‘‘No idea.’’ He flipped faster, frowning at the
words. ‘‘Look around.’’
Claire looked around the lab in complete
frustration. ‘‘In here?’’ Where was she supposed to start?
It was all piles and stacks and half-open drawers, nothing in any
order at all that she’d been able to determine so far. ‘‘Can you
give me a hint, at least?’’
‘‘If I remembered, I would.’’ Myrnin’s voice was
dry, but just a little sad, too. She shot him a glance out of the
corner of her eye. He folded the book closed again and stared out
of the cage—not at her, or at anything, really. There was a careful
blankness to his face. ‘‘Claire?’’
‘‘Yeah?’’ She pulled open the first drawer near the
door. It was full of bottles of what looked like dust, none of them
labeled. A spider scuttled frantically out of sight into the darker
recesses, and she made a face and slammed it shut.
‘‘Can you tell me why I’m in this cage?’’ He
sounded odd now, strangely calm with something underneath. Claire
pulled in a deep breath and kept looking in the drawers. She didn’t
look directly at him. ‘‘I don’t like cages. Bad things have
happened to me in cages.’’
‘‘Amelie says you have to stay in there for a
while,’’ she said. ‘‘Remember? It’s to help us.’’
‘‘I don’t remember.’’ His voice was warm and soft
and regretful. ‘‘I’d like to get out of here. Could you open it,
please?’’
‘‘No,’’ she said. ‘‘I don’t have the—’’
Keys, except that she did. There was a ring
of them sitting right there in front of her, half-hidden by a
leaning tower of loose, yellowing pages. Three keys. One was a
great big iron skeleton key, and she was instantly almost sure that
it fit the big heart-shaped lock on the door behind the bookcase.
The other one was newer, still big and clunky, and it had to be the
key to Myrnin’s cage.
The third was a tiny, delicate silver key, like the
kind that opened diaries and suitcases.
Claire reached out for the key ring and pulled it
toward her, trying to do it silently. He heard, of course. He got
up from the corner of the cage and came to the front, where he held
on to the bars. ‘‘Ah, excellent,’’ he said. ‘‘Claire, please open
the door. I can’t show you what you need to do if I’m locked in
this cage.’’
God, she couldn’t look at him, she just couldn’t.
‘‘I’m not supposed to do that,’’ she said, and sorted out the big
iron skeleton key. It felt cold and rough to her fingers, and old.
Really old. ‘‘You wanted me to open this door, right?’’
‘‘Claire. Look at me.’’ He sounded so sad.
She heard the soft ringing chime of his ring on the bars when he
gripped them again. ‘‘Claire, please.’’
She turned away from him and put the key into the
heart-shaped lock.
‘‘Claire, don’t open that!’’
‘‘You told me to!’’
‘‘Don’t!’’ Myrnin rattled the bars of his
cage, and even though they were solid iron, she heard them rattle.
‘‘It’s my door! My escape! Come here and release me!
Now!’’
She checked her watch. Not enough time, not nearly
enough; it was still at least an hour to sunset, maybe more.
Michael was still stuck in the car. ‘‘I can’t,’’ she said. ‘‘I’m
sorry.’’
The sound Myrnin made then was enough to make her
glad that she was across the room. She’d never heard a lion roar,
not in person, but somehow she imagined that it would sound like
that, all wild animal rage. It shredded her confidence. She closed
her eyes and tried not to listen, but he was talking; she couldn’t
understand what he was saying now, but it was a constant, vicious
stream in a language she didn’t know. The tone, though—you couldn’t
not get the evil undercurrents.
He’d kill her if he got hold of her now. Thank God,
the cage was strong enough to . . .
He snarled something low and guttural, and she
heard something metal snap with a high, vibrating sound.
The cage wasn’t strong enough.
Myrnin was bending the bars away from the
lock.
Claire spun, key still in her hand, and saw him rip
at a weak point in the cage as though it were wet paper. How could
he do that? How could he be that strong? Wasn’t he hurting
himself?
He was. She could see blood on his hands.
It came to her with a jolt that if he got out of
that cage, he could do the same thing to her.
She needed to get out.
Claire moved around the lab table, squeezed past
two towering stacks of volumes, and tripped over a broken
three-legged stool. She hit the floor painfully, on top of a pile
of assorted junk—pieces of old leather, some bricks, a couple of
withered old plants she guessed Myrnin was saving for botanical
salvage. Man, that hurt. She rolled over on her side, gasping, and
climbed to her feet.
She heard a long, slow creak of metal, and stopped
for a fatal second to look over her shoulder.
The cage door was open, and Myrnin was out. He was
still wearing his little Ben Franklin glasses, but what was in his
eyes looked like something that had crawled straight out of
hell.
‘‘Oh crap,’’ she whispered, and looked desperately
toward the stairs.
Too far. Way too far, too many obstacles
between her and safety, and he could move like a snake. He’d get
there first.
She was closer to the door with the lock on it than
the stairs, and the key was still clutched tightly in her hand.
She’d have to abandon her book bag; no way to get to it now.
She didn’t have time to think about it. The cut
Jason had put on her wrist was still fresh; Myrnin could still
smell it, and it was ringing the dinner bell loud and clear.
She kicked stacks of books out of the way, jumped
over the pile of junk, and, with the key outstretched, raced for
the locked door. Her hands were shaking, and it took two tries to
get the oversized key into the hole; when she started to turn it
there was a terrible moment of utter panic because it wouldn’t
turn. . . .
And then it did, a smooth metallic slide of levers
and pins, and the door swung open.
On the other side was her own living room, and
Shane was sitting on the couch with his back to her, playing a
video game.
Claire paused, utterly off balance. That couldn’t
be real, could it? She couldn’t be seeing him, right there, but she
could hear all of the computerized grunts and punches and wet
bloody sounds from whatever fight game he had on. She could
smell the house. Chili. He’d made chili. He still hadn’t
taken some of his boxes back upstairs. They were piled in the
corner.
‘‘Shane,’’ she whispered, and reached out, through
the doorway. She could feel something there, like a slight
pressure, and the hair on her arm shivered and prickled.
Shane put the game on pause, and slowly stood up.
‘‘Claire?’’ He was looking in the wrong place; he was looking up,
at the staircase.
But he’d heard her. And that meant she could just
step right through and she’d be safe.
She never got the chance.
Myrnin’s hand landed on her shoulder, dragged her
back, and as Shane started to turn toward them, Myrnin slammed the
door and turned the key in the lock.
She didn’t dare move. He was crazy; she could see
it. There was nothing in him that recognized her at all. Amelie’s
warnings screamed through her head, and Sam’s. She’d underestimated
Myrnin, and that was what had gotten all the other would-be
apprentices killed.
Myrnin was shaking, and his broken hands were
crunched into fists. His blood was dripping on an open copy of an
old chemistry textbook that lay by his feet.
‘‘Who are you?’’ he whispered. The accent she’d
noted the first time she’d met him was back, and strong. Really
strong. ‘‘Child, what brings you here? Do you not understand your
danger? Who is your Patron? Were you sent as a gift?’’
She closed her eyes for a second, then opened them
and looked right into his eyes and said, ‘‘You’re Myrnin, and I’m
Claire; I’m your friend. I’m your friend, okay? You should let me
help you. You hurt yourself.’’
She pointed to his injured fingers. Myrnin looked
down, and he seemed surprised, as if he hadn’t felt it at all.
Which maybe he hadn’t.
He took two steps backward, ran into a lab table,
and knocked over a stand that held empty glass test tubes. They
fell and shattered on the dirty stone floor.
Myrnin staggered, then sank down to sit against the
wall, his face covered by bloody hands, and began to rock back and
forth. ‘‘It’s wrong,’’ he moaned. ‘‘There was something important,
something I had to do. I can’t remember what it was.’’
Claire watched him, still scared to death, and then
sank down to a crouch across from him. ‘‘Myrnin,’’ she said. ‘‘The
door. The one I opened. Where does it go?’’
‘‘Door? Doorways. Moments in time, just moments,
none of it stays; it flows like blood, you know, just like blood. I
tried to bottle it, but it doesn’t stay fresh. Time, I mean. Blood
turns, and so does time. What’s your name?’’
‘‘Claire, sir. My name’s Claire.’’
He let his head fall back against the wall, and
there were bloody tears running down his cheeks. ‘‘Don’t trust me,
Claire. Don’t ever trust me.’’ He bounced the back of his head off
the wall with enough force to make Claire wince.
‘‘I—no, sir. I won’t.’’
‘‘How long have I been your friend?’’
‘‘Not that long.’’
‘‘I don’t have friends,’’ he said hollowly. ‘‘You
don’t, you know, when you’re as old as I am. You have competitors,
and you have allies, but not friends, never. You’re too young, far
too young to understand that.’’ He closed his eyes for a moment,
and when he opened them, he looked mostly sane. Mostly. ‘‘Amelie
wants you to learn from me, yes? So you are my student?’’
This time, Claire just nodded. Whatever the fit
was, it was leaving him, and he was empty and tired and sad again.
He took off his glasses, folded them, and put them in the pocket of
his coat.
‘‘You won’t be able to do it,’’ he said. ‘‘You
can’t possiby learn quickly enough. I nearly killed you tonight,
and next time I won’t be able to stop. The others—’’ He stopped,
looked briefly sick, and cleared his throat. ‘‘I’m not—I wasn’t
always like this, Claire. Please understand. Unlike many of my
kind, I never wanted to be a monster. I only wanted to learn, and
this was a way to learn forever.’’
Claire bit her lip. ‘‘I can understand that,’’ she
said. ‘‘I—Amelie wants me to help you, and learn from you. Do you
think I’m smart enough?’’
‘‘Oh, you’re smart enough. Could you master the
skills, given enough time? Perhaps. And you’ll have no choice in
the matter; she’ll keep you coming until you learn, or I destroy
you.’’ Myrnin slowly lifted his head and looked at her. Rational
again, and very steady. ‘‘Did I remind you not to trust me?’’
‘‘Yes, sir.’’
‘‘It’s good advice, but just this once, ignore it
and allow me to help you.’’
‘‘Help . . . ?’’
Myrnin stood up, in that eerie boneless way that he
seemed to have, and rummaged around through the glass jars and
beakers and test tubes until he found something that looked like
red salt. He shook the container—it was about the size of a spice
jar—and opened it to extract one red crystal. He touched it to his
tongue, shut his eyes for a second, and smiled.
‘‘Yes,’’ he said. ‘‘I thought so.’’ He recapped it
and held it out to her. ‘‘Take it.’’
She did. It felt surprisingly heavy. ‘‘What is
it?’’
‘‘I have no idea what to call it,’’ he said. ‘‘But
it’ll work.’’
‘‘What do I do with it?’’
‘‘Shake a small amount into your palm, like so.’’
He reached out for her hand. She pulled away, curling her fingers
closed, and Myrnin looked briefly wounded. ‘‘No, you’re right. You
do it. I apologize.’’ He handed her the shaker and made an
encouraging gesture. She hesitantly turned the shaker upside down
over her palm. A few red chunky crystals poured out. He wanted her
to keep going, so she did, making quick jerks with the container
until there was maybe half a teaspoon of the stuff piled up.
Myrnin took the shaker from her, set it back where
he’d found it, and nodded at her. ‘‘Go on,’’ he said. ‘‘Take
it.’’
‘‘Excuse me?’’
He mimed popping it into his mouth. ‘‘I—um—what is
it, again?’’
This time, Myrnin rolled his eyes in frustration.
‘‘Take it, Claire! We don’t have much time. My periods of lucidity
are shorter now. I can’t guarantee I won’t slip again. Soon. This
will help.’’
‘‘I don’t understand. How is this stuff supposed to
help?’’
He didn’t tell her again; he just pleaded silently
with her, his whole expression open and hopeful, and she finally
put her hand to her mouth and tentatively tasted one of the
crystals.
It tasted like strawberry salt, with a bitter
after-flavor. She felt an instant, tiny burst of ice-cold clarity,
like a strobe light going off in a darkened room full of beautiful,
glittering things.
‘‘Yes,’’ Myrnin breathed. ‘‘Now you see.’’
This time, she licked up more of the crystals. Four
or five of them. The bitterness was stronger, barely offset by the
strawberries, and the reaction was even faster. It was as though
she’d been asleep, and all of a sudden she was awake. Gloriously,
dizzyingly awake. The world was so sharp she felt as though even
the dull battered wood of the table could cut her.
Myrnin picked up a book at random and opened it. He
held it up in front of her, and it was like another burst of light
in the darkness, brilliant and beautiful, oh, so pretty, the
way the words curved themselves around each other and cut into her
brain. It was painful and perfect, and she read as fast as she
could.
The essence of gold is the essence of Sun, and the essence of silver is the essence of Moon. You must work with each of these according to its properties, gold in the daylight, silver in the night . . .
It all made sense to her. Total sense. Alchemy was nothing but a poet’s explanation of the way matter and energy interacted, the way different surfaces vibrated at different speeds; it was physics, nothing but physics, and she could understand how to use it now.
And then . . . then it was as though the bulbs all
dimmed again.
‘‘Go on, take it,’’ Myrnin said. ‘‘The dose in your
hand will last for an hour or so. In that time, I can teach you a
great deal. Enough, perhaps, for us to understand where we should
be going.’’
This time, Claire didn’t hesitate licking up every
last bit of the red crystals.
Myrnin was right; the crystals lasted for a little more than an hour. He took some as well, one at a time, carefully measuring them out and making them last until finally even a red crystal couldn’t drive the growing confusion out of his eyes. He was getting anxious by the end. Claire started closing the books and stacking them up on the table—the two of them were sitting cross-legged on the floor, practically buried in volumes. Myrnin had jumped her from one book to another, pulling out a paragraph here, a chapter there, a chart from physics, and a page from something so old he had to teach her the language before she could understand.
I learned languages. I learned . . . I learned
so much. He’d shown her a diagram, and it hadn’t been just a
diagram—it had been three dimensional and as intricate as a
snowflake. Morganville hadn’t just happened; it had been planned.
Planned around the vampires. Planned by the vampires,
carried out by Myrnin and Amelie. The Founder Houses, they were
part of it— thirteen bright, hard nodes of power in the web,
holding together a complex pattern of energy. It could move people
from one place to another, via the doorways, although Claire didn’t
yet understand how to control them. But the web could do more. It
could change memories. It could even keep people away, if Amelie
wanted it to do that.
Myrnin had shown her the journals, too, with all
his research conducted over the last seventy years into the
vampire’s sickness. It was chilling, the way his notes degenerated
from meticulous to scrawls at the end, and sometimes into
nonsense.
Some part of her still wondered if she shouldn’t
just stand by and let it happen, but Myrnin . . . what he knew,
what he’d accomplished—and she’d never learned so much, never, not
from anyone.
Maybe just a little. Maybe I could help him just
a little.
The influence of the crystals was dimming now, and
Claire felt horribly tired. There was a steady ache in her muscles,
a feverish throb that told her this stuff wasn’t exactly kind to
the human body. She could feel every heartbeat pounding through her
head, and everything looked so dark. So . . . so
confusing.
She felt a breath of air stir against her cheek,
and she turned toward the stairs. Michael was descending, moving
faster than she’d ever seen him, and he came to a fast halt when he
saw her sitting beside Myrnin.
‘‘He’s supposed to be—’’
‘‘Locked up in a cage? Yeah, I know.’’ Claire knew
she sounded bitter. She didn’t care. ‘‘He’s sick, Michael. He’s not
an animal. And anyway, even if you lock him up, he’ll get
out.’’
Michael looked young to her, all of a sudden,
although he was older than she was. And a vampire, on top of that.
‘‘Claire, get up and come to me. Please.’’
‘‘Why? He’s not going to hurt me.’’
‘‘He can’t help what he does. Look, Sam told me how
many people he’s killed—’’
‘‘He’s a vamp, Michael. Of course
he’s—’’
‘‘How many he’s killed in the last two
years. It’s more than all the other vampires in Morganville
combined. You’re not safe. Now, get up and walk over
here.’’
‘‘He’s right,’’ Myrnin said. He was losing it,
Claire could see that, but he was desperately hanging on to being
the man who’d been with her for the last hour. The gentle, funny,
sweet one, ablaze with excitement and passion for showing her his
world. ‘‘It’s time for you to go.’’ He smiled, showing teeth—not
vampire teeth. It was a very human kind of expression. ‘‘I do all
right on my own, Claire, or at least there’s rarely anyone for me
to harm. Amelie will send someone to look after me. And I usually
can’t leave here, once I—forget things. It’s too difficult for me
to find the keys, and I can’t remember how to use them once I have
them. But I never forget how to kill. Your friend is right. You
should go, please. Now. Continue your studies.’’
It was stupid, but she hated leaving him like this,
with all the light going out in his eyes and the clouds of fear and
confusion rolling in.
She didn’t mean to do it; it just happened.
She hugged him.
It was like hugging a tree; he was so surprised, he
was as stiff as a block of wood. She wasn’t actually sure how long
it had been since anybody had touched him like this. For a second
he resisted her, and then his arms went around her, and she felt
him heave a great sigh. Still not a hug, not really, but it was as
close as he was likely to get.
‘‘Go away, little bird,’’ he whispered. ‘‘Hurry.’’
She backed away. His eyes were strange again, and she knew they
were out of time. Someday, he won’t come back. He’ll just be the
beast.
Michael was beside her. She hadn’t heard him cross
the room, but his hand closed around hers, and there was real
compassion in his face. Not for Myrnin, though. For her.
‘‘You heard him,’’ Michael said. ‘‘Hurry.’’
She bumped into the table, and the small jar of red
crystals shuddered a little, nearly tipping over. She grabbed it to
put it back upright, and then thought, What if he loses this? He
loses stuff all the time.
She would only be keeping it safe, that was all. It
helped him, right? So she ought to make sure he didn’t knock it
over or throw it away or something.
She slipped it into her pocket. She didn’t think
Myrnin saw, and she knew Michael didn’t. Claire felt a hot burst of
something—shame? Embarrassment? Excitement? I should put it
back. But really, she’d never find it again if he moved it
around. Myrnin wouldn’t remember. He wouldn’t even know it was
gone.
She kept looking back, all the way up the stairs.
By the time they were halfway out, Myrnin had already forgotten
them, and he was restlessly flipping through a pile of books,
muttering anxiously to himself.
Gone already.
He looked up at them and snarled, and she saw the
hard glint of fangs.
She hurried to the door at the top of the
stairs.