Chapter 16
Sacrifices
AS TREVOR LOOMED OVER ME, HE spoke, and his
foul breath washed up and through my nose as if mounting a frontal
assault. “So it’s himself, the great Ben Finn, is it?” he said.
“Delivering himself right to us like a great big birthday
gift.”
“Is it your birthday?” I managed to gasp out.
“Because if so, I need to go back out and shop.”
The air was still knocked out of me, and I was able
to offer only token resistance as they grabbed my weapons.
Page, as it turned out, was providing a
significantly more impressive account of herself. As near as I
could tell, they had never actually gotten a firm grip on her, and
she had managed to fight herself loose before they could reapply
it. She was standing with determination, her back against the
wall—literally—and she had her sword out and was whipping it
threateningly back and forth. One of the approaching men tried to
engage her. She knocked his sword out of his hand in three quick
moves, then kicked him in the crotch for good measure, doubling him
over and eliciting a crunching noise that caused every man
witnessing it to say, “Ooooo,” and wince in sympathy. After that
display, no one was quick to be the next one to the attack.
I looked around, getting the lay of the land for
the first time, to see where the supposed troops of our illustrious
leader were. There were none to be seen. I did spy, however, Trevor
and also Baron and the rest of that crew, along with a goodly
number of men whom I didn’t recognize. They were all wearing the
black colorings and crests of Warlord Droogan. Unable to keep the
disappointment out of my voice, I said, “Seriously? You signed on
with Droogan’s lot? After all the things you said?”
“He came up with decent money,” said Baron. “Sorry,
Finn, but we go where the money is.”
“A loan from Reaver, no doubt.”
“Don’t care about money’s sources,” said Trevor as,
even with one hand, he was able to haul me to my feet. “Just its
spendability. Oh, and I also care when someone robs me of my
property.”
“How about your lives? You care about that?” I
said.
“What, you’re threatening me now?” Trevor said with
a sneer.
“No, I—”
Apparently getting me to my feet was simply to give
him a better angle so that he could knock me off them. He slammed
his fist into the side of my head and sent me flat to the ground
again. I lay there for a moment, trying to stop the world from
spinning. Then I spotted, perched nearby, out of sight of the
others but more than obvious to me, the gnome. The little cretin.
He’d known exactly the reception we’d get, and yet he’d fabricated
precisely what I’d wanted to hear so that I’d go riding blithely
right into it. I thought he’d changed, but that was what he wanted
me to think. He was still as anxious to see me die as he had ever
been; he’d just been more creative in finding a way to bring that
about.
I didn’t know whom to feel more disappointed with:
the gnome because I thought he was changing and growing, or me
because I’d been naïve enough to fall for it.
“Shut up and listen!” Page called. She was
continuing to keep her sword between herself and her would-be
assailants. We had to convince them quickly of the severity of the
situation because sooner or later, someone was simply going to take
a gun and shoot Page from twenty feet away. “Everyone here is in
great danger!”
“What, from you?” said Trevor with a sneer.
“The Half-breeds,” I said. Putting my palms flat
against the ground, I managed to push myself up to standing once
more. It’s difficult to make your case for something when you’re
lying facedown in the dirt. “Reaver’s half-man, halfanimal
creatures. They’re on the way here.”
“What the hell are you talking about? You’re
talking rubbish!” Trevor drew back his hand to knock me over
again.
The blow didn’t fall. Instead, Baron caught his
wrist. Trevor looked at him in surprise.
“Let him speak,” said Baron. “We’ve fought beside
the man in the past. He’s earned that much.”
“He’s earned a quick death rather than a slow one
if he’s earned anything at all,” said Trevor. “But fine if it’ll
shut you up.”
Baron tentatively released Trevor’s wrist. I looked
around the town square, and all I saw were men working for Droogan
. . .
No. No, I was wrong. There they were. Citizens of
Blackholm, peering out fearfully through windows of their homes.
“You let the people here live,” I said to Baron. “That’s
great.”
Trevor spoke before Baron could. “We’re not
wholesale slaughterers, no matter what you may think of us. Yes,
the civilians stayed. They work for us. Bring us what we need, act
as our servants. Entertain us.” And he chortled in an ugly manner
that made me want to pick up my gun and put a bullet in his
brain.
But there was no time for that.
“Reaver,” I said, “has lost control of his
Half-breeds. They’re out, they’re even more animalistic than
before, and they’re coming here because apparently this was the
last place they had been sent to overrun. Their most recent mission
is embedded in their brains, and they’re determined to complete
it.”
Droogan’s men looked at each other in uncertainty.
They seemed to have forgotten Page entirely, distracted by this new
and disconcerting piece of information.
One of them said, “Even if that’s true—”
“It’s not. He’s lying,” Trevor said. “That’s what
he does. He says whatever’s convenient for him . . .”
“But let’s say that it is,” insisted the other man.
“Even if they came here, we work for the warlord who hired them in
the first place. So we’re all on the same side. The townspeople,
they’re well and truly screwed.” And this prompted some
laughter from the other men. “But not us.”
“The Half-breeds aren’t going to distinguish,” Page
spoke up. “Reaver was quite clear about that. They’ll tear into
whoever’s still here, and once they’re done with that, they’re
going to keep on going and spread out through the countryside,
leaving destruction in their wake.”
“It’s a miracle that we got here ahead of them,” I
said. “You can thank Clash for that. But we have hours at best, and
minutes at worst, before they come swarming over the walls.”
“That’s . . . that’s ridiculous,” said one man, who
stepped forward and, from the way the others were looking at him,
had a good deal of authority. “If that were happening, then Warlord
Droogan would be here to tell us that himself.”
“Worked with him a long time, have you, General?” I
said.
“ ‘Captain’ will do, and yes, I have,” said the
captain defiantly.
“All right, then. If you know him—if you really
know him, as you claim to, rather than just holding to some
idealized vision of what he is—then which do you honestly think is
the most likely? That upon learning from Reaver the seriousness of
the situation, he would hasten here, hoping to get ahead of the
oncoming wave of slaughter, so that he could die at your side? Or
that he would accept Reaver’s offer to remain as a guest in his
fabulous mansion until such time as this entire ‘unpleasantness’
blows over? Which sounds more like him, eh? Honestly?”
I had partly expected the captain to dismiss the
disparagement of his warlord out of hand. Instead, he actually
seemed to be considering both possibilities quite thoroughly. It
had suddenly become deathly quiet in the town square, all eyes on
the captain, curious to see what he would say.
He came to a conclusion.
“That bastard,” he said.
Apparently, he’d come to the right
conclusion.
He was looking around, his eyes narrowed, and I
could guess what was going through his mind. I spoke up quickly in
order to nip it in the bud. “Running away isn’t going to help,” I
said. “I mean, you could do it, yes. And the Half-breeds will come
tearing through here, and you’ll be gone. But if they find little
to no resistance, they’ll just keep right on going, like a horde of
locusts. If you don’t stop them here and now, the damage they’ll
inflict beyond this place will be incalculable. And they’ll catch
up with you, sooner or later. We’re talking about creatures with
human cunning and the viciousness of balverines. You really want
them roaming the countryside, hot on whatever scent they happen to
pick up on once they come rolling through here?”
Trevor kept looking from the captain to me and
back. “You’re . . .” he finally managed to get out to the
captain,
“you’re not actually thinking of listening to him,
are you?”
Apparently, the captain actually was. He was a
broadly built, intelligent-looking man with a bristling red beard.
He raised his voice, and said, “Man the parapets! Hurry up! I don’t
know how much time we have, but I’ve seen these things in action. I
was there for one of Reaver’s demonstrations in the arena. Once
they get going, there’s no mercy in them.”
“You’re going to need all hands,” Page said,
seizing the opportunity. “Shouldn’t the villagers have the right to
battle for their lives as much as you?”
“She’s right,” Baron said.
“She’s not right!” Trevor protested. “We
conquered these half-wits. Put guns in their hands, and they’re as
like to shoot at us as anything else!”
“Gather them together. Let me talk to them. You’ll
be allies by the time I’m done, trust me on that,” I said
hurriedly, addressing the captain and ignoring Trevor.
The captain nodded once, then pointed at Trevor.
“You. One arm. Make sure it gets done.”
“But—!”
Clearly in no mood to be questioned, the captain
said angrily, “If the man’s lying, we’ll find out soon enough, and
he’ll pay for it. If we assume he’s lying, and it turns out he’s
not, well . . . do you want to die later or die right now?” His
hand hovered around the pistol in his belt.
Without further word of protest, even though he was
clearly burned by the order, Trevor gestured wordlessly for Baron
and some of the others to follow him, and he set out across the
square.
Minutes later, all of the townspeople had been
gathered in the square. A number of the warlord’s men were standing
around them in a half circle, including the captain. The citizens
were eyeing the warlord’s men warily, but then a number of them
spotted me and quickly word passed among them. I was relieved to
see that Russell was among the survivors. His eyes widened, and a
grin split his face when he looked upon me. Many of the other men
who had fought alongside me on the battlements were there as well
although they looked downtrodden and frustrated.
Immediately, there were excited murmurings
spreading through the crowd. I put up my hands to silence them.
Page was standing next to me, watching me with interest. I think
she was curious to hear what I was going to say.
“We’re about to be under attack,” I said. “You’ll
notice the men already taking stations around the battlements. If
some of them look apprehensive, it’s natural that they do, because
it’s the beast-men who are returning. You remember them, I take
it.”
The terrified expressions on the faces of the
citizens were all the proof I needed that they most certainly did
remember them. “These men,” I continued, “are out to defend this
town from being destroyed by the beast-men, which I assure you is
what they most definitely want to do. But there are not enough men
here, not nearly enough. I need every one of you who can wield a
gun with any accuracy—whether you fought earlier on the battlements
beside me, or simply now want to fight for a chance to
survive—ready to fight alongside these men.”
“They’ll give us guns?” said Russell.
“There are armaments aplenty,” said the captain.
“But I have to know that you’re not going to try and avenge
yourself on my men for taking over this town on the orders of the
warlord.”
“It doesn’t seem an unreasonable concern,” I said.
“Some people will elevate fulfilling grudges above their own best
interests.”
There were uncertain looks among the townspeople,
then Russell stepped forward, his shoulders squared, and when he
spoke, he reminded me very much of his father. It was the first
time I could recall that being the case.
“We wish to fight for our town,” he said to the
captain. “And your men want to fight for their lives. Where our
interests intersect, I don’t see any reason that we shouldn’t be
battling side by side for our mutual interests.”
I saw the others nodding slowly in agreement and
immediately looked over toward the captain to see his
reaction.
He didn’t hesitate. In a loud voice, he called out
to his own men, “Get them armed! Hurry it up!” Then, as his men
hastened to do his bidding, he strode over to me. He held a warning
finger up in my face. “If this turns out to be some sort of massive
hoax on your part . . . an attempt to get these people armed so
that they can try to fight back—”
“I almost wish it were,” I said. “Because then the
stakes would be so much less than they are right now. But I think
you’re a smart man, Captain, and I think you know when you’re
hearing the truth and when you’re not. Truth always has a more
positive ring to it.”
“There is something to that. Also”—and he glanced
toward Page—“I am well aware of the involvement you had with the
battle of Bowerstone, Miss. I happened to be standing in the back
of the court when you presented your stands on certain issues in
opposition to Reaver’s. You were most impressive.”
“Thank you, Captain—?”
“Thorpe,” he said with a slight bow. “Captain
Thorpe.”
Page eyed him up and down. “Can’t say I understand
why an obvious military man of your breeding is working with a
rotter of a warlord like Droogan.”
“Can’t say I’m entirely pleased with the actions of
the individual sitting on the throne in Bowerstone,” replied
Thorpe. “Sometimes you just decide to opt for the lesser of two
evils. But considering recent events, perhaps I could have made
better choices.”
“Perhaps you could have.”
“All right, all right,” I interrupted, suddenly
feeling a bit impatient with this newly blooming
mutual-appreciation society. “Can we please stay focused on the
impending fight for our lives?”
Thorpe cast me a casual glance, then shifted his
attention back to Page. “Is he always this jumpy?” he asked.
“You have no idea. Now listen, I have a plan to
deal with these creatures—”
I knew she was going to fill him in on the suicidal
notion of blowing them to hell with all the grenades, so I didn’t
have to stand around and listen to it again. Instead, I turned away
and quickly followed the citizenry to the armory, where the
soldiers were leading them. The citizens looked relieved once they
saw me there, and I quickly took charge, however unofficially it
might have been, of overseeing the distribution of weapons into the
hands of the eager citizenry.
Trevor leaned in toward me, and growled, “If just
one of these bastards so much as looks at me funny, I’m going to
authorize my men to gun them all down. And if this so-called threat
of yours fails to materialize . . .”
“You should be so lucky,” I said.
I walked among them, matching the weaponry up as
best I could with the people who wanted to wield them. There were
some children as well, goggle-eyed, clearly scared, not grabbing
weapons but instead asking if everything was going to be all right.
The adults were busy assuring them that yes, absolutely, of course
it was all going to be all right. After all, Ben Finn was here, so
how could it not be all right? I saw no reason to start
listing all the ways that my presence could wind up with things
most definitely not being all right.
I found refuge for the youngest children in a wine
cellar at the tavern. We shuttered them in there and warned them
not to emerge until one of the adults came for them. The notion of
the Half-breeds finding them there was a horrific one, but we had
done all we could to ensure their safety. Now it was just a matter
of doing everything we could to make sure it wouldn’t come to
that.
Emerging from the tavern, I heard the familiar
voice of the gnome speaking from directly above me. “Did I hurt
your wee feelings?” he asked.
I didn’t even bother to look his way. Instead, I
kept walking. Seconds later, he was by my side, matching my stride
and puffing out his chest so that he would be presenting an air of
self-importance that I figured was intended to mock me. At that
moment I didn’t care in the slightest. “What’s the matter, Finn?”
he said. “Can’t take a joke?”
“You deliberately lied to me. You set me up in
hopes that I’d come riding in, and they’d kill me on the
spot.”
“I knew they wouldn’t.”
“You knew no such thing.”
He shrugged. “I figured if they killed you, good
for me, and if they didn’t kill you, then good for you, and there’d
certainly be plenty of opportunity later for you to be
killed.”
I turned on him, and said, “Have you considered the
possibility that just once, just once, it might be nice to
actually try and befriend a human instead of treating us all like
the enemy?”
“There are two kinds of humans,” said the gnome.
“The kind who’s killed gnomes . . . and the kind who hasn’t killed
gnomes yet.”
“Get away from me,” I said, then returned to my
original path.
“Finn!”
I stopped. The gnome addressing me by name was an
unusual enough moment that it caught my attention. I turned and
stared down at him.
The gnome glared, and said, “I didn’t like that I
was starting to like you.”
I tilted my head. “What?”
“I’ve being hating humans for more lifetimes than
you can count. Hating pissants like yourself. It’s become . . .
comfortable. A comfortable way of thinking, hating the lot of you.
But you were making me uncomfortable. So I thought this was the
perfect opportunity to get back to being what a gnome is all
about.”
“And how’d that work out for you? Not so well as
you would have liked? You could apologize, you know, if you’re
actually feeling guilty.”
He glared at me. “Drop dead,” he said.
I walked away then. I was actually fairly sure that
he would ignore me and follow me to the parapets, shouting insults
the whole way. But when I glanced behind me moments later, he was
nowhere to be seen.
“Finn!” came a sharp voice that I instantly
recognized as Thorpe’s. His beard seemed to be pointing directly at
me as if it had taken up some sort of personal issue with me. As he
drew near, he lowered his voice, and said, “Page informed me of
your plan.”
“My plan?”
“Trying to draw the creatures into the square. Blow
the hell out of them.”
“Okay, first of all—”
He didn’t give me a chance to explain that it was
purely Page’s idea, and I did not endorse it at all. “I think
you’re not thinking big enough. I’m having my men seed the area
with packets of gunpowder to create an even bigger explosion. Right
now I’m having my aide inform the rest of the defenders that, if
we’re not able to stop the monsters from getting in, then we should
try to herd them to the center.”
“Any idea how we’re going to go about doing
that?”
“There’s really only two ways, isn’t there?” he
said mirthlessly. “Either we push at them from the perimeters. Or
we find something to put in the middle to attract them in.”
“You realize,” I said slowly, “that Page is willing
to provide that attraction for them. And there’s a very good chance
that it’ll work. She was brought past them on the way to Reaver’s
arena. They have her scent already, so they might well be drawn to
her. Of course, you can say the same for me,” I added after a
moment’s hesitation. “So either of us can lure them in if that’s
what it takes.”
“Understand that that is merely the backup plan,”
Thorpe said firmly. “My men are going to stop these things before
they get over the walls.”
“What we need are vats of boiling oil that we could
either pour down on them or even use to slick up the walls.”
“I don’t disagree,” Thorpe said. “Three problems
with that. First, we don’t have enough of either the vats or oil
we’d require. Second, oil-filled vats are incredibly heavy, and the
parapets don’t look sturdy enough. And third, I’m reasonably sure
we don’t have the time. Listen . . .” And he put up a finger to
indicate I should be silent.
I listened.
There was no attempt at stealth this time. In the
distance, I could hear their howling, their snarls, and their fury.
They’d arrive within seconds.
I scrambled up the ladder to the parapets. As I did
so, I glanced toward the main gate, where I saw that the soldiers
and the people of Blackholm were working together to reinforce it.
They were piling whatever barricades they could in front of it
since the creatures had breached it so easily during the previous
encounter.
I saw that Page had taken up a position on the
wall. She had two rifles and a box of what I assumed to be
additional ammunition at her feet. She was scanning the woods,
looking for a target. Quickly, I moved down the parapet toward her,
stepping past Russell, who looked up at me for what I could only
think was encouragement. He reached up, and I clasped his hand once
firmly, a power grip. One of the warlord’s men was alongside him,
and he looked at the two of us with just the slightest trace of
mirth. “You two want to be alone? Because I’m sure the oncoming
monsters won’t mind waiting if—”
Releasing my grip on Russell’s hand, I said sharply
to the soldier, “You watch his back. His father was a great man. He
has potential.”
The soldier glanced at me mirthlessly. “Yeah?
That’s what my father said about me. Look how I turned out.” Then
he turned to Russell, who was angling his rifle into position.
“Pick your targets carefully. Don’t rush. Make every shot
count.”
“Yes, sir,” said Russell.
I scanned the horizon line. The sun had not yet
set. The Half-breeds could have waited for the cover of darkness to
make their assault that much more effective. The fact that they
apparently weren’t doing so spoke volumes.
I drew near Page. She was watching the surrounding
forest, and yet, apparently, she was aware of my approach without
even looking. “Do you see it?”
“See what?” I wasn’t really thinking about having
to listen, because the howls they were making were easy enough to
hear.
“The trees. The trees are shaking. Get
ready!” she shouted, raising her voice so that it carried all
along the parapet. “Watch the trees! You can track their
progress!”
She was correct. As the Half-breeds moved, they
were simply shoving trees out of their way, banging against them,
or ricocheting off them. The branches were shaking violently in
response, making them easy to follow.
“Not exactly the most subtle bunch, are they?” she
said, casting me a sidelong glance.
“They were before, actually. On their first attack,
they snuck up on us. We didn’t know they were near until they fired
arrows at us.”
“They were armed?”
“Some of them. That was probably their human
aspect, or maybe Reaver’s influence, which caused them to approach
us that way.”
“So the question is,” she said slowly, “does their
lack of human control make them less dangerous . . . or more
so?”
“Let’s hope we keep them at enough of a distance to
find out.”
I took up position next to her. Any moment they
would be bursting out into the open area between the edge of the
forest and the perimeter of the wall.
In a low voice, I said, “You know, I think that
Captain Thorpe fellow likes you . . .”
“Shut up,” she said.
“Right.”
I had my rifle aimed, ready to start firing shots
at the oncoming horde. It was going to be seconds at most before I
was going to have to contend with the biggest problem still
awaiting me: How in the world was I going to be able to distinguish
my brother from the rest of the oncoming wave of hostiles? For that
matter, even if I was able to, what was my realistic option? Did I
shoot to kill? Shoot to wound? They always say that there is no
more dangerous creature than a wounded animal. Did I really need to
make my brother even more dangerous than he already was?
Then, with what seemed like a collective roar, the
Half-breeds burst into view, and the time for thinking and
second-guessing was past.
I didn’t even bother to try to figure out which one
was William. I just started shooting. Page did the same. From all
around me, I heard guns blazing, soldiers and citizens shooting as
one in defense of what had become, in however unlikely a fashion, a
mutual home for them.
A number of the first wave of Half-breeds went
down, then, to my horror, got right back up again. They’d been hit.
I could see that they’d been hit. There was blood trailing from
their legs, their chests. One had a piece torn away from his scalp
and was shoving the freely flowing blood from his eyes. They were
slowed, but they weren’t stopped, and there were more of them
coming in right behind them and moving even faster.
“Stay on them!” Page shouted as she reloaded. She
wasn’t talking to anyone in particular; it was just the sort of
encouragement that embattled people called out to each other.
Wave after wave of ammunition rained down upon the
oncoming Half-breeds. Meanwhile, I heard them slamming against the
gate; they were trying to crash their way in through it, just as
before. This time, though, we had been ready for them, and the
reinforcements of the gate, as hasty as they had been, appeared to
be holding steady.
Again and again we blasted away, and again and
again we managed to knock back more of the Half-breeds. They
couldn’t get any traction on the wall the way they had before
because there were so many more people with small-arms experience
firing away at them. We were managing to beat them back, and the
bodies of Half-breeds were starting to pile up. They were able to
take more punishment than any human foe could, but bullets were
starting to find their hearts or their brains, and that was putting
paid to them as quickly as it would a human being.
I heard concerted howls, barking, but it didn’t
come across to me as if they were making random sounds. Instead, it
sounded as if orders were being relayed.
Suddenly, they started peeling away, dropping from
the walls and darting this way and that as if they had abruptly
lost their taste for combat.
“It can’t be that easy,” said Page, “it just can’t
be.” Yet the way she was saying it carried the implication that she
was indeed hoping it in fact could be. The problem was that I
didn’t think it likely either.
My head whipped around toward the gate, and
suddenly I realized the one thing that we had overlooked.
The positioning of the parapets enabled us to shoot
straight down at our assailants as they approached us.
But there were no walkways across the tops of the
main entrance. To put them there would have impeded the ability of
the main gate to fully swing wide.
“They’re going to come over the top of the
gate!” I shouted, and started running along the perimeter of
the walls. “Reposition! Get over there!”
And suddenly the men who were already on station on
the parapets that came closest to the gate were shouting,
“They’re here! They’re all here!”
They started firing like mad, but I knew even
before I got there that it wasn’t going to be enough.
I could see it in my mind’s eye without even having
to witness it in real life. The Half-breeds moving en masse, like a
great sea of ants, crawling like one great gray shaggy carpet up
the gate, sinking their claws into the wood. Our defenders would be
able to shoot at them, yes, but only at angles. The creatures at
the edges would provide natural cover for the ones toward the
middle. It would mean that the entire middle of the swarm would be
well protected and able to reach the top before anyone could stop
them.
Page was right behind me, then she shoved me aside
and was in front of me, moving faster than I would have thought
possible. Impressively, she was reloading her rifle as she went.
Even I couldn’t reload on the run. She was so dexterous of fingers
that I had to think she missed out on her calling; she would have
made a very credible cutpurse.
Just as we drew within range, it was too late. The
Half-breeds came up and over the gate, roaring their defiance as
they dropped down upon the soldiers and townspeople who had been
attempting to maintain the blockade. The fact that the gate wasn’t
opening was no longer a help to us. The gate wasn’t keeping the
Half-breeds out; instead, the sturdy barricades were serving to
keep us in with them.
We fired again and again, but accurately targeting
the Half-breeds became a hideous problem as they poured over the
gate and descended into the midst of the populace. We couldn’t
shoot at the Half-breeds without hitting our own people.
It was now hand-to-hand below us. The soldiers, the
citizens who served as soldiers, and even complete civilians—I
spotted a man who poured drinks at the local tavern and a woman who
I knew to be the schoolteacher—had swords in their hands and were
fighting side by side with the soldiers of the warlord. Blood
covered soldier and citizen alike, and still the Half-breeds were
attacking.
Soldiers from the parapets were spilling down the
stairs that led to the ground below to aid the others in their
fight. Page was a few feet ahead of me, and she was shouting, “Once
I’m down there, you drive them toward me! Even over all the
bloodshed, they’ll pick up my scent!”
“I’m not going to let you sacrifice yourself!” I
yelled right back at her.
“This isn’t up to you! It’s up to—!”
And suddenly my brother vaulted over the wall,
landing squarely between Page and me. While the others had chosen
to focus their attentions on the main gate, William had made his
own way around and, during the distraction, had come right up the
east wall, and none had been the wiser.
Page saw him, turned, and brought her pistol right
up to his face. She pulled the trigger.
It clicked hollowly. Misfire. We simply had to
start carrying a better class of weapons.
Her sword was already in her other hand and she
started to bring it around, but too slowly, far too slowly in the
face of the animal speed that William possessed. He lunged in
before the thrust, grabbed her by the throat, and lifted her off
her feet.
“William!” I screamed. “Not her! Face
me!”
William spun and slammed her against the interior
of the wall. It shuddered from the impact her skull made against
it. Her eyes rolled up, and William released her. She slid down and
lay on the walkway of the parapet, unmoving, her head slumped to
one side.
He came right at me. I brought my pistol around and
fired. Any other opponent would have been a dead man, but William
moved with speed that was beyond human, beyond even balverine. He
twisted around, dodged the bullet, then leaped through the
remaining distance between us. Before I could fire again, he batted
aside my pistol. It flew from my hand and off the parapet.
My rifle, Vanessa, was still slung over my back, my
sword in its scabbard.
I grabbed for the sword, cleared it from the
scabbard halfway, then William was upon me. He slammed into me,
drove me backwards, knocking me off my feet. I fell heavily, and
William pressed his advantage, landing atop me, snarling into my
face, the foul stench of his animal breath washing over me with
such force that I thought that alone was going to kill me.
His teeth were slowly descending toward my face. I
grabbed at his throat, digging my fingers in, trying with all my
strength to push him back.
It was not how I imagined this going at all. I was
sure that there would be something of William left. That I would be
able to get through to him, to convince him that he could be
salvaged, that he could triumph over this monster that had been
unleashed within him. Instead, I was fighting a losing battle
against, not my brother, but a berserk creature that was going to
tear out my throat inside of about two seconds.
His jaws and slavering teeth were right above me,
and I knew that this was it, this was how the great Ben Finn was
going to meet his end, ripped apart by a brother he had long
thought dead, and suddenly William brought his jaws down and to the
right of my head. His body was trembling as if he was physically
fighting some sort of inner urge, then his barely human voice
emerged hoarsely from his lips.
“Gnome . . . told me plan . . . good plan . . .
wrong . . . person . . .”
Then, just like that, the pressure was gone. I sat
up, bewildered, unable to process what was happening.
William, still moving in a feral crouch, had gone
over to Page’s prostrate body. He propped her up slightly and
yanked the bandoliers filled with grenades from her. He started
draping them over himself.
“No! William—!” I started to shout.
He turned toward me, and I could see the brutal
struggle in his eyes. Every word he spoke was like a rock that he
was pushing uphill. “William . . . not here . . . much . . .
longer . . . don’t want . . . to live like this . . . let me die .
. . a man . . .”
I had no idea what to say. There seemed to be
nothing to say.
With the twin bandoliers slung over himself now,
William leaped clear of the parapet, sailing in one long, glorious
arc straight toward the middle of the square. I could see the
packets of gunpowder scattered all over, forming a circle like a
target. He was heading for the middle of it.
He landed in a crouch and tossed his head back and
howled. It was an incredible noise, eerie and arcane and primal,
like something that might have been torn from the very first humans
ever to stand upright and bay at the moon.
Instantly, the other beasts stopped their assaults
upon the soldiers and citizens.
Apparently, William was still their Prime, their
leader. I suddenly had the feeling, although there would never be
any way to prove it, that he had been the one responsible for the
slaughter of the alchemist. His animal nature must have won over
human reasoning at that moment, and he had seen, not the individual
who might be able to rescue him from his bestial state but simply
the human bastard who had tormented him and was worthy only of
punishment and death. Perhaps by killing the one who had tortured
him, William had managed to reestablish his position as leader of
the Half-breeds.
William let out a series of snarls and howls,
bounding around in a circle, as if celebrating a great triumph. The
others started to converge around him, the attacks apparently
forgotten. The soldiers, covered with blood that was either theirs
or the Half-breeds’ or perhaps a combination of both, couldn’t
believe their luck. They started to bring their weapons to bear and
I shouted as loudly as I could, my voice carrying across the
compound, “No! Hold your fire! Back off! Find shelter fast!
Fast!”
Either they then realized what was about to happen,
or else they simply decided that getting some distance from the
Half-breeds was a solid idea no matter how you sliced it. Whichever
one it was, they heeded my commands and fell back, dashing toward
buildings or horse troughs or whatever covering they could
get.
The Half-breeds were echoing William’s howling. He
was calling them to him, as if they were engaged in some ritual
that had its origins in the farthest dark times of mankind’s
beginnings. He began to gyrate in place, and the others instantly
copied him. My descriptions of it do not begin to do it justice.
Trust me when I say that you actually had to be there to appreciate
the spine-chilling strangeness of the entire thing. It was an
undulating mass of flesh and fur, coming together, then moving
apart, and they waved their claws in the air, claws dripping with
blood from the victims whom they had assaulted and rent
apart.
And in the middle of all this unholy insanity was
my brother, once a boy whom I had admired and even revered, once a
man whose absence from my life had been a wound that had never
quite healed, and now the leader of a tribe of monstrosities
who—within moments—no doubt intended to turn their attentions back
to their victims and complete their slaughter.
I only realized belatedly that I had unslung my
rifle. I didn’t have a target of any sort; it had just seemed the
natural thing for me to do, to have it at the ready.
Now all of the Half-breeds had joined him, their
howling and chanting sounding like some ancient rite that was long
forgotten by modern man but easily remembered by creatures whose
roots could be traced to humanity’s very beginnings. And then I saw
William’s finger curling around the ring of one of the
grenades.
He was about to pull it free. When he did that,
within seconds, the grenade would detonate, setting off all the
others, the gunpowder . . . the explosion would be massive. It
would be the end of the Half-breeds.
It would be the end of my brother.
My hands were trembling, and I could feel tears
welling up.
Then I became aware, out of the corner of my eye,
of the last rays of the sun vanishing below the horizon line. And I
remembered what Reaver had said about how much time was left before
all traces of humanity were going to disappear.
At which point I realized the grenades hadn’t gone
off.
I looked to my brother just in time to see his
fingers slipping clear of the ring that would detonate the
grenades. Then he let out a howl, and this was different from the
rest. This one was pure, inhuman bestiality, and I knew that
whatever there might have been left of my brother, it was now
hopelessly and forever trapped inside this monstrous form, doomed
to spend eternity begging for the one thing that only death would
provide: release.
And I knew that within the next second or two, the
Half-breeds would destroy anything and everything that stood in
their path.
In one breath, I swung the rifle up, aimed it, and
my hands were not trembling in the slightest, and whatever moisture
there might have been in my eyes was gone. In the seething, jumping
mass of fur and flesh that was the Half-breeds, I targeted one of
the hand grenades and I fired. And as I did, I whispered, “I’m
sorry.”
The bullet was across the distance in an instant
and struck the sphere cleanly.
There was a brief glimpse of surprise on the face
of the creature that had been my brother, then all the grenades
erupted. William was blown apart instantly, and all the Half-breeds
anywhere near him went up along with him. Seconds later, the fire
spread to the pockets of gunpowder that had been layered just below
the surface, and the detonations moved from one to the next with
the speed of chain lightning.
The Half-breeds had been so caught up in their
primitive ululations that it took them moments to realize what was
happening and to react. It was those moments that cost them. By the
time they started trying to get away, it was too late. They were
being blown in all directions, enveloped in a huge fireball. Some
of them were lifted up and carried by the impact, sent hurtling
across space and slammed into walls with such force that one could
actually hear the skeletons within shatter to pieces, and they
collapsed to the ground, nothing more than dead or dying sacks of
meat. Others erupted in flame and ran about screaming, as if that
would somehow enable them to escape the fire that was consuming
them; instead, of course, all that accomplished was to feed it
faster. Some of them fell to the ground, trying to roll around and
thus beat out the flames, but the damage was too extensive, and
they would soon just roll to a halt and lie there while the fire
devoured them. One of them actually managed to make it to a horse
trough and fell in, enveloping himself in water. At that point I
saw the captain, Thorpe, stride quickly forward, reach down, and
keep the Half-breed’s head submerged. There was frantic splashing,
with water cascading over the sides. It just caused Thorpe to bear
down harder, and soon the thrashing ceased.
Then Thorpe shouted, “Tend to the fire and the
remaining creatures!” as the explosions died off, but the flame
kept going. It was a reasonable cause for concern. It would have
been a hell of a thing if they had managed to destroy the enemy
only to see the entirety of Blackholm reduced to ashes because the
fire was burning out of control.
The people of Blackholm charged into action,
sprinting out of the shelters they had taken and doing whatever was
in their power to deal with the situation. Quickly, a bucket
brigade was formed, and there was a line of men, soldiers and
citizens together, passing buckets of water around as quickly as
they could in order to douse the flames.
Meanwhile, some of the Half-breeds, astoundingly,
were still moving. They’d been severely burned, but there was still
some fight left in them. That wasn’t the case for long, though, as
they were quickly dispatched by everything from bullets to the head
from soldiers to an angry woman repeatedly staving in the head of
one of them with a shovel while punctuating each blow with a
lengthy torrent of abuse: “This . . . is . . . for . . . killing
. . . my . . . husband . . . you . . . bastard!”
The entire process took about an hour. An hour of
soldiers who had conquered the village working side by side with
the people they’d conquered. An hour of hearing the final, pained,
agonized howls of the Half-breeds. Every single one of the poor
creatures had once been human, and it was quite likely that none of
them deserved the hideous fates that had been handed to them.
Certainly, my brother hadn’t. But nobody cared. Nobody gave a toss
about the tragedy of these once-human monsters. All they cared
about was that they were alive, and the monsters that had tried to
kill them were not.
On one level, I could totally understand that
mind-set. At that moment, though, I wasn’t thinking about
understanding it at all. All I cared about was that my brother was
dead; that I had killed him; and that all the people below were
thrilled about it and celebrating with boundless joy.
I almost started shooting them because, at that
moment, I hated them.
I hated them because their survival had come at my
brother’s expense. I hated them because what had they done that was
so marvelous, really, that they got to live while he died? What
made them better? More deserving? Why did they get to be lucky and
keep living, and have siblings they got to spend their lives with
and know and love as adults?
All of those dark thoughts, all of them and more
went through my head, as I sat upon the parapet, not having moved
an inch from where I had been when I fired the shot that detonated
the grenade. I had to think that even the townspeople didn’t fully
understand what had happened. Perhaps they thought that one of the
Half-breeds had simply been holding some hand grenades and
accidentally set it off himself. They had no idea that one of them
had still possessed sufficient humanity to want to sacrifice
himself rather than become a monster permanently and was willing to
take those like him along with him. They had no idea that I had
been the one who had actually set off the grenade that triggered
the rest of the explosions.
No, they had no idea at all. They were just so
happy to be alive.
How I hated them all, and I felt a growling monster
stirring deep within me that wasn’t all that dissimilar to the one
that had overtaken my brother. It urged me to give in, to indulge
myself, to make them feel some of the pain and sorrow that I was
feeling, because really: Didn’t they have it coming?
Then a gentle hand was laid upon my shoulder.
I looked and saw that it was Page. There was a
large lump on her head from where it had been banged around.
Once more, in that way she had, she seemed to gaze
into my eyes and through them into my soul. Or at least she tried,
because this time my soul was very far away, and she was staring
only into darkness. She drew her head back in surprise, as if she’d
been slapped across the face, then she looked at me with what
seemed genuine concern.
“Are you all right?” she said.
I held her gaze, then, with great reluctance,
released the pleasing mental image that had me picking off various
villagers one by one with my rifle.
“I’m fine,” I said.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, I’m sure. Are you okay?”
“I’m alive. And a little puzzled. What
happened?”
There were a lot of ways that I could have put it,
a lot of detail that I could have gone into. Instead, I boiled it
down into four words.
“William saved your life.”
She took that in and nodded very slowly. “Well . .
. that was a very decent thing of him to do.”
“He was a very decent man. I wish . . .” My voice
caught for a moment. “I wish you could have gotten to know him
better.”
“So do I.”
She draped an arm around me and pulled me close,
and we sat there, leaning against the wall, not saying a word as
the people below worked on cleaning up the mass of destruction and
picking up with their lives. The remaining bodies of the
Half-breeds were being dumped onto what was going to be a sizable
pyre in order to rid themselves of the last of the creatures.
At one point, we turned and looked at each other at
the exact same time. Our faces were inches away from each
other.
I thought about kissing her.
She tilted her head and looked at me dubiously.
“You weren’t thinking of trying to kiss me just now, were
you?”
“Good Lord, no.”
“Because you know, back in the woods . . . I just
did that to shut you up. You get that, right?”
“Of course.”
We went back to watching the pyre.