XIII
Another View of
Hester
In her late singular
interview with Mr. Dimmesdale, Hester Prynne was shocked at the
condition to which she found the clergyman reduced. His nerve
seemed absolutely destroyed. His moral force was abased into more
than childish weakness. It grovelled helpless on the ground, even
while his intellectual faculties retained their pristine strength,
or had perhaps acquired a morbid energy, which disease only could
have given them. With her knowledge of a train of circumstances
hidden from all others, she could readily infer, that, besides the
legitimate action of his own conscience, a terrible machinery had
been brought to bear, and was still operating, on Mr. Dimmesdale’s
well-being and repose. Knowing what this poor, fallen man had once
been, her whole soul was moved by the shuddering terror with which
he had appealed to her,—the outcast woman,—for support against his
instinctively discovered enemy. She decided, moreover, that he had
a right to her utmost aid. Little accustomed, in her long seclusion
from society, to measure her ideas of right and wrong by any
standard external to herself, Hester saw—or seemed to see—that
there lay a responsibility upon her, in reference to the clergyman,
which she owed to no other, nor to the whole world besides. The
links that united her to the rest of human kind—links of flowers,
or silk, or gold, or whatever the material—had all been broken.
Here was the iron link of mutual crime, which neither he nor she
could break. Like all other ties, it brought with it its
obligations.
Hester Prynne did not now occupy precisely the
same position in which we beheld her during the earlier periods of
her ignominy. Years had come, and gone. Pearl was now seven years
old. Her mother, with the scarlet letter on her breast, glittering
in its fantastic embroidery, had long been a familiar object to the
townspeople. As is apt to be the case when a person stands out in
any prominence before the community, and, at the same time,
interferes neither with public nor individual interests and
convenience, a species of general regard had ultimately grown up in
reference to Hester Prynne. It is to the credit of human nature,
that, except where its selfishness is brought into play, it loves
more readily than it hates. Hatred, by a gradual and quiet process,
will even be transformed to love, unless the change be impeded by a
continually new irritation of the original feeling of hostility. In
this matter of Hester Prynne, there was neither irritation nor
irksomeness. She never battled with the public, but submitted
uncomplainingly to its worst usage; she made no claim upon it, in
requital for what she suffered; she did not weigh upon its
sympathies. Then, also, the blameless purity of her life, during
all these years in which she had been set apart to infamy, was
reckoned largely in her favor. With nothing now to lose, in the
sight of mankind, and with no hope, and seemingly no wish, of
gaining any thing, it could only be a genuine regard for virtue
that had brought back the poor wanderer to its paths.
It was perceived, too, that, while Hester never
put forward even the humblest title to share in the world’s
privileges,—farther than to breathe the common air, and earn daily
bread for little Pearl and herself by the faithful labor of her
hands,—she was quick to acknowledge her sisterhood with the race of
man, whenever benefits were to be conferred. None so ready as she
to give of her little substance to every demand of poverty; even
though the bitter-hearted pauper threw back a gibe in requital of
the food brought regularly to his door, or the garments wrought for
him by the fingers that could have embroidered a monarch’s robe.
None so self-devoted as Hester, when pestilence stalked through the
town. In all seasons of calamity, indeed, whether general or of
individuals, the outcast of society at once found her place. She
came, not as a guest, but as a rightful inmate, into the household
that was darkened by trouble; as if its gloomy twilight were a
medium in which she was entitled to hold intercourse with her
fellow-creatures. There glimmered the embroidered letter, with
comfort in its unearthly ray. Elsewhere the token of sin, it was
the taper of the sick-chamber. It had even thrown its gleam, in the
sufferer’s hard extremity, across the verge of time. It had shown
him where to set his foot, while the light of earth was fast
becoming dim, and ere the light of futurity could reach him. In
such emergencies, Hester’s nature showed itself warm and rich; a
well-spring of human tenderness, unfailing to every real demand,
and inexhaustible by the largest. Her breast, with its badge of
shame, was but the softer pillow for the head that needed one. She
was self-ordained a Sister of Mercy; or, we may rather say, the
world’s heavy hand had so ordained her, when neither the world nor
she looked forward to this result. The letter was the symbol of her
calling. Such helpfulness was found in her,—so much power to do,
and power to sympathize,—that many people refused to interpret the
scarlet A by its original signification. They said that it meant
Able; so strong was Hester Prynne, with a woman’s strength.
It was only the darkened house that could
contain her. When sunshine came again, she was not there. Her
shadow had faded across the threshold. The helpful inmate had
departed, without one backward glance to gather up the meed of
gratitude, if any were in hearts of those whom she had served so
zealously. Meeting them in the street, she never raised her head to
receive their greeting. If they were resolute to accost her, she
laid her finger on the scarlet letter, and passed on. This might be
pride, but was so like humility, that it produced all the softening
influence of the latter quality on the public mind. The public is
despotic in its temper; it is capable of denying common justice,
when too strenuously demanded as a right; but quite as frequently
it awards more than justice, when the appeal is made, as despots
love to have it made, entirely to its generosity. Interpreting
Hester Prynne’s deportment as an appeal of this nature, society was
inclined to show its former victim a more benign countenance than
she cared to be favored with, or, perchance, than she
deserved.
The rulers, and the wise and learned men of the
community, were longer in acknowledging the influence of Hester’s
good qualities than the people. The prejudices which they shared in
common with the latter were fortified in themselves by an iron
framework of reasoning, that made it a far tougher labor to expel
them. Day by day, nevertheless, their sour and rigid wrinkles were
relaxing into something which, in the due course of years, might
grow to be an expression of almost benevolence. Thus it was with
the men of rank, on whom their eminent position imposed the
guardianship of the public morals. Individuals in private life,
meanwhile, had quite forgiven Hester Prynne for her frailty; nay,
more, they had begun to look upon the scarlet letter as the token,
not of that one sin, for which she had borne so long and dreary a
penance, but of her many good deeds since. “Do you see that woman
with the embroidered badge?” they would say to strangers. “It is
our Hester,—the town’s own Hester,—who is so kind to the poor, so
helpful to the sick, so comfortable to the afflicted!” Then, it is
true, the propensity of human nature to tell the very worst of
itself, when embodied in the person of another, would constrain
them to whisper the black scandal of bygone years. It was none the
less a fact, however, that, in the eyes of the very men who spoke
thus, the scarlet letter had the effect of the cross on a nun’s
bosom. It imparted to the wearer a kind of sacredness, which
enabled her to walk securely amid all peril. Had she fallen among
thieves, it would have kept her safe. It was reported, and believed
by many, that an Indian had drawn his arrow against the badge, and
that the missile struck it, but fell harmless to the ground.
The effect of the symbol—or rather, of the
position in respect to society that was indicated by it—on the mind
of Hester Prynne herself, was powerful and peculiar. All the light
and graceful foliage of her character had been withered up by this
red-hot brand, and had long ago fallen away, leaving a bare and
harsh outline, which might have been repulsive, had she possessed
friends or companions to be repelled by it. Even the attractiveness
of her person had, undergone a similar change. It might be partly
owing to the studied austerity of her dress, and partly to the lack
of demonstration in her manners. It was a sad transformation, too,
that her rich and luxuriant hair had either been cut off, or was so
completely hidden by a cap, that not a shining lock of it ever once
gushed into the sunshine. It was due in part to all these causes,
but still more to something else, that there seemed to be no longer
any thing in Hester’s face for Love to dwell upon; nothing in
Hester’s form, though majestic and statue-like, that Passion would
ever dream of clasping in its embrace; nothing in Hester’s bosom,
to make it ever again the pillow of Affection. Some attribute had
departed from her, the permanence of which had been essential to
keep her a woman. Such is frequently the fate, and such the stern
development, of the feminine character and person, when the woman
has encountered, and lived through, an experience of peculiar
severity. If she be all tenderness, she will die. If she survive,
the tenderness will either be crushed out of her, or—and the
outward semblance is the same-crushed so deeply into her heart that
it can never show itself more. The latter is perhaps the truest
theory. She who has once been woman, and ceased to be so, might at
any moment become a woman again, if there were only the magic touch
to effect the transfiguration. We shall see whether Hester Prynne
were ever afterwards so touched, and so transfigured.
Much of the marble coldness of Hester’s
impression was to be attributed to the circumstance that her life
had turned, in a great measure, from passion and feeling, to
thought. Standing alone in the world,—alone, as to any dependence
on society, and with little Pearl to be guided and protected—alone,
and hopeless of retrieving her position, even had she not scorned
to consider it desirable,—she cast away the fragments of a broken
chain. The world’s law was no law for her mind. It was an age in
which the human intellect, newly emancipated, had taken a more
active and a wider range than for many centuries before. Men of the
sword had overthrown nobles and kings. Men bolder than these had
overthrown and rearranged—not actually, but within the sphere of
theory, which was their most real abode—the whole system of ancient
prejudice, wherewith was linked much of ancient principle. Hester
Prynne imbibed this spirit. She assumed a freedom of speculation,
then common enough on the other side of the Atlantic, but which our
forefathers, had they known of it, would have held to be a deadlier
crime than that stigmatized by the scarlet letter. In her lonesome
cottage, by the seashore, thoughts visited her, such as dared to
enter no other dwelling in New England; shadowy guests, that would
have been as perilous as demons to their entertainer, could they
have been seen so much as knocking at her door.
It is remarkable, that persons who speculate the
most boldly often conform with the most perfect quietude to the
external regulations of society. The thought suffices them, without
investing itself in the flesh and blood of action. So it seemed to
be with Hester. Yet, had little Pearl never come to her from the
spiritual world, it might have been far otherwise. Then, she might
have come down to us in history, hand in hand with Ann Hutchinson,
as the foundress of a religious sect. She might, in one of her
phases, have been a prophetess. She might, and not improbably
would, have suffered death from the stern tribunals of the period,
for attempting to undermine the foundations of the Puritan
establishment. But, in the education of her child, the mother’s
enthusiasm of thought had something to wreak itself upon.
Providence, in the person of this little girl, had assigned to
Hester’s charge the germ and blossom of womanhood, to be cherished
and developed amid a host of difficulties. Every thing was against
her. The world was hostile. The child’s own nature had something
wrong in it, which continually betokened that she had been born
amiss,—the effluence of her mother’s lawless passion,—and often
impelled Hester to ask, in bitterness of heart, whether it were for
ill or good that the poor little creature had been born at
all.
Indeed, the same dark question often rose into
her mind, with reference to the whole race of womanhood. Was
existence worth accepting, even to the happiest among them? As
concerned her own individual existence, she had long ago decided in
the negative, and dismissed the point as settled. A tendency to
speculation, though it may keep woman quiet, as it does man, yet
makes her sad. She discerns, it may be, such a hopeless task before
her. As a first step, the whole system of society is to be torn
down, and built up anew. Then, the very nature of the opposite sex,
or its long hereditary habit, which has become like nature, is to
be essentially modified, before woman can be allowed to assume what
seems a fair and suitable position. Finally, all other difficulties
being obviated, woman cannot take advantage of these preliminary
reforms, until she herself shall have undergone a still mightier
change; in which, perhaps, the ethereal essence, wherein she has
her truest life, will be found to have evaporated. A woman never
overcomes these problems by any exercise of thought. They are not
to be solved, or only in one way. If her heart chance to come
upper-most, they vanish. Thus, Hester Prynne, whose heart had lost
its regular and healthy throb, wandered without a clew in the dark
labyrinth of mind; now turned aside by an insurmountable precipice;
now starting back from a deep chasm. There was wild and ghastly
scenery all around her, and a home and comfort nowhere. At times, a
fearful doubt strove to possess her soul, whether it were not
better to send Pearl at once to heaven, and go herself to such
futurity as Eternal Justice should provide.
The scarlet letter had not done its
office.
Now, however, her interview with the Reverend
Mr. Dimmesdale, on the night of his vigil, had given her a new
theme of reflection, and held up to her an object that appeared
worthy of any exertion and sacrifice for its attainment. She had
witnessed the intense misery beneath which the minister struggled,
or, to speak more accurately, had ceased to struggle. She saw that
he stood on the verge of lunacy, if he had not already stepped
across it. It was impossible to doubt, that, whatever painful
efficacy there might be in the secret sting of remorse, a deadlier
venom had been infused into it by the hand that proffered relief. A
secret enemy had been continually by his side, under the semblance
of a friend and helper, and had availed himself of the
opportunities thus afforded for tampering with the delicate springs
of Mr. Dimmesdale’s nature. Hester could not but ask herself,
whether there had not originally been a defect of truth, courage,
and loyalty, on her own part, in allowing the minister to be thrown
into a position where so much evil was to be foreboded, and nothing
auspicious to be hoped. Her only justification lay in the fact,
that she had been able to discern no method of rescuing him from a
blacker ruin than had overwhelmed herself, except by acquiescing in
Roger Chillingworth’s scheme of disguise. Under that impulse, she
had made her choice, and had chosen, as it now appeared, the more
wretched alternative of the two. She determined to redeem her
error, so far as it might yet be possible. Strengthened by years of
hard and solemn trial, she felt herself no longer so inadequate to
cope with Roger Chillingworth as on that night, abased by sin, and
half maddened by the ignominy that was still new, when they had
talked together in the prison-chamber. She had climbed her way,
since then, to a higher point. The old man, on the other hand, had
brought himself nearer to her level, or perhaps below it, by the
revenge which he had stooped for.
In fine, Hester Prynne resolved to meet her
former husband, and do what might be in her power for the rescue of
the victim on whom he had so evidently set his gripe. The occasion
was not long to seek. One afternoon, walking with Pearl in a
retired part of the peninsula, she beheld the old physician, with a
basket on one arm, and a staff in the other hand, stooping along
the ground, in quest of roots and herbs to concoct his medicines
withal.