ONE

I bet I’m the only jogger in the history of George River. People up here don’t jog or work out in a gym; they get exercise doing stuff like hunting seals or running from polar bears.

But it’s my first full day in town and a run might help. It’s pretty depressing being up here in the middle of nowhere, two plane rides away from Montreal. There’s nothing to see except snow and more snow.

“Isn’t it magnificent?” Dad said this morning when he opened the curtains. “Just have a look at that view, will ya? It’s like waking up to a painting, is what it is.”

What it also is is friggin’ cold. I know, because Dad’s obsessed with checking his computer for the weather report. “Are you sure you can handle this kind of cold?” he asked when he saw me lacing up my shoes. “I was online just now and it’s minus twenty-eight Celsius, minus thirty-eight with the windchill factor.” Dad whistled. Cold weather impresses him. “Your body’s not acclimatized yet, Noah.”

“I can handle it. And I can take Tarksalik. That way you won’t have to walk her.”

Dad liked that idea. It meant he had time for another coffee before his first class. And, who knows, maybe the temperature would drop another degree. That’d really get Dad’s day off to a good start.

I’ve already run from Dad’s apartment, past the airport to the dump where the road ends, and now I’m headed back. It’s so quiet up here, it’s creepy. All I can hear is the sound of my running shoes hitting the snow-covered road. I check my watch. A half-hour run should do me. Tomorrow, I’ll add five minutes. One thing’s for sure: working out sure beats sitting around, looking out the window at the snow and hanging out with the weatherman.

I hear the pickup truck before I see it.

It’s coming from behind me, rumbling up the hill.

Tarksalik is about forty feet ahead of me, running by the side of the road. I can tell she’s got sled-dog blood in her from the way she runs: head high, legs taut.

The sun has just come up, and when it lands on Tarksalik, it looks like she’s shining too. For the first time since I found out I’d be spending this term in Nunavik, in northern Quebec, getting reacquainted with my dad, I don’t feel one hundred percent miserable. Right now, as I let the fresh cold air fill my lungs, I’d say I’m down to about eighty-five percent miserable.

Maybe, I think as I watch Tarksalik run, this visit won’t turn out to be a total disaster. Maybe there’s more to life than Montreal.

On our way out to the dump, Tarksalik ran up into the tundra to sniff around the low bushes that grow there. George River is right at the tree line, so there aren’t any real trees to speak of, just low bushes, spruce mostly. But now Tarksalik is back by the side of the road. Every so often, she turns to make sure I’m still there. Considering we only met yesterday, she’s already pretty attached to me. That’s dogs for you; always ready to make a new friend. Human beings, at least the ones I’ve met, are more complicated.

The truck’s rumble comes closer. My body tenses. I could shout “Stay!” at Tarksalik, but I’m worried that the sound of my voice might make her turn around and run straight into the truck’s path. Tarksalik isn’t afraid of trucks or cars. Yesterday Dad gave her hell for chasing an suv. Up here, dogs don’t learn to fear vehicles the way city dogs do. There are hardly any cars or trucks in the frozen North. And that’s because there’s no place to go. There’s only one road in town, and it goes round in a circle for about four kilometers.

Dad says he likes living where there’s only one small road that doesn’t really go anywhere. “Life’s less complicated. And the air—there’s nothing like it,” he says. But I’d trade the fresh air for a highway that’d get me out of here.

In winter, people in George River mostly use snowmobiles to get around. Just about everything gets shipped here from down south. Most stuff comes by plane, but bigger items, like cars, only get shipped in summer when Ungava Bay thaws. A carton of milk costs five bucks in George River, so you can imagine what a car would go for.

I’m thinking what an awful thing it’ll be if Tarksalik gets hit by this truck. How bad I’ll feel for offering to take her out with me in the first place. And what a lousy start it’ll be for my stay in George River. But Tarsalik’s not going to get hit. No way. I mean, what are the chances?

All of that is going through my head when the red pickup truck speeds up and drives past me. The driver waves at me. He has straight jet black hair, and he’s sucking on a cigarette.

“Hey,” I shout, pointing at the dog. But it’s too late. The truck zooms ahead.

Tarksalik doesn’t stay. Alerted by the sound of the truck’s engine, she turns toward the road. Then, just like that, she runs out into the road, heading right for the truck. Her tail is wagging, like she expects something really good to happen.

Don’t, I think. Please don’t. Please. No.

But she does.

I hear a thud as Tarksalik’s body makes contact with metal, followed by a terrible yelp. What happens next feels like it’s in slow motion. Tarksalik’s body flies into the air—it must go up five feet—and lands on the middle of the road. A dark pool forms in the snow around her. Blood. Sled-dog blood.

No matter how long I live, I know I’ll never be able to wipe that moment from my mind.

“Tarksalik!” I cry out, choking on her name.

I’m sure the driver will stop. He must have felt Tarksalik’s body when it hit the truck. He must have heard her yelping. If she’s alive, he’ll know what to do, where to take her for help.

But the bastard just keeps driving, leaving Tarksalik and me out there in the cold, a good two kilometers from town. I shake my fist in the air as the red pickup truck disappears behind a hill of snow. As far as I can tell, the heartless asshole doesn’t even bother to look in his rearview mirror.

I’ve never run as fast as I do to reach Tarksalik. Please, God, let her be okay.

She is lying in a pool of blood, but I can’t tell for sure where the blood is coming from. Maybe her mouth; maybe her rump. Her blue eyes are open, but there’s a gray film over them, and her breath sounds raspy. When I reach down to touch her muzzle, she bites my hand. Her teeth tear through my fleece running mitts, breaking the skin underneath. Now I’m bleeding too.

I pull my hand away. If it hurts, I don’t notice.

I know if I try to move Tarksalik, she’ll bite me again. That means I’ve got to leave her in the middle of the road and hope no more cars or trucks come along.

I know I have to get help. Fast.

“Tarksalik,” I say, looking her in the eye and trying not to cry, “I’m going to get Dad. You’re going to be okay. I promise. I’ll get a doctor.”

I don’t notice anything on my run back into town. The air must be sharp and cold, but I don’t smell it. There’s snow everywhere, and in the distance the George River is covered with a thick layer of pale blue ice, but I don’t see it.

All I know is how I feel and what I’m thinking. My heart is sagging in my chest, weighing me down, but I have to keep running, moving one leg forward after the other. What if Tarksalik doesn’t make it? What if—the thought makes me groan—some other car comes by and finishes what the truck started?

I have to get Dad. I have to get a doctor. I run faster than I’ve ever run. My throat and lungs burn from the cold. My knee joints ache.

That’s when it occurs to me: there are no doctors in Kangiqsualujjuaq, which is the name of Dad’s town, though everyone up here just calls it George River or sometimes even just George.

I heard Dad and a couple of the other teachers talking about it last night. The closest doctor is in Kuujjuaq, a half-hour plane ride away, ten hours by snowmobile. George River doesn’t even have an X-ray machine.

What kind of godforsaken place have I come to, anyway?