30 Tarsakh
Walker's sword banged off a thick oak wall and
clattered to the ground.
Lyetha looked up, startled, and Walker was on his knees before her.
Having thrown his sword aside, he had pulled off his gloves and now
clutched her face softly between his hands, though he knew without
his power. Knew, but denied it, until..,
Shuddering at his cold touch, Lyetha stared into his bright
sapphire eyes.
Her eyes.
"Rhyn?" she asked, almost in a whisper. "Can-can it be?"
Lips trembling, unable to speak, Walker slowly nodded. He knew it
was the truth.
Lyetha's arms slid around him and she held him fiercely.
"Oh, Rhyn!" she sobbed. "I never dared hope you were
alive!"
The ghostwalker's eyes were almost soft. "Mother," he
whispered.
His rasping voice, however, jarred him back to reality. Walker
pulled his arms from around his mother and tore himself free with a
cry. He half-crawled, half-fell backward, slamming into the alley
wall, but he hardly felt the impact. Uncalled emotions flowed up in
an overwhelming torrent. He clutched his arms around his head in a
vain attempt to keep them in.
"Is this the secret you've kept from me all these years, Father?"
cried Walker, as though it were a curse. "Is this what you could
not tell me?"
As always, Tarm Thardeyn was silent. The spirit just stood there,
watching, though when he looked upon Lyetha, his gaze was filled
with love. Walker screamed soundlessly.
After a moment, a gentle hand touched his shoulder.
"What's wrong?" Lyetha asked.
He shrugged off her hand. Walker looked at her but found there was
little anger in him. He turned his eyes to his bare hands, covered
with scars and dirt as they were. They were the hands of a warrior,
the hands of an avenger, the hands of a murderer.
"These hands are too bloody to touch yours," Walker
rasped.
"What are you talking about?" Lyetha asked. She moved around in
front of him and gazed at him. "We're together again. We can run
from here, go to Silverymoon—beyond! We can leave here
for—"
"You can suggest such a thing?" he asked. "After all I have done,
all I have become ... All he did to me?"
"We can leave him behind. This is finished for us."
"Not for me," Walker said, shaking his head. "Not after what he has
done. Greyt made me who I am, and he is the last." He stood and
turned away. "He will be the last."
"No! You can't kill him!" Lyetha protested, clutching the fringe of
his cloak.
"Why?" he snapped as he rounded on her. "Why? He has taken
everything from us, ruined our lives. Why cannot I kill
him?"
"There is something you need to know about Dharan," Lyetha said.
Walker watched her levelly, even as she struggled to get the words
out. "You, ah... your—your ring."
"My ring?" He held up the wolf's head ring.
"The lone wolf is... it's Dharan's family crest..."
"I know. He put it on me just before he killed me, so I would live
through their blows," said Walker. Slowly, purposefully, he wound
strips of watchman tabard around his hands, so that he did not have
to look at them any more. "So I would be in pain to the last, until
he removed it, and its protections with it. He lost it that night,
and I found it. His old ring, from his adventuring days." His gaze
turned cold.
Lyetha opened her mouth to protest, but the words would not
come.
"What is it?" Walker asked, anger in his voice.
"When Dharan was just a boy, he grew up on tales of heroes," Lyetha
said. "He... he always wanted to become one himself, to ... to
impress me, when we were young ... but he ... he..." Her voice grew
soft. "In all of his eagerness to be a hero, he forgot that a hero
must sometimes give up his dreams in order to do what is right. For
Dharan, self-sacrifice is simply not possible."
Walker was impassive.
"I loved him once... before I loved Tarm... and then... I...
you..." Then she trailed off, unable to speak.
The spirit of Tarm looked tragic at that moment, as though she had
slapped him. He clearly understood what she was saying.
Walker did not.
"Why does that matter?" he demanded.
Lyetha looked back at him with bleary eyes and managed a little
smile. "I... I guess..." She looked down. "I guess 'tis easier to
destroy than to create."
They were silent for a moment. Then Walker sniffed.
"Yes," he said. "Yes, it is."
With his toe, he flipped the sword off the ground into his hand.
"Go home, Lyetha. I shall remember what you have said this day, and
my vengeance will pass you by."
Lyetha reached out to embrace Walker, but he stepped out of her
reach.
"I am lost to you, Mother," he said. "I did not see the truth, and
now it is too late. Forgive me for what I have done, and for what I
must do."
The spirit of Tarm Thardeyn looked at him and cast a wistful glance
at Lyetha, who could neither see him nor feel his loving
caress.
Walker left his mother weeping in the alley and stepped out into
the street toward the house of Lord Singer Dharan Greyt.
Murderous eyes, a war cry, a sword, and a flail were there to greet
him.
* * * * *
"You've come back ... so soon," said Greyt, startled but thinking
fast.
"Surprised to see me, Father?" asked Meris, spinning the
shatterspike so that it clicked against the fine oak of the desk.
His hand axe lay imbedded in two volumes of Waterdhavian history
that Greyt had left stacked there. " 'Tis no matter. I think we
both know why I am here." Meris's voice was slurred, as though his
tongue were swollen or he were in his cups.
Against his polished white leather, Meris's dusky features seemed
especially exotic, and for a moment, Greyt had not recognized him
as his son.
Coolly, the Lord Singer crossed to the sideboard and took two
glasses, into which he poured the remainder of the elverquisst he
carried.
"Talthaliel told me you would come," Greyt said. "That my son would
come to kill me, but that he wouldn't defeat my mage."
"Did he?" Meris asked. He hefted the ghostly shatterspike and his
hand axe. "Sorry, but he's indisposed at the moment. Outside.
Fighting Rhyn—er, I mean Walker."
Eyes widening, Greyt tipped over the glass in surprise. He barely
managed to throw his aging body out of the way to dodge Meris's
thrust.
"Traitor elf!" he shouted as he whipped his golden rapier out of
its scabbard and fell into a fencing stance almost as though it
were second nature. His old muscles protested, but he was glad—for
the first time—that he had continued sparring practice.
Standing a few paces away, Meris laughed and waved the shatterspike
mockingly.
"Wonderful scheme, father," he said. "You were to become the hero
of Quaervarr—a fifth time over? Gods! How much do you have to do?
Has any level of brainless worship ever been enough for you? Who
are you trying to convince—them, or yourself?"
"Bastard!" Greyt shrieked. He lunged at Meris.
The dusky scout casually parried his sword aside. "Indeed, but
that's beside the point," replied Meris. "The point is, when I go
outside next, they will all hear how I killed Walker, how I killed
the renegade knights, and how I killed the 'mad Lord Singer.' I
will be their hero, not you. You're just a murderer, and a mad one
at that."
"You treacherous little bastard," spat Greyt.
"You keep calling me that. Sounds more like an insult to you than
to me." Then he laughed. "Amazing how history repeats itself—this
reminds me of fifteen years ago when you killed your own 'mad'
father."
"You knew about that—you were with me the night Rhyn Thardeyn died,
the night we murdered your grandfather and the others!" protested
Greyt. "Rhyn—you killed him! You took the ring off, in your
youthful ignorance—"
"No, Father," said Meris. "Purpose. I hated him and I wanted him
dead. And I did it. Perhaps I didn't understand at the time, but I
do now, and I don't regret it."
Greyt was horrified. He remembered that night, when he had taken
Rhyn into the forest to frighten him, to chase him away. To have
Lyetha to himself, to remove any reminder of Tarm Thardeyn, the
priest he had killed years before. Meris had removed the healing
ring before Greyt's scarring blow, and Greyt's wolf's head ring had
been lost in the following argument.
And now... now he knew it had been no accident. Meris had been
murderous even then.
"Foul creature!" he shouted. "How can Quaervarr accept you, once
they know that you are just as great a monster as I?"
The Lord Singer thrust at his son again, but Meris was ready. He
knocked the blow aside with his hand axe and lashed out with the
shatterspike, tearing a neat red line down Greyt's left arm. The
Lord Singer gasped and fell back, though he kept the golden rapier
up.
"Correction, father," Meris said with a grin. "I am a greater
monster than you will ever be. And, as for Quaervarr—well, who will
believe you, a madman?"
"Spoiled brat, I am their hero!" Greyt asserted. "They will believe
me, and my magic will persuade them even if they do not!"
Meris shrugged. "Then I guess I'll have to ensure that you don't
live to persuade them."
With that, the wild scout charged in, launching a reckless
offensive with his two weapons whirling, and Greyt pumped his arms,
desperately fending off the attacks.
* * * * *
Outside, in Quaervarr's main plaza, where the crowd had dispersed
in terror at the battle unfolding, Walker struggled with his own
attacker.
Attackers, actually, for there were two: the raging barbarian
Bilgren, his gyrspike whirling like a zephyr of blade and flail,
and a dark-robed mage floating far above, weaving threads of magic
into deadly bolts of fire and lightning. Walker prayed Lyetha had
fled, so at least he would have only his own safety to worry
about.
It would be quite enough.
"Ye escaped me once, with the aid o' thy little fox," spat Bilgren,
his mouth foaming in his rage. "Not again—this time, ye're mine.
All mine!"
"Romantic," mused Walker. He realized with a start that it was
something Arya might have muttered in this situation. The thought
brought a twinge of anger. He had to get to her!
Walker parried blows from the gyrspike, swatting away the flail
like a ball and slapping the blade wide so that it would not find
his flesh, all the while dodging bolts of power the mage rained
down upon him.
Bellowing, Bilgren swept the flail at Walker's legs, but the
ghostwalker leaped over the blow, kicked off Bilgren's chest and
rolled away, just in time to evade a bolt of lightning that slammed
into the earth between them. Momentarily stunned by the blast,
Bilgren staggered back, howling like a wounded animal.
"Talthaliel, watch where ye be aiming, ye lout!" shouted the big
man.
Walker seized the opportunity to hurl two of the daggers from his
belt at the barbarian. Bilgren caught one with the shaft of his
gyrspike, but the other buried itself to the hilt in his thick
stomach. The hulking man took one look at the tiny fang in his
flesh and roared, more in anger than in pain. He ignored the blood
that began to leak down his rothe hide armor.
Meanwhile, Talthaliel completed another spell and sent down a
volley of magical bolts. Rolling, Walker dodged to the side, but
the projectiles veered even as they were about to meet the ground
and struck him instead, slamming into him with incredible force.
Walker gritted his teeth but kept moving.
Bilgren was back, running at Walker with the gyrspike spinning over
his head. The ghostwalker ran as well, toward a bakery at the edge
of the plaza, keeping the distance equal between himself and
Bilgren. As he ran, he tossed two daggers up at the wizard, but
Talthaliel waved them aside like irritating gnats.
Walker did not have to look to know that Bilgren was almost upon
him. Running full out toward the wall, Walker leaped, kicked off
the log wall at chest height, and flew backward. Bilgren's flail
exploded into the wall, sending a shower of wood chips flying, just
missing Walker's toes. The ghostwalker flipped over the barbarian's
head, landed behind him, and slashed Bilgren across the
back.
The cut might have been deeper but for the thick rothe hide. The
guard's sword was too dull to penetrate fully, but it was enough to
drive the barbarian deeper into his berserker frenzy.
The gyrspike came around in a withering slash, as though it
possessed a mind of its own. Walker ducked the high flail and
parried the sword blade, but the force of Bilgren's swing spun him
around. Disoriented for a moment, he managed to duck the flail
coming from behind him, and threw himself into a tumble to avoid a
burning ray, which cut a precise line along the ground where his
head had been a breath before.
He turned back to Bilgren and had to twist to the left as the
gyrspike sword swept up. The flail followed it, and Walker twisted
to the right to avoid it. Plying his skill with the curious weapon,
Bilgren ducked forward and brought the gyrspike spinning over his
shoulders. Walker ducked to avoid being beheaded, and parried the
flail as it swept lower. The chain wrapped around his sword, and
Bilgren howled in joy, ripping it from Walker's hand. The blade
skittered among a pile of crates.
Walker did not, however, stand shocked as the barbarian disarmed
him. Slipping a dagger into his hand, he thrust with all his
strength, stabbing the tiny blade deep into Bilgren's thigh. The
barbarian roared in pain and kicked Walker's midsection, sending
him tumbling away. His flying body splintered the crates and he
slammed against the store wall, only to slump down.
By coincidence, he landed near his fallen sword, but Walker did not
pause to thank the gods. He snapped mental commands at his aching
body, forcing it to move after such a hit. Groaning, it did. He
rose, wincing, scooped up the blade, and forced his legs to run
from the rampaging barbarian, whose smash destroyed another
crate.
Walker paid little attention to Bilgren as he continued to leap and
dodge blasts, his cape slashed and cut by magic strikes, but he
knew he could not keep it up forever. Every now and then he had to
turn and parry, riposte, and flee again. If his two opponents kept
pressing, not allowing Walker to land a solid blow, it was only a
matter of....
The flail of Bilgren's gyrspike slammed into Walker's shoulder as
he turned, sending him flying like a petulantly hurled
doll.
The ghostwalker sailed through the air to crash into the statue of
dancing nymphs that stood in the center of Quaervarr's plaza
fountain. He slumped down into the water with a splash and fought
against the spinning haze coming over his vision. Walker felt the
water around him grow leaden and sluggish, spurred by Talthaliel's
magic to freeze and trap him, even as he lay dazed within the
pool.
"I'll grind thy bones an' tear thy flesh with me teeth!" Bilgren
roared.
A spiked flail blotted out the sun as it swung up over his
head.
* * * * *
Greyt spun right as the shatterspike hacked down, splintering a
bookshelf and sending tomes sliding down onto him. He parried
Meris's seeking axe on the other side and lashed out with his fist,
catching the wild scout in the chest. Meris staggered back, but was
quick to knock aside Greyt's riposte.
Backpedaling around the desk, Greyt warded off Meris's attacks with
the golden blade. The Lord Singer was the greater swordsman, but
Greyt was twice his son's age. How long would it be before Greyt
tired and Meris's steel found his flesh?
The hand axe shot in again, and Greyt caught and pulled it wide.
Too late, as the axe hooked and held his rapier blade down on the
table, he saw the feint for what it was. The shatterspike came
slashing in from the other side, and Greyt struggled to put a book
in its path. The tome exploded as the steel struck it, sending
illustrated pages floating everywhere.
"One of Volo's guides," cursed Greyt. He threw a second book in
Meris's face, thwarting the next attack. "Not much more than
pictures, but still worth coin—you'll pay for that!"
"I don't think I'll be interested—" said Meris as the sword flashed
out again only for Greyt to swat it aside, "—in replacing the
library. I was never much of a reader, after all."
Greyt scowled as he pressed the advantage back against Meris.
Seizing a daggerlike letter opener he had left idle on the desk, he
stabbed out with lightning quickness over the next parry, tearing
open Meris's forearm. The youth cursed and slashed the shatterspike
between them. Greyt blinked as he watched his favorite letter
opener fall in two.
"Typical," said Greyt.
He lunged in, but Meris was ready. The scout sidestepped at the
last instant, letting the rapier cut along between his arm and
torso. Then Meris hooked the hand axe around Greyt's leg and yanked
the Lord Singer from his feet, following the attack with a thrust,
meaning to end the fight.
Greyt, though, was prepared. A blade sprouted from the bracer
adorning his right arm, and he knocked the shatterspike aside with
a scrape. Sparks flew, and he plunged the blade up into Meris's
belly. The wild scout cursed and clutched at himself, bent over in
pain. The hand axe fell to the ground and the shatterspike dipped.
The Lord Singer swatted a blow across Meris's chin, sending the
scout staggering back.
Then the Lord Singer stood, limping slightly from his bruised legs
and backside. When Meris made no move to strike, Greyt straightened
his collar and cuffs, holding the golden rapier between his legs.
Supporting himself on the sword, Meris coughed and gagged. A
trickle of blood ran from his mouth. Greyt smiled and walked toward
him, stretching his arms and holding the rapier horizontally behind
his head.
"Well, my boy," Greyt said. "It's been a good couple two and a half
decades. I always admired your knack for promoting yourself higher
in my esteem—and your dashing looks." He held up the golden rapier
and inspected the tip. Giving it a snap, the metal vibrated back
and forth. "I always saw such potential in you, but I see I was
doomed to disappointment."
Meris moaned, his tongue still thick. Greyt tapped Meris on the
cheek with the rapier.
"What a shame—I see so much of that Amnian strumpet in you, too.
Poor girl, killed by beasts in the woods. An 'accident.' "
Something dawned on him and Greyt smiled. "Ah yes, thank you for
reminding me—I had almost forgotten her fate."
Meris's only reply was to stifle a cough. Blood ran through his
fingers.
Greyt grimaced. Meris was bleeding all over the carpet, creating
stains that would take tendays to get out. No sense making Claudir
do extra work.
He drew the rapier back.
* * * * *
I'll grind his bones an' tear his flesh with me teeth!
The words cut to Walker soul and, once there, made it hard and cold
as ice. Screaming power filled his body, imbuing him with fifteen
years of hatred and pain.
Walker leaped, stepped on the dagger in Bilgren's thigh, kicked off
the one in his stomach, and flew over the barbarian's head, turning
a forward somersault but flying backward, as though borne aloft on
the wind of ghosts.
Barely nicking his trailing cloak, the flail came down and splashed
into the water. There it stuck, much to Bilgren's surprise. The big
man roared and strained, but he could not pull out the flail—the
water had turned to ice around the spiked ball, thanks to
Talthaliel's magic and Walker's timing.
Bilgren looked at the gyrspike in shock, then up at Walker, perched
atop the fountain, his cloak billowing around him in the
wind.
"Ye little rat, I'll be killin' ye!" slobbered the
barbarian.
"And I'll be remembering you," said Walker, feeling at his chest.
There was steel in his voice, and resolve shone so coldly from his
eyes that Bilgren shivered despite himself.
As Bilgren strained to wrench the gyrspike free, Walker pounced,
head over heels, his cloak flying. The chain on the flail snapped,
Bilgren lurched forward, reversed, and brought the sword down as
the ghostwalker landed behind him.
Walker parried the blow and threw Bilgren back as though the
barbarian possessed all the strength of a child. Walker strolled a
little ways away and beckoned the barbarian to attack. Bilgren
slashed again, but again Walker parried, pushing the blade up and
over, creating an opening for him to stick a third dagger in the
barbarian's torso.
Bilgren blinked, his berserk fury shaken, then roared all the
louder. With both hands on the gyrspike's handle, he slashed the
blade at Walker as though it were a two-handed sword, but the
ghostwalker dodged or parried each attack, slashing Bilgren
slightly here and there, wearing him down. As the barbarian lost
more and more blood, his fury increased to greater and greater
heights. Regardless, though, of how much strength Bilgren gained
from pumping adrenaline, Walker always slipped, snakelike, in and
out of his reach, knocking the broken gyrspike aside with no more
than a scratch on his cloak to show for it.
Finally, as Bilgren foamed and raved beyond the realm of sanity,
Walker staggered back over a rock, bending down. The barbarian
roared, thinking his triumph coming, and hammered his sword down,
once, twice, then up on Walker's blade. The final blow tore the
sword from Walker's hand and sent it flying away, and the
ghostwalker spun to the right with the force.
Bilgren lifted his blade high, salivating at the thought of the
death to come...
Then he blinked down at the long sword jammed through his ribs.
Facing away, Walker had drawn his second sword from under his cloak
during the turn, and jabbed it backward. Bilgren had never had a
chance to parry.
The barbarian tried to bring the gyrspike down anyway, but his
limbs would not obey his mind's commands. With agonizing slowness,
he sank, limp, to the ground.
"Rest, peaceful as the grass in the meadow, my murderer," Walker
whispered over his shoulder as he drew the sword out from between
the barbarian's ribs. He recovered his throwing knives, wiped them
on Bilgren's hide armor, and slid them into their
sheathes.
Only one murderer left—one last haunting face that chilled him at
night, one last sword to face, one last heart to still.
Then a sphere of cold energy crackled around him, and Walker
froze.
The black-cloaked Talthaliel descended before Walker's eyes and
smiled at him. Memories of pain and hatred fled from the
ghostwalker, replaced by an oath for being distracted, and he
realized that the one who killed him did not have to be one of his
hated enemies.
"We meet, Spirit of Vengeance," said the moon elf. "For the
first—and last—time."
CHAPTER 21
30 Tarsakh
Walker hacked his borrowed long sword into the
bubble of force that contained him—a slash that would have split
Talthaliel's head—but the barrier held firm. The throwing knife he
had palmed fell, bouncing off the crackling sphere and sliding down
to Walker's feet as though down the inside of a bowl.
In the face of this black-cloaked mage, Walker's supernatural
determination vanished and he felt his strength and endurance
fleeing. This was not one of his enemies, and that left him at a
severe disadvantage. He chopped and slashed at the bubble again and
again, but the sword rebounded from the force each time and
vibrated in his hand enough to numb his entire arm. He saw the
spirit of Tarm outside the bubble, but he knew calling to the
spirit would do no good.
"Do not trouble yourself, Rhyn Thardeyn," came a voice from outside
the bubble. "My magic is quite impenetrable."
The ghostwalker lowered the battered sword, and stared into
Talthaliel's eyes.
"Interesting," the seer said, as though he had just observed
something and was probing to see if Walker had as well. "Ah, well.
It is not relevant." The diviner shrugged. He continued, putting
aside whatever he had found interesting. "I regret interfering with
your quest, Spirit of Vengeance. You have fought valiantly, as
befits your training and skill, but your fight against the Lord
Singer is over."
"Your master deserves death," Walker said. "Release me."
"Please; the Lord Singer is not my master." The tiniest flash of
irritation crossed his face, but Talthaliel's words remained even
and solid. Walker felt a tiny chill—he had rarely met one who could
suppress his emotions so forcefully. "Regardless, you are right.
But, for the moment, I do his bidding, and that bidding means your
defeat."
"Then you have me," said Walker. "My quest is at an end." He
lowered his head. "Kill me then—if you serve such a
villain."
Talthaliel didn't flinch.
"Actually, I have a different plan for you."
Walker met the elf's gaze, his eyes confused.
Talthaliel shrugged. "All is occurring as I have foreseen. I have
but to borrow a few moments of your evanescent time, then we will
escape the Lord Singer's clutches together, though we shall never
meet again in this world."
Walker furrowed his brow, but accepted without fully understanding.
He felt, rather than saw, that the diviner meant him no harm—even
encouraged his quest.
Hope flickered, but not at the thought he might defeat Greyt.
Rather, this meant he might see Arya again—
Sitting, Walker folded his legs beneath him and closed his
eyes.
"In the next moments, would you like me to tell you of your past
life? What I have seen and you cannot remember?" asked Talthaliel.
"This may be your only chance."
After a long moment, Walker shook his head. "Rhyn Thardeyn died
fifteen years ago," he said. "Whatever you would tell me of the
past would mean nothing to me now."
Talthaliel nodded.
"One thing only," he said.
Walker inclined his head to hear.
"Your voice was beautiful," the seer said. "For that of a
human."
Walker almost smiled.
* * * * *
Greyt thrust at his son, but Meris stood with a flourish, brought
the shatterspike from right to left, and cut the golden blade
neatly in two.
Greyt watched, stunned, as Meris continued into a spin and brought
the blade snaking around, only to plunge the point between the Lord
Singer's ribs.
When Greyt looked at his son in shock, the wild scout spat out a
chicken heart and a small flow of blood trickled down his chin.
That was why his voice had seemed odd. Greyt's bracer knife had
merely pierced flesh—no vital organs.
"I have learned many habits from you," said Meris. "Gloating is not
one of them."
Fighting the agony, Greyt tried to stab at Meris with the blade in
his gauntlet, but the scout slapped it aside with his axe. Then he
twisted the sword, wrenching a gasp from the Lord Singer. The
shatterspike burst from Greyt's back.
Greyt slumped to his knees, the blade through his body, and fiery
pain spread through him. Words came from his lips, along with a
trickle of blood.
"Meris, please," he croaked. "Lyetha... tell her I... I am sorry. I
killed Tarm and little Rhyn... all those years ago. I alone! Tell
her—I'm sorry."
Meris laughed at him.
"Lies to the last, eh, Father?" he asked. "I suppose it's close
enough to true—true enough to keep me Quaervarr's hero." He
smiled.
Greyt choked. Then he tried to speak again. "Talthaliel... you lied
to me... you said you would fight... and defeat... my son... you
lied..." With one shaking hand, he clutched the amber amulet that
hung around his throat.
Then a boot fell upon his hand and Meris held him down.
The dusky youth grinned hideously. It was time for the final act of
revenge.
"No, no he didn't, Father," he laughed. "He kept his promise. He
has fought and defeated your son." Then he pushed with his foot,
pulling the sword out, and the Lord Singer fell over.
Awash in a sea of pain, Greyt's face was wracked with both agony
and confusion. Then, understanding came upon him, and his eyes
softened.
"Lyetha... why didn't... didn't you tell me?" He gasped one last
time. "Beloved ... forgive me ... for ... what I did not
see..."
As the room faded to black, he imagined that he saw a laughing face
before his eyes. It was a young Rhyn—his Rhyn—and his dazzling blue
eyes, so like those of his beautiful Lyetha, gleamed in the
lamplight.
He heard Rhyn running toward him, but from so far away. He would
never arrive in time, Greyt knew. Rhyn and Lyetha had never been
his, and he had hurt them so much, he was almost glad they would
never be his now.
"We will meet again," he whispered, almost fondly. "In a world
free... of hate and pain."
For the first and last time in his life, Greyt felt
regret.
Then he felt nothing at all.
* * * * *
Talthaliel's mouth curled up at the edges. "Ah," was all he said.
Then he vanished.
As he went, the shimmering sphere around Walker disappeared. Tarm,
his father, was at his side, silent as always, urging him to
stand.
And stand Walker did.
Walker ran for Greyt's manor. Lightning crashed overhead,
threatening fierce rain as before, but nothing came down.
In the courtyard, the cherry trees—imported from far south—were
just beginning to blossom, showing white and pink all around him.
The cobblestone path running from the gate to the front door seemed
impossibly long and Walker ran for all he was worth, his cape
billowing behind him black against a sea of beauty.
Once through the front portal he slowed, watching every shadow for
hidden attackers. He stalked through halls he did not know but
remembered, somehow, as though he had walked them before—a memory
washed away with his own blood that night fifteen years
ago.
After his meeting with Lyetha, he found his memories creeping back,
as though his shattered mind had pulled itself back together. Now
he regretted turning her away, refusing to hear what she might tell
him. His anger had blinded him, and now he wondered.
There were, after all, the mysterious memories of Greyt's manor
that crept into his mind.
There was something eerily familiar about this building he had
avoided studiously for the last fifteen years, lest his thirst for
revenge get the better of him. That wall hanging there, that end
table... The layout of the corridors, the design of the carpet...
Walker could have sworn he could say where each and every door led,
as though...
Even as he ran through the halls of his greatest enemy, Walker felt
the cruel sensation of coming home.
"Empty as the darkness," he said under his breath, washing his mind
of the memories. With the words, Walker pushed the painful,
bittersweet sensation out of his mind, much as one would ignore a
moment of deja vu. It was difficult, but he did it.
Then he heard cruel laughter from ahead and knew his destination:
Greyt's study.
* * * * *
After running a hand through his black curls, Meris took his time
wiping the blade with a kerchief from his pocket. Then he slid the
shatterspike back into its scabbard and dropped the bloody cloth on
his father's corpse. Absently picking at the blood spatters on his
white leather armor, he paused to consider the fallen man. Greyt's
face knew an almost peaceful expression, but there was sadness
there also—a duality of emotion.
By contrast, Meris felt nothing.
That only made him smile.
His smile faded as the lithe Talthaliel stepped out of the air next
to Greyt's body. Meris dropped his hands to his weapons.
The black-robed diviner ignored him entirely. Talthaliel knelt over
the Lord Singer's body.
"I am to assume that Walker has been dealt with, then?" snapped
Meris. "Did you kill the wretch? Where is Bilgren?"
"Yes, no, and dead," Talthaliel replied absently.
"What? Make sense, elf!" shouted Meris. "You were my father's
slave, and he's dead, so you are mine now! Speak!"
Talthaliel looked at him with an expression Meris might have called
amusement. He pulled an amber amulet from Greyt's dead hand and
admired it.
"I serve no man," said the seer, "unless he holds this."
Meris looked at the amber without comprehension. Then he thought he
saw a tiny gleam. "And what is that, your life-force? Your soul, or
whatever you rat-faced elves have instead?"
"My daughter," said Talthaliel. He stood, and Meris watched as the
amulet vanished into his robes. "But to answer your question, the
Spirit of Vengeance has been defeated, once, but I have not slain
him. He comes for you even now, and I do not have to see the future
to know the violence he will bring."
"You fish-skinned, tree-kissing, elf bastard," growled Meris. "You
get back there and—"
Talthaliel vanished as though he had never been.
Meris's frown deepened. Walker? Coming here?
Then it seemed obvious. The fool was trying to rescue Arya. Meris
could ambush Walker and rid himself of the ghost at last—the
shatterspike should do the trick.
First things first, though.
"Guard!" he called.
The door opened and one of the Greyt family rangers looked in. From
his face, he did not find the carnage surprising,
"Too many liabilities," Meris said. "See that that wench Venkyr and
the others have accidents in their cells. Immediately. When they
are dead, post six men there. I want anyone who comes looking for
them killed just as quickly, no matter who it is." The man nodded,
then Meris continued. "And gather all the other rangers in the
courtyard. I am coming soon."
"As you command, Lord Greyt-Wayfarer," the scout said. Then he
disappeared out the door. Out in the hallway, Meris could hear
voices as the two guards left.
"Lord Greyt-Wayfarer," murmured the scout. He enjoyed the sound of
that.
After a moment, Meris bent over Greyt's body and seized the left
hand. The gold wolf's head ring—the Greyt family crest—sparkled
from the fourth finger. Meris wrenched it free, let Greyt's arm
fall with a satisfying thump, and slid it on. It was too
big.
"Once, I would have given anything to have your name," said Meris.
He cradled his father's head in his hands. "I would have done
anything to be worthy—anything to make you love me."
Then he dropped the head and rose, drawing away from the corpse.
When he had gained his feet again, he slipped the ring off and
admired it.
"It seems, however, that all I had to do for your name," said
Meris, "was kill you."
He turned and started for the door.
But it was only to stop. He had noticed something new about the
ring—something he had not seen before. Meris squinted to see. There
was tiny lettering on the inside, elegant letters scripted in
Elvish.
" 'It is easier to destroy than to create,'" he read aloud. He
touched his stubbly chin as though in thought. "Stupid sentiment.
Why create when others will do it for you?"
With a derisive laugh that echoed through the halls, Meris walked
away from the corpse of his father, toward the door. As he opened
the door, he slipped the ring on. Then he stepped out.
Lancing from the shadows, a blade bit through the white leather and
into his stomach.
* * * * *
In the darkness of her prison cell, Arya could see a light
approaching down the dungeon corridor, and a feeling of foreboding
hit her such as she had never known before. So the great and mighty
Lord Greyt had finally ordered her murdered. She would almost
welcome death to free her of the pain of watching Walker die, of
sending her dearest friends to their deaths, and of knowing that
such a twisted lunatic as the Lord Singer was soon to be the most
vaunted hero in the land.
Almost.
The knightly oaths that bound her, however, would not allow Arya to
give up. Even if it was hopeless—even if everything else was
gone—at least she could try.
She swore. This perverted peace, even if Greyt brought it about,
would inevitably fail. The Lord Singer was no friend of Alustriel
or the Silver Marches. The rebellion of Quaervarr would bring
war—innocents would suffer and die for nothing, all so his mad
heroism could hold true, a version of heroism he himself admitted
to be false!
Burning with resolve, Arya strained at her bonds, her mind racing
to formulate an escape plan. She tried to call for Bars and Derst,
but the two slept soundly across the way, and her gag allowed only
muffled grunts. Arya knew she was alone. Perhaps, if the guards
were to come close, she could trip one and get her manacles around
a throat…
But then she heard startled gasps from down the hall and the light
vanished. Straining her eyes, Arya looked out but could see only
darkness. Everything was silent and absolutely still. She could not
be sure why, but she felt that a battle was going on, albeit a
short one, though she could not hear the screams of either men or
steel.
"Illynthas, shara'tem," came a whisper, and a light the size of a
torch flame gleamed into existence inside her cell, a man's length
from her.
It was an eerie, blue-green light that shone from a crystal high
overhead. Arya looked up at it, then allowed her eyes to slide
down, along a long staff of black wood, down to a thin hand that
held it aloft. That hand extended from black robes that swathed a
gaunt figure, a figure with glowing green eyes that seemed to bore
into Arya's very soul.
The dark figure made a little gesture, but it was not an attack.
Her bonds crumbled and fell away, passing into nothingness before
they touched the floor. Arya blinked in disbelief.
"I offer freedom, Nightingale," said the mage. "And a warning: you
are his only hope."
Arya's brow furrowed. "What? What do you mean? Who are you?" she
asked.
"Someone who is doing what he should have done long ago," the mage
replied. He extended his hand as though to help her up.
Still wary, Arya took that hand and, with the mage's help, got to
her feet.
"What—" she started, but he was gone. Where her hand had held his,
there was only a sword: her sword.
The knight looked around in wonder, but the mage had vanished as
quickly as he had come, and there was no sign of his passing,
except for the open cell door.
And that terrible omen: "You are his only hope." Heart pounding,
sword in hand, Arya rushed out to release her companions.
* * * * *
In another corridor, not so far away, Meris's eyes slid from the
dagger stabbing into his belly to the hands holding it. Then they
traveled up the slim arms to his attacker's face to see furious
sapphire eyes glaring at him with all the fury and hatred of the
Nine Hells.
But they were not the eyes of Walker.
Angry tears streaming down her cheeks, Lyetha pushed with all her
strength, driving the dagger through Meris's white leather armor
and into the tough flesh beneath. She had stabbed near the spot
Greyt's knife had found, but her blade followed an angle that cut
deep into his bowels.
Their gazes locked for a moment, and the two shared a terrible
understanding. Meris saw in Lyetha's beautiful eyes the final
cruelty, the last crime that could be committed against
her.
He saw the death of her love.
Never had Meris seen something that stunned him—or frightened
him—as much as the fury in those eyes.
"For my husband," she said, steel on her tongue. "And for my
son."
Meris blinked in reply.
Only when the darkness down the hall swirled and Walker
materialized did Meris awaken and realize where he was and what had
happened. With a flourish, he dropped his hand to the
shatterspike's hilt.
"No!" shouted Walker, leaping forward.
It was too late, though, for Meris drew the blade out and across
Lyetha's chest, sending blood sailing. Slowly, as though time
itself stood still, the beautiful half-elf fell back into Walker's
arms. The ghostwalker, panic and wrenching pain on his face, gazed
into her eyes.
Meris, who had never seen Walker express emotion, blinked in
stunned silence at the depth of the ghostwalker's mourning, and it
sent a pang through his heart. He did not even think of attacking,
though Walker was defenseless.
Lyetha looked up at Walker as though she did not recognize him, for
a long, agonizing breath. Then her brows rose and a soft smile
creased her face where only a pained grimace had been before. She
gripped his hand with renewed strength, as though finally
understanding a secret only the two of them knew. Held in Walker's
arms, Lyetha drifted into death as Meris watched. At last, her eyes
shifted past Walker's shoulder, and her lips moved.
"Well met again, Tarm," she said.
Then Lyetha died, a peaceful smile on her face.
Though Meris knew he should have attacked, should have sent his
blade screaming for Walker's head in the man's moment of
vulnerability, he could not. Some part of him caught the sight of
something greater than himself—for the first time in his life—and
it stayed his hand. Or perhaps it was his fear of the unknown. He
did not understand—indeed, he could not begin to fathom—the
emotional depth of the scene before him, and confusion ran through
him and with it, terror.
Meris knew then, for the first time, the full measure of his foe,
and he was terrified.
* * * * *
Even as he watched her spirit fade away, embracing that of Tarm
Thardeyn, Walker gently laid his dead mother on the soft carpet and
rose to face Meris, who still stood, apparently dumbfounded.
Reaching down to his belt, Walker slowly drew out the guardsman's
sword and pointed it across the short distance that separated him
from Meris. The wild scout responded by raising his own
weapon—Walker's shatterspike—and pointing it at the ghostwalker.
The points of the blades almost touched.
Meris calmly pulled the knife out of his belly, grimacing as blood
leaked out. Not taking his eyes from the ghostwalker, Meris dropped
a hand to his belt, drew out a steel-encased potion, and quaffed
it.
Walker watched as the blood flowing down the white leather slowed
to a trickle, then stopped entirely. His eyes darted into the
study, and he saw Greyt's corpse. Somehow, even knowing that his
vengeance was done did not calm the rage that boiled within his
heart.
"This will be our final duel," Walker assured him. "You will pay
for all you have done."
"I'm sure I will," Meris replied. "We've looked forward to this
duel—you and I both." He rolled the sword over in the air, and its
mithral surface glinted almost gold in the torchlight. "But I have
the advantage, my friend."
In response, Walker held up his bandaged left hand, upon the fourth
finger of which gleamed his silver wolf ring. Its single sapphire
eye sparkled.
Meris shrugged, conceding the point.
"I'll just have to make sure I cut your hand off before I kill you
this time," he mocked.
Now it was Walker's turn to shrug, but he did not move a muscle.
His focus remained upon Meris, this man who had taken all Walker
valued in life—things he had never known, and things he had thought
lost before but had only truly gone now.
Such was his focus upon Meris that Walker was completely surprised
when the door behind him shook under a mighty blow and muffled
shouts penetrated the wood. He lunged, startled, but Meris batted
his sword out of the way and leaped to the side.
The scout slashed out with a counter—a blow Walker dodged—and his
wince of pain told Walker that the healing potion had not taken
full effect yet. Walker took full advantage, slamming his sword
into the shatterspike with a ringing blow. The long sword snapped
against the shatterspike's edge, sheering off with a scream, but
the damage had been done. With a curse, Meris let the mithral blade
fall from his shaking fingers. The scout dived for it, but Walker
flung the broken blade at him, and it sank into the carpet a pace
from Meris's hand. Scrambling away from the weapons, Meris fled
down the hallway, shouting for the guards as he went.
Walker slipped a dagger out into his hand and pulled back, but
another blow on the door jarred his focus and the blade ended up in
a wall a foot from Meris's fleeing head. Before the ghostwalker
could draw another knife, the scout vanished around a corner toward
the door to Greyt's manor.
Stifling a curse, Walker turned back to the vibrating door. The
sounds of fierce fighting came from behind the locked portal, deep
within the manor. A blunt object pounded upon the locked portal,
and a long crack had appeared through the door. Taking up the
shatterspike, Walker readied his lunge.
The door splintered, cracked, and flew off its hinges. Walker
leaped out...
And stopped. His mouth dropped open and his sword point fell with
it.
"I told you I could have picked the...." Derst was saying. Then he
saw the ghostwalker. "Oh."
"Walker!" shouted Arya as she threw herself into his
arms.
The ghostwalker was dumbfounded and his mind blanked for the next
few moments. All he knew was that he was holding Arya and kissing
her and, somehow, that was all that mattered.
Bars and Derst tried to fill the silence with chat.
"You know, Bars," said Derst, who hovered at the paladin's side,
picking at his light tunic. "I'll be we could have found and donned
our armor in the time it takes the two of them to say 'well
met.'"
"Speak for yourself, Sir Goldtook," Bars replied. "You're the one
who wears hunting leathers. I'm the one with the metal plates.
Perhaps if you were my acting squire—"
"Forget it!" spat Derst. "You remember the first and last time I
helped you put on your armor. Never again!"
" 'Never again?' Why so?"
"You almost crushed me when you needed a chair!" argued
Derst.
"Squires often do much in the line of duty," shrugged
Bars.
"I suppose sponge bathes, for example?"
"Only if you're a lass in mail—er, sorry Arya," Bars mumbled, his
face turning bright red.
But the lady knight had not even noticed. Instead, she was holding
Walker as though he might slip away at any moment.
"Ahem," Derst said, clearing his throat. "We're still
here."
Walker and Arya, remembering themselves at last, pulled apart and
turned. Though she had moved to the side, Arya still held his hand
tightly, a warm touch that threatened to swallow Walker's
focus.
The sounds of battle were still coming from beneath the manor. Bars
and Derst had freed the other prisoners, who even now fought Greyt
family rangers underground.
The three knights were covered with sweat and grime, clad in simple
tunics and leggings rather than armor, and speckled here and there
with blood—none of it apparently theirs. Their borrowed and
improvised weapons (Derst's being a dagger, leather thong, and
flask) were in sorry need of repair. All three seemed tired, weak,
and totally unprepared for a fight except for the grim expressions
they wore—looks that would cause the most hardened warrior to
wince.
In perfect shape to wade into battle.
Walker nodded. "Well met," he said.
"Well met indeed," said Bars, extending his hand. "Arya's told us
much about you. Well, not really that much... Well, aye, nothing.
Um ... Well met." He trailed off and left his arm out for Walker to
take.
Walker looked down at the extended arm and took it, to his great
surprise.
Derst shook Walker hand. "I thought you'd be taller," he
mumbled.
"I'm glad you got to meet," said Arya. "Especially since we're
probably all going to meet Kelemvor in his underworld
soon."
Walker needed no words to explain what they were about to do. He
merely pointed.
"Bah!" exclaimed Derst. "You're always the pessimist,
Arya."
"Aye, how many rangers can Meris have?" rumbled Bars. "A dozen?
Two? Babe's play!"
"Easier than poking a chest full of goblins with a rapier," agreed
Derst. "And besides—are they the legendary Knights in Silver? No.
We are." He paused. "The legendary."
"Right," agreed Bars. "The Knights in Silver have never been
defeated on the field of battle, and for good reason. Each of us is
worth twenty of them!"
Arya, none-too-confident, looked at Walker for support, but the
ghostwalker only smiled. She rolled her eyes.
"Men," she said.
"Aye," agreed Derst. Then, after a pause, he looked at Walker.
"So—what's our plan?"
Walker turned and looked down the darkened hallway. He bent and
slowly retrieved the discarded shatterspike sword.
"The front entrance?" Bars said, bemused. "Smells like an
ambush."
"Bah! Meris would never expect us to be so stupid as to go out the
front!" put in Derst with a laugh.
Then, when no one laughed along with him, his face grew serious
once more.
"We're not, are we?" he asked, looking to each one for a
reply.
None were forthcoming.
The ghostwalker peered at each of the knights. Then, without a
word, he began walking resolutely down the hallway.
A smile lit on Bars's face.
"I like that plan!" he said. He hurried behind Walker.
Derst and Arya looked at each other, both equally
stumped.
"Well, I suppose there's always my foolproof backup plan," said
Derst. Arya arched an eyebrow.
"Proof against you, you mean?" Arya asked.
"You know me," Derst said with a shrug. He indicated the hallway
with an open hand, and followed Arya when she ran after
Walker.
When they arrived at the closed double doors, Walker held up a hand
to stop them. He turned to address the three knights, who shared
his determination. They drew steel.
"We do not know how many rangers await," said Walker. "I will go
first."
"Suit yourself," Derst whistled. He hid behind a small table. "I'm
comfortable, being alive and everything."
Bars nodded, pressing himself into the corner between the door and
the wall.
Arya was not as yielding. She stood next to Walker, stubbornly
clinging to his arm. When he looked over at her, her eyes were
firm. "I'm coming with you," she said.
"This is the only way," Walker replied calmly but firmly.
"But, Walker, I have to tell you—"
His steely gaze cut her off and told her Walker would brook no
argument.
Biting her lip, Arya took Walker's hand and squeezed it.
"Be wary," she said.
Walker nodded, squeezing her hand back to show he understood. Then
Arya took up her place opposite Bars.
The ghostwalker closed his eyes, breathing in deeply. His focus
returned, dampening the hot rage to a cool fury, shuffling it
behind icy walls of control. Deep in his dark resolve once more,
Walker opened his eyes, prepared.
Sheathing the shatterspike, Walker stepped to the doors, pulled
them open, and walked out, arms wide open...
Into a hail of arrows.
CHAPTER 22
30 Tarsakh
Arrows from two dozen bows shot for him, arrows
seeking to turn Walker into a human forest. The ambushing rangers
were fully confident the battle was over before it had begun, for
there was no way Walker could dodge or deflect so many arrows. The
arrows shot right through him and slammed into the open doors,
carpeted floor, and walls inside Greyt's manor, and more than a few
bristled from the end table behind which Derst hid. Arya stifled a
scream, covering her mouth. Bars and Derst looked at one another,
shocked.
Walker just shook his head. It was all just as he had
expected.
As the rangers, standing in a rough line in the middle of the
plaza, looked down at their bows as though the weapons had betrayed
them somehow, Walker raised his head and continued to stride
forward. As he came, they realized they could see through his body;
he was translucent, like a ghost.
More than a few of the twenty-four rangers gasped in terror, seeing
the vengeful spirit of folk legend, and their limbs shook. The
others, old and hardened veterans all, gazed at Walker in doubt and
disbelief.
The two dozen men stood in front of the Whistling Stag, which
rested across the way from Greyt's manor. Walker nodded. That must
have been where Meris had fled.
"I am the Spirit of Vengeance," said Walker. His matter-of-fact
words were soft, but they projected throughout the square loudly
enough to reach all their ears. "I am the son of the Ghostly Lady
of the Dark Woods, who brought the fires of heaven upon Quaervarr a
century past. I was born and live in darkness, I breathe
retribution, and I sleep to the screams of the damned. I fear no
living thing, man or woman."
He paused, waiting while all that sank into his foes, but he need
not have bothered. The rangers were trembling.
"I have slain your champions, and one alone awaits me," he
continued. "My fight is with Meris Wayfarer, not with you. I offer
you this one chance to throw down your weapons and to quit
Quaervarr and the Moonwood forever."
Many of the guardsmen looked hesitant and afraid, but the reminder
of Meris, their new lord, seemed to snap them out of it. Not that
they knew loyalty, but as much as they feared the black specter
before them, they feared the cruelty of Meris Wayfarer more. After
all, one man could not defeat two dozen men, no matter his power.
No ranger threw down his arms—indeed, many fitted more arrows to
the string or drew swords.
"Then it seems I have no choice," said Walker, slowly drawing the
shatterspike and continuing to walk toward them, "but to kill you
all."
Half the rangers replied by aiming for Walker once more, and half
tightened their grip on their weapons.
The ghostwalker made no sign of changing his calm walk until the
first ranger, two short swords in his hands, lunged at him,
screaming the name of the late Lord Singer.
Walker whirled, his blade out and dancing in the breeze. It cleaved
one sword in two then snapped against the man's arm, sending him
away screaming. A second ranger thrust a long sword at Walker from
the other side, a blow that was deflected with perfect timing. The
ghostwalker brought the sword up high, then threw the ranger off
and continued walking, as though the man had never attacked. This
ranger looked at his sword, saw that it was still whole, and swung
at Walker's back. At the same moment, the dozen rangers with bows
drawn fired upon the ghostwalker.
Unfortunately for the rangers flanking Walker, the arrows passed
through the ghostwalker's head and chest as through mist and found
resting spots in their bodies.
Screaming, the rangers tumbled down, even as Walker broke into a
run toward the bowmen, who now scrambled to set arrows to
bowstrings. As he went, he leaped bodily through a ranger who
chopped two axes down through nothing and ended up on the ground,
confused.
"He's an illusion!" shouted one of the rangers. "He's not even
really—"
Then Walker brought his blade down into the man's mocking smile and
ended his words.
Even as the rangers milled around in confusion and terror, Walker
flew into a dance of death, his sword weaving back and forth,
deflecting and shattering weapons even as arrows and swords passed
through him. Though his body had no substance, his
shatterspike—shimmering and almost translucent—still cut with just
as much deadliness as it always had. Only his blade could bridge
the gap between worlds and inflict pain in either.
Ironically, Walker carried the only weapon in the plaza that could
touch him as a ghost.
Rarely did the shatterspike cleave flesh, though—most of the wounds
that set rangers grunting, cursing, or falling were the result of
the rangers' own weapons. Arrows flew through the battle without
guidance, sailing through Walker's ghostly form to find ranger
flesh instead.
Walker brought the shatterspike whirling in a glittering
semicircle, shearing two raised blades in half and cutting a
bowstring neatly on the back swing. Before the bowman could even
drop his ruined weapon, Walker slashed him across the face and sent
him down into the mud. It was only his second kill.
As though at random, Walker danced through the crowd, leaping
around and through rangers, his shatterspike flashing, dropping
weapons and men. He cut bowstrings, cleaved apart bows, and sliced
quivers in two.
After a few moments, when the rangers were largely panicked, mostly
disarmed, and completely disorganized, Walker smiled. "Go forth,"
he whispered on the wind, even as he sheathed his blade.
With that, he turned and ran toward the Whistling Stag. Many turned
to give chase, hefting what weapons they could—belt daggers,
hatchets, and the like—but then they heard new shouts.
"Forth the Nightingale!" came a mighty cry, shared by three
throats, from behind them.
Most of the rangers turned, just in time to see three Knights in
Silver, stripped to gray tunics and breeches, charge into the fray,
weapons hungry for Greyt ranger blood. And the rangers had no bows
or swords with which to cut them down.
Meanwhile, Walker sprang toward the Stag and vanished through the
closed door, passing through the wood like a ghost.
* * * * *
The three Knights in Silver swept upon the confused rangers like a
trio of giants, hacking and crushing left and right. Four rangers
went down in the initial rush—Bars having taken down two
himself—and the knights' courage did much to shake the rangers'
crumbling resolve.
In the first confused moments of battle, Derst disarmed two men of
their backup weapons and was dancing around a third, his improvised
chain-dagger creating havoc for the ranger as he tried to cleave
the wiry knight in two with a mighty war axe. An overhead chop was
sidestepped, a withering cross ducked, and a reversal hit nothing
but air as Derst rolled and stuck the dagger in the man's side. The
man yelped and staggered forward, but the dagger was firmly lodged
between ribs and brigandine plating. The ranger turned, but his
motion only pulled Derst to the side—in time to dodge the falling
axe.
Meanwhile, Bars worked furiously to hold off four rangers, his
mismatched maces dancing and flashing like lightning. Though he
could not launch a counter, the huge paladin put up a stunning
defense, where he picked off every thrust, slash, and jab his
opponents launched. Every time, they recoiled from the attack
shaking their sword arms, which rung with the force of Bars's
parries. Growling, Bars kept his duel at a standstill.
Fighting three men, Arya, not as nimble or as strong as her
respective companions, more than made up for it in ferocity and
cunning. She parried aside one ranger and immediately shield rushed
the second, catching him off guard. She discarded her shield, which
she had only held, not strapped on, and he had to fumble it out of
the way with a clumsy downward cross of his two short
swords.
The Nightingale shield fell to the dust, but Arya followed through
and slammed her left fist then her left elbow into his face. The
man staggered and collapsed backward, and Arya brought her sword
back around just in time to parry the attack of a third ranger. She
locked blades with him, then hooked a foot around his ankle and
sent him staggering into the man she had left behind.
With a shout to the Lord Singer, the man on the ground slashed her
across the front of the shin with his blade, but it was a weak
blow, driven mostly by panic and not by skill.
Arya gritted her teeth against the pain and brought her sword
plunging down into his chest. The man screamed and lay
still.
"No mercy!" she shouted, slashing back around to deflect another
seeking sword. The feral rage in her scream sent two rangers
staggering back, doubtful looks on their faces.
By this time, two other rangers had closed on Derst's duel and were
slashing and thrusting, but they only nearly hit the axe-wielder.
The roguish knight kept dodging their blows, running in two low
circles around the ranger with the axe, weaving the lanyard of his
makeshift chain-dagger as he went. Finally, with the man fully
wrapped, Derst slid past one of the swordsmen, put both hands on
the thick lanyard, and yanked for all he was worth. The lanyard
pulled tight around the man's legs, ruining his balance, and one
ranger staggered into the other, sending both down in a jumble of
limbs.
"Hail, lass!" shouted Derst as he leaped over another thrust, freed
his lanyard, and kicked out, catching the ranger in the
face.
" 'Arya,' Derst!" the lady knight snapped back. She parried a slash
and punched the man in the face as though with a shield. Her fist
had much less effect, but it was enough to send him reeling back.
"It's Arya! You want to be 'lad?'"
"Oh, never that!" replied Derst. "Sorry! I was going to ask—" he
parried a seeking blade with his dagger, hooked his lanyard around
the weapon, and ripped it out of the man's hands, "—whether you
think a—" he dodged another swipe, "—promotion's on the
horizon?"
"I concur!" rumbled Bars as he swatted a ranger aside like an
insect. He faced four more, but they looked more afraid of him than
he of them." 'Tis not every day you fight almost a score of men
with just your two friends!"
"Dashing friends," corrected Derst as he parried a sword and gave
the man a quick kick to the shin, putting him down.
" 'Tis not every day you win!" replied Arya as she narrowly
deflected another slash. "Fight now, talk later!"
Even with that chastening remark—or perhaps because of it—Derst
continued right on chattering.
"They might even make you a Knight Protector for this!" he said.
Then his brows knitted and he addressed his current opponent,
blocking and parrying between each word. "What's that, eh, chap?
Equivalent to Captain? Colonel? General? No, surely not that
high."
He paused, expecting an answer. When nothing but another slash was
forthcoming, which he dodged, Derst shrugged.
"Not sure, eh? Well, I guess I'll just have to find out."
The man bellowed and thrust again, but Derst leaped high into the
air, kicked off the man's arm, flipped over his head, and come down
slashing from behind. The ranger went down.
One of Bars's opponents finally made the mistake of planting his
feet incorrectly on the thrust, leaving an opening as he stumbled
back—an opening Bars took. With a bellow to Torm, the paladin
leaped at him, working his maces independently to knock the man's
sword aside. Bars thundered over the hapless ranger, knocked him
flat to the ground, kicked his sword aside, and brought down both
maces on the head of a fifth man who had been seeking to maneuver
around Arya. With two foes down, Bars landed back on the ground and
continued his defense.
With a glare, Arya lunged at the two hesitating rangers. They fell
back into defensive stances, unwilling to approach the fierce
woman. She was thankful for the reprieve, since pain was lancing up
her leg, even as she bit her lip to ignore it.
The momentary lapse in her duel allowed Arya a moment to glance
after Walker, at the Whistling Stag. She could hear nothing from
within, and that did nothing to calm her nerves. It was only a
momentary glance, though, then the ranger was back, sword lancing
for her heart.
Her heart...
"You are his only hope," had been the wizard's words.
Arya slapped it aside and growled her frustration.
* * * * *
Meris ran into the Whistling Stag's common room only to find it
deserted except for the innkeep Garion and a few regulars drinking
at the bar. At the sight of the bloodied Meris, carrying a drawn
axe, bursting through the door, all eyes turned.
"Oi, lad, wha' be the—" Garion began.
Running across the room, Meris slapped him across the face,
silencing his next few words. Stunned, the big man staggered back
and knocked a few tankards over—including the ale of a wizened old
man who kept right on drinking air without noticing.
Wearing a haggard and hunted look, Meris grabbed up one of the
drinkers—a drunken rake with long brown hair and a half-beard—and
held the drunkard's body before him like a shield.
"Now, wait jes' a moment—" stammered Morgan.
"Silence!" shouted the wild scout. "Malar's claws!"
He held the rake up between himself and the door, as though
expecting a blade to come lancing for his heart at any
moment.
Then a fist came out of the darkness behind him and struck the back
of his head.
Meris staggered and fell, shoving Morgan away. He drew the main
gauche from the rake's belt, though, and turned with the blade
slashing, but there was no one to attack. There were only the other
Whistling Stag patrons, who were even now fleeing up the stairs,
with a surprisingly sober Morgan following them.
"Meris Wayfarer," a haunting, ghostly voice called.
"Face me like a man, damned creature!" challenged Meris.
Walker appeared in a dark corner of the room before him, and Meris
let fly with the main gauche. It stabbed into the wood wall and
wobbled there.
"Dark as shadow," intoned Walker. His voice, from no visible
source, echoed around the room eerily.
Meris drew a throwing knife from his belt and looked around, but no
one was there.
"You will die, Meris Wayfarer, Meris the bastard," Walker promised.
As he spoke, he stalked Meris around the room, passing between the
shadows, always just on the verge of material presence. The drawn
shatterspike glittered, as did the sapphire eye of his wolf ring,
spectral as both were. "For crimes against my family, for crimes
against those I love, for crimes against the people of Quaervarr
and the people of the Silver Marches."
Walker stepped across a pool of light, and Meris threw the knife.
It passed through the intangible ghostwalker and thunked into the
closed door.
Walker continued. "I am the silence of the grave, the shock of
lightning. My passing is rain upon the mountains and wind through
the plains. My rage burns in the Hells, and I will bring you to
those Hells. I, the spirit of vengeance, promise you
death."
"Stay away from me!" shouted Meris, his expression terrified beyond
belief. "Away! Take anything you want! Leave me be!"
"Tempt not the spirit of vengeance," came the voice. Walker
materialized right before him, his pointing finger but a hand's
breadth from the scout's face. "He comes for you."
Then Meris's expression changed and his feigned terror vanished.
"Perhaps not, Rhyn," came the searing reply.
* * * * *
No matter how fierce and skilled the three knights were, they knew
it was only a matter of time before the rangers realized they
outnumbered the knights. With renewed vigor—aided by simple
assessment of the enemy forces—the Greyt family rangers fought back
with greater confidence, with multiple men going to attack each of
the knights in a coordinated fashion.
"It's about time for that backup plan, Derst!" Arya shouted,
parrying and running, keeping the four rangers that were now her
opponents from surrounding her.
Several more were moving her way, though—maneuvering to get at her
flanks. Without armor or a shield, Arya would not be able to fend
off more than one or two attackers.
"Backup plan?" Derst asked dubiously, evading a swipe, rolling
under the man's arm and gouging him in the thigh with his dagger. A
ranger cut along his back, leaving a long red line, but Derst only
grimaced, dodged, and fought on.
"You used to be a thief!" roared Bars. "You always have a backup
plan!" A pair of daggers shot in, seeking his flesh. He batted one
aside, and the hand that went with it, but accepted a stab from the
other. A knife wound for a broken hand would be more than a fair
trade—under other circumstances. "And it's about time for that
plan!"
"You know," panted Derst, even as he snagged a sword with his
chain-dagger, only to have the thick leather snap in two. The
cutting blade nearly sliced his arm in two, and it was only Derst's
reflexes that pulled it out of the way. Frowning at the destroyed
weapon as he dodged and eluded his attackers, Derst finished the
sentence. "I think you're right."
The door of Greyt's manor burst open and a score of men—some
watchmen, some businessmen, even a couple noble dandies—with the
gigantic Unddreth at their head, burst out, captured swords and
daggers in their hands. With cries of "Quaervarr!" and "The Stag!"
they rushed to join in the fray.
Derst had always had a talent for opening locks—and more than
enough experience with cell doors.
"How's that for a backup plan, lass?" shouted Derst. Then he dived
away from a frightened ranger and corrected himself. "Sorry—Arya.
How about this development, eh?"
There was no reply.
"Arya?" he asked again.
* * * * *
The ghostwalker gave Meris a bittersweet smile in reply. "Rhyn
Thardeyn died long ago," Walker said. "That name holds no power
over me."
"No, no it doesn't," Meris said. "But your true name does, doesn't
it, Rhyn Greyt?"
Walker hesitated, shock spreading over his face, and his body
wrenched fully into the physical world. Immediately, Meris slashed
his axe at the ghostwalker.
Stunned, Walker managed to deflect the axe, but it hooked around
the shatterspike. Meris ripped the weapon from Walker's hand, spun
it, caught the sword's hilt, and turned it into a stab. With his
bracer, Walker managed to turn the killing thrust into his
shoulder. The hand axe darted low and hooked around Walker's leg.
Blinded by the pain in his shoulder, Walker couldn't resist as
Meris yanked him from his feet. Walker's head slammed into the hard
floorboards and the air fled from his heaving lungs.
"Your mystery is your power, Rhyn Greyt," said Meris, "is it not?
Your betrayer told me this. Not so confident without your secret,
are you? You didn't even know, did you?"
Walker was speechless.
"Oh yes, brother," Meris said over him, spinning the shatterspike
in his hand. "Lyetha loved our father first—before Thardeyn, the
old priest. When Greyt wouldn't marry her, Lyetha turned to
Thardeyn to hide you. And to think, all that time pretending that
you were Thardeyn's—all for naught. I always suspected, but I
didn't know. Until now."
How did he know this? Who could have told him? Lyetha? She would
never have...
"Why?" Walker managed to croak through the lights dancing across
his eyes. He felt so weak, so unsure, so unfocused.
A memory flashed through his head, a memory of Meris: The boy stood
over him. The look in his eyes; no anger, no passion, no sadness,
no softness. Not even pity. Only hate.
Meris pulled the shatterspike out of Walker's shoulder and looked
at its sparkle.
"How poetic, an avenger killed with his own sword," he said. "What
do you say to that, Walker? You're a poet, right? Or perhaps it is
really my sword, eh?"
Walker stared up at him defiantly.
"Rhyn, you've been deceived," said Meris as he held the sword
between his legs and buckled the axe to his belt. His hands freed,
he stripped his gauntlets so that he could kill Walker barehanded.
"I did what I did fifteen years ago for my own gain and, well,
because I've always hated you. You inherited all our father's
qualities—singing, courage, charisma—and I took all his
faults—ambition, violence and, well, madness."
Meris shared a private laugh with himself. No one joined
him.
"And you probably would have taken his wealth when you came of age.
The truth would have come out, I knew—somehow." He growled. "And
that's 'why,' really. My father would've spared you in the
forest—the coward. He just wanted to frighten you, but I took the
healing ring off your finger." He trailed off with a smile. "You
were the first sibling I killed, even if I didn't know it at the
time. Now you will be the last as well."
Flashes of the forest swam in his mind—the rapier that rammed
through his chest, that cut his throat and ruined his voice.
Greyt's sword. But the healing ring...
The boy with eyes filled with hate loomed over him. The wolf's head
ring sparkled in his hand. "Let's hear you sing now," he said as
his father's sword descended.
A tear slid down Walker's cheek. How could Meris have known this?
Walker had not even known. Who knew Walker's name? Who knew what
only Lyetha could know? Who could have betrayed him?
Walker did not know, and now it was too late.
Meris laughed. "And here, look at me, gloating over my victory like
my old man!" A chuckle. "Can't forget that ring—my father's ring."
Meris knelt and pulled the wolf's head ring from Walker's finger,
tearing away much of the improvised covering as he did so. Then he
leaned over and ran a finger along Walker's cheek.
The touch of death.
"Well, Rhyn, let's hear you sing now," Meris said as he raised the
sword over his head.
* * * * *
In a distant grove, among verdant trees that seemed to weep in the
winter's breeze, a ghostly golden figure stood atop a huge,
overturned boulder and looked into the sinking sun.
"It is done," Gylther'yel said with a sigh.
* * * * *
"Meris!" came a shout.
The wild scout hesitated and looked. Wild-eyed, Arya stood across
the room, sword in hand. She wore almost as much blood as cloth—not
all of it her own—and her hair blazed in the lamplight.
"Arya," Walker managed. "No..."
The lady knight bent her knees and held the blade low.
"Come, bastard," she growled. "We are not done yet, you and I. We
have had this dance waiting from the beginning."
Meris sneered. "You should've killed me while my back was turned,
while you had the chance."
"Knights do not stab enemies in the back," Arya said.
Meris gave her a mock salute and chuckled. Then he charged,
shatterspike and axe held out to his sides. Arya ran at him, sword
held low.
They met in the center of the common room, blades whirring and
sparks flying. Arya slashed in high, and Meris picked off the
attack with shatterspike and axe then spun, bringing the weapons
around at her head. Arya ducked the shatterspike and parried the
axe, sending the axe back and shooting in a fist to pound Meris's
chest through the opening he left. Her punch hardly affected the
man through his thick leather armor, and he pushed her back with a
lunge. The two separated for a moment.
"Oh, yes, wench, that's right," laughed Meris, beckoning her with
his axe. "A valiant stand, as useless as valor itself!"
The knight fought silently, though her shoulders heaved from the
exertion of battle. Weariness shuddered through her body,
threatening to slow her blade. Arya reasoned that perhaps she
should just run—she could never defeat Meris alone, even if she
were fresh, fully armed, and fully armored. His skill was beyond
hers. What was she doing here? Letting Walker see her one last
time, only to see her killed?
She could not run, though. A Knight in Silver never ran, and never
abandoned her friends and those she loved. She would fight Meris to
the death—likely her death, but at least she would not die a
coward, as he was.
Then Arya saw something out of the corner of her eye, and hope
glimmered in her heart.
"For the Marches!" she cried, throwing herself forward in a
desperate lunge.
Meris, momentarily caught off guard by the wild thrust, brought the
shatterspike around to parry her sword high, even as he swung in
low with the axe to trip her. Then the blade twisted in Arya's
hand—a rolling of the wrist that reduced her grip almost to
nothing—and her long sword went under the shatterspike, deflecting
it wide. The notched steel sheared off against the shatterspike and
she dropped the broken hilt. Her left hand shot in and seized the
throwing dagger at Meris's belt even as her sword hand grasped his
wrist with as much strength as she could muster. The axe, ignored,
hooked around her knee to pull her down.
"What are you—" Meris started even as he pulled with his
axe.
"A trick I learned from Walker!" Arya snapped.
Then Meris screamed in pain as Arya drove the tiny blade into his
unarmored wrist.
The shatterspike tumbled from Meris's nerveless hand even as he
yanked Arya to the ground. Since she was still holding his arm, he
fell with her. As she fell, she caught the ghostly blade in her
free hand—by luck not shearing off her fingers—and held it between
them, its hilt against the floorboards. As Meris fell, his weight
drove the blade through his left side.
The two of them stayed there for a moment, Arya holding herself up
under the impaled Meris, who rested on his knees. Blood leaked from
his mouth and he looked at the knight without
comprehension.
Then madness returned to his eyes and, with it, rage. Meris spat
blood on Arya's face, causing her to wince. Then, his hand
scrabbled across the floor and seized her fallen, splinted sword.
He slammed the hilt into Arya's forehead, knocking her back,
stunned. As he rose, Meris didn't seem to notice the sword running
through his side. He turned the splintered sword in his hands and
loomed over Arya, ready to deliver the killing stroke.
Then he stopped as a chilling melody came from behind.
* * * * *
Meris turned.
Walker, standing again, sang a song of dark beauty, a lullaby to
lead a sleeper into the endless night, a song of velvet softness
and nameless fear. The words in lyrical Elvish, it was a song of
mourning, begging for forgiveness, and promising
vengeance.
Stunned, Meris looked at Walker for a moment, his eyes wide and
staring. Then he came back to his senses and slashed the broken
sword at Walker's head. The dark warrior ducked smoothly and
reached out with both hands. He pulled the blade from Meris's side
and stabbed it back into the dusky youth's chest.
Meris looked down at the sword and gave a weak gasp. The scout's
limbs went limp and he sagged, but Walker caught his body and held
his face up.
"Who?" he demanded. "Tell me. Who?"
He did not truly need to ask, for Meris had torn the bandage free
of his left hand and he felt the truth keenly through his bare
skin, in ghostly resonance, from the shatterspike. But some part of
him had to be sure.
Meris smiled almost wistfully. "The Ghostly Lady," he
said.
It seemed to Walker that he should be surprised, hurt, or
frightened, but he felt nothing. Nothing but cold.
Then Meris's eyes slid closed for the last time.
Walker held the cooling body for a moment, looking into the face he
had hated so much, the last of his tormentors and the one who had
taken his dream from him.
Somehow, he felt no anger. Only sadness.
"How?" Arya asked as he helped her to her feet. "How did you do it?
The name. I thought your name had destroyed you."
"Rhyn Thardeyn will always be my name," the ghostwalker said.
"Never Rhyn Greyt."
Before they left the Whistling Stag, Walker looked back at Meris's
body.
"Farewell, my brother," he murmured.
CHAPTER 23
30 Tarsakh
As the sun set, Walker stood in the center of
Quaervarr's main plaza, his cloak billowing out behind him in the
wind. The rain had passed and the clouds were clearing, but the
fearsome wind still blew, threatening to rip cloaks from the backs
of any foolish enough to go outside. Despite this, hundreds milled
about the square, voices chattering and shouting. Though the place
was abuzz with activity, Walker's silent and unmoving form went
largely unnoticed.
The watch, with Captain Unddreth restored to command, had taken
control of the courtyard quickly and was even now sorting out the
prisoners. The surviving rangers—all fifteen of them, several too
injured to move without assistance—were shuttled into the Quaervarr
jail and, when that was full, to the very dungeons that had until
recently housed Unddreth and others loyal to Geth Stonar.
The rangers would be held until such time as their ultimate fate
could be decided, but Arya had dissuaded Unddreth from calling for
the noose. Loyal men should not be punished so severely for
defending their master, especially when they thought him to be a
noble and virtuous hero, she had convinced him.
A courier had been dispatched to fetch Speaker Stonar back from
Silverymoon, along with a cadre of watchmen for protection. They
also sought to ascertain the fate of Clearwater and the other
riders. One of the druids went along as well—the Oak House simply
couldn't ignore the disappearance of two of their own, one their
mistress.
In Quaervarr's main plaza, a crowd had gathered to listen as Arya
and her companions explained the events of the last few days. Under
the watchful and approving eye of the stony-faced Unddreth, the
knights spoke of Greyt's plots, kidnappings, and murders, as well
as the atrocities committed by Meris and his cronies. The town had
been thrown into disarray, with the late Lord Singer's charismatic
bravado pressing against the firm, peaceful rule of Geth Stonar.
With the recounting of the day's bloody events and the revealing of
the truth, however, most of the citizenship had grown disillusioned
with the legend of Greyt and turned back to those civil leaders
they could trust: Stonar and Unddreth.
Mercifully, Arya chose to remain silent about the events of fifteen
years previous—Walker did not think he could stomach a retelling of
his murder. In addition, he lived, once again, in mystery—a mystery
that kept all the citizens, except for the most inquisitive (and
foolish) children, away from him as he rested and healed. The
silver wolf's head ring was back around his finger, helping his
wounds re-knit and his scars disappear, a process that Walker had
gone through so many times he hardly even felt the itchy tingling
running through his body.
Hardly, that is to say, except for four particular wounds. With the
deaths of Greyt and Meris, the flesh they had broken could finally
heal. Though he would carry the scars, and speak in a whisper to
the end of his days, Walker felt nearly whole.
Then a pain seized him and Walker's tranquil frown
dipped.
That was when he knew he was not fully whole. He had one task still
to complete, one last wrong to set right, one last crime to avenge.
He had one last life to take.
Shifting into his ghostsight, Walker turned to the side, expecting
to see the spirit of Tarm Thardeyn, who had always given him silent
guidance. But there was no spirit there.
Walker smiled. He remembered watching the spirits of Tarm and
Lyetha fade, reunited at last in death. He also remembered the
gentle, sweet emotion that had swept through him at the time—love,
the kind of feeling Walker knew when he looked upon Arya
Venkyr.
Arya.
Walker looked over at her as she addressed a body of gathered
citizens, much as Lord Greyt had done in the past. She had cleaned
her hair and wounds after the battle, and Bars had applied his
healing touch to her as well. The knight was radiant in the fading
sunlight that filtered through the clouds, the silver of her armor
gleaming and her hair burning. As though she noticed him watching,
she drew herself up straighter and tiny spots of red bloomed in her
cheeks.
How could she ever understand what he had to do? How could he
explain it to her?
Walker decided he could not. He simply had to do it.
With a sigh—a gesture that would have seemed foreign to him a few
days ago—he pulled his cloak around his shoulders and walked
away.
* * * * *
Smiling broadly at the shouts of support, Arya turned away from the
crowd and massaged her throat. Shouting for such a long time had
worn out her voice, but it had been worth it. Her mission was
accomplished: the threat to stability in the Silver Marches
removed. Finally, she could relax.
A strand of auburn hair blew in her face, and she brushed it aside.
As soon as she had done so, though, she realized something was
amiss.
Walker was not there.
Gripped by sudden, unreasoning panic, Arya scanned the plaza. She
caught sight of him at last, striding toward the main street of the
town, as though to leave.
"Walker!" she called, breaking into a run. At the sound of her
voice, he stopped and let her hurry to his side. She put gauntleted
fingers on his arm. "You're going?"
Rather than looking at her, Walker's eyes were far away.
"All my scars are healed, all my enemies dead," he said. "All but
one." He put his hand over his heart.
Confused, Arya covered that hand with her own. Walker smiled at the
touch.
"I don't understand," she said. "Who else is there?"
"My teacher," replied Walker. "She who taught me my powers. She who
betrayed me." He paused, as though digesting that. When he spoke
again, his voice was soft and sad. "Gylther'yel, the Ghostly
Lady."
"The spirit of the Dark Woods?" asked Arya. "The folk legend? She
actually exists?"
Walker nodded. "And she is powerful," he added, "much more powerful
than any foe either of us has faced, able to level armies with a
sweep of her fingers."
"Armies?" she mouthed. Walker moved to go, but Arya held his arm
tighter. "You can't go now—wait until there are more of us! Wait
until we find Clearwater and can muster up a score of warriors,
Legionnaires, Knights in Silver, wizards of the
Spellguard—"
"No," said Walker. "This is my fight, and my fight alone. No man or
woman will die in my place."
His fatalistic tone made Arya's heart race. "Wait, at least, until
you are fully rested—"
"If I do not confront her now, I will never find her," replied
Walker. "Her spies are even now on the wing, going to tell her all
that has transpired today. I must fight her now." Arya frowned, but
Walker was firm. "I will heal as I walk."
The knight did not understand, and she bit her lip.
He took another step, but still Arya held him back. He turned to
her, his eyes cold and hard, and Arya swallowed. She had meant to
argue, but the determination she saw in those eyes told her that it
would be no use. She closed her eyes, fighting within herself for
words, and when they finally came, she fixed him with a gaze as
full of resolve as his own.
"Then I am coming with you," she said.
"You are not...." "Walker started to argue, but then he trailed
off. He did not need to look into her steely eyes to know argument
was useless. "As you will. But if you are to come—" With a twist,
he removed the wolf ring and offered it to her. "You will need
protection."
"But—but you need healing," she protested.
"The shadows will provide," said Walker.
Though she did not understand, Arya found herself trusting him. She
slid the ring onto the fourth finger of her left hand. It felt
heavy, but she took reassurance in its weight. She nodded then took
a step away, meaning to call for her horse.
This time, it was Walker's turn to grasp her arm and stop
her.
"You will need no horse for this journey," he said.
Arya slid out of his grasp and eyed him. "How do we journey, then?"
she asked, hesitant to be away from Swiftfall and her trusty
lance.
"The only way Gylther'yel will not hear us coming—along the most
silent of paths." He extended a hand silently to her. "The
Shadow."
Arya shivered. "Can she not see ghosts, if she is a ghost?" asked
Arya.
"Not the Ethereal. The Shadow," he said. "This is the only
way."
The others in the plaza had observed the two by now, and Bars and
Derst were walking over, wearing questioning looks.
"Take my hand," said Walker, his eyes gleaming.
Arya gnawed on her lip, indecisive. Though she wanted to delay, to
explain to her brother knights the reason she had to go, or even
ask them to accompany her, she felt Walker's need for
haste.
"The grove!" she called out to Unddreth, Bars, and Derst. Then she
stepped into Walker's reach and clutched his outstretched
hand.
Instantly, shadows surrounded them and the world seemed to turn
black. Walker wrapped his billowing cloak around her and took her
firmly in his embrace.
"We walk the shadowy realm beyond the Border Ethereal—the Shadow
Fringe—where our travel will be quickened," explained Walker.
"Whatever you may see, whatever you may feel—remember that I am
with you. Whatever else speaks, do not reply. Cling tightly to me—I
will not forsake you."
Arya nodded.
Then, as Walker took a step forward, she followed him into the
shadows.
* * * * *
Arya felt her lungs fill with smoke, and she could not breathe. As
they stepped between worlds, all the colors of Quaervarr and even
the sun seemed to fade to a dull, bleak haze. She felt a tug, as
though the very darkness pulled her in. Her gorge rose and her
stomach danced. The afternoon sunlight became muddy, as though the
sun were but a smoldering torch behind thick spider webs.
Surrounding her were a multitude of moving figures, all engaged in
different activities, from pacing back and forth, to acting out
duels, to mumbling or shouting incoherently. Their faces were
blurry, obscured as though by a hand that had smudged their very
being and wiped their features from sight. She started, seeing the
men and women who had been in the square as mere blobs of light,
and she became aware of the heat flowing from them like
water.
This is the ghost world, she thought. From here, we step into
Shadow.
An ephemeral man lunged at her out of the darkness, so violently
and with such rage burning from him that Arya screamed and clutched
at Walker. At the same time, a wave of panic washed over
her.
"I am here," came a voice, a deep and resonating voice, along with
a wave of comfort. The angry spirit spun past her and continued on
its way, jabbering about orc chieftains it had faced.
A wave of sadness not of her own making swept through
her.
"Gharask is an old spirit—the father of Dharan Greyt. He has
haunted Quaervarr for fifteen years," said the voice. "Kept there
by anger, rage, and helplessness. Perhaps tonight we will set him
to rest."
Caught up in Walker's arms, Arya felt herself borne away on wings
of shadow. The angry spirit, and the gathered multitude vanished,
along with the darkened buildings of Quaervarr. Soon, Arya found
herself in the woods, where Walker continued his slow steps, each
of them covering dozens of paces.
Then there came a scream, jolting Arya's attention to a spirit who
ran beside them. Her face was blurred, but when Arya focused upon
her features, they shifted and cleared. She was a comely woman,
younger than Arya, but her features were lined with wrinkles of
madness and her eyes burned with impotent wrath. There was a bloody
wound in her breast.
"Why? Why? Why?" she asked, repeating the word again and again,
building in volume until it was so loud that it stung Arya's ears.
The spirit wept black tears, which disintegrated in the smoky
air.
"Chandra Stardown?" asked Arya, as she recognized the spirit. She
had known Chandra in Silverymoon—both had served under Sernius
Alathar as cadets, but Arya had not seen her since her promotion
into the order.
Chandra's spirit seemed stunned for a moment. Then she burst back
into her demands, reaching for Arya.
"Why! Why! Why!"
Startled, Arya cried, "I know not!"
At this, Chandra paused again, but then gave a wrenching scream,
stunning Arya to silence, and reached at her with fingernails grown
into claws. The knight gasped and reached for her sword, but a
warning hand clamped down upon her wrist.
"Whatever you see, do not reply!" repeated Walker. "I am here—I am
the only one here!"
Arya started to argue, but then the spirit gave a gasp and
vanished, as though it had suddenly fallen from a galloping horse
they rode. Chastened, Arya clung to Walker, her only protection in
this strange and fearful place. They continued their trek through
the Shadow.
For the longest time, Arya did not dare to look up at Walker. Fear
and horror surrounded her like the very air, and it was only
through Walker's soothing presence that she was able to keep her
sanity in the darkness.
"Walker?" Arya finally asked, trembling. "Tell me
something?"
"Perhaps."
"Do you live... all your life like this?" she asked.
"Always in darkness," was Walker's only reply, a reply that sent a
chill of fear down Arya's spine. If her ghostly, shadow body had a
spine, that is.
As if in response, a wave of adoration came over her, then sympathy
for her fear. With a start, Arya realized she could feel his
emotions, rather than just hear his voice. For the first time, Arya
mustered the courage to look up. She caught her breath.
Walker's darkness was gone. In its place, his skin was golden and
his hair glowing. His body seemed built of light and his life-force
warm. He had spoken true of healing, for his body seemed to be
siphoning energy from the shadow and turning it into light. In the
world of the dead, Walker shone bright and alive, a shining beacon
among the shadows.
"Walker, you ... you're so different," said Arya. "So ...
bright."
A wave of confusion came to her then, and when she explained, she
felt his disbelief.
"You must be mistaken," Walker explained. "You glow brightly to me,
a creature of life. I should not shine brightly, for I am a
creature of shadow—I dwell always in darkness."
"I only describe what I see," said Arya.
Walker inclined his head, which registered to Arya as a blur of
light.
"Perhaps," he allowed. Then he stopped walking and clutched her
hand. A wave of trepidation came from him, and Arya realized she
had never known Walker to be afraid.
"What is the matter?" asked Arya, worried. She could see no
attackers, no spirits at all. Even the trees seemed to have
vanished.
"We have arrived."
CHAPTER 24
30 Tarsakh
Pulling Arya with him, Walker stepped from the
Shadow Fringe into the center of his grove and the Material. He
quickly became aware of two things that had changed since his last
visit. The three bodies of the Greyt family rangers were gone, and
the body of an unknown woman lay entwined in vines not far to the
north.
"Druid Clearwater?" asked Arya wonderingly. She ran toward
her.
"No, wait!" Walker shouted, but it was too late to stop the
knight.
Arya knelt beside Clearwater and felt at her throat. Even as Arya
confirmed that the druid rested in a magical slumber, the vines
that held the druid prisoner began to twitch and sway, as though
with an eerie mind of their own. Arya gasped and scrambled back
from the vines that reached, fingerlike, to ensnare her arms and
legs. Despite her struggling, they caught her, pulled, and dragged
her to her knees.
Walker sprang to her side, the shatterspike whistling through the
air as he sliced low and then high, horizontally over Arya's head,
severing two thick tendrils of vines that held the knight fast.
Freed for a moment, Arya managed to draw her sword and hack away at
a vine that had caught her left arm. After two swings, it ripped
apart and whipped through the air like a snake, recoiling from the
knight.
"Back!" Walker commanded, and Arya staggered away, leaving him next
to the enwrapped Amra Clearwater.
The entangling vines did not attack the ghostwalker, however—almost
as though he were not there. Instead, the vines coiled snugly
around Clearwater's limp form, awaiting their next
target.
"Are you amused, Gylther'yel?" he called, his voice rolling across
the grove. "Are you watching us from hiding, awaiting the time to
strike us down?"
There came no response. Arya looked at Walker, but he waved to the
knight, reassuring her.
"Have you become a watcher once more, apart from the affairs of
humans?" he asked.
The grove was silent.
"Or are you afraid?" he pressed. "Afraid to show yourself, because
I remind you so keenly of your failure?"
The Ghostly Lady appeared, rising from the ground in a mist, her
ghostly body as insubstantial as the spirits Walker saw every
moment. Afraid? she asked, her voice sounding in Walker's mind. I
fear nothing.
"I have left the ghostly realm," said Walker. "Face me upon the
ground of mortals."
Why, when the two of us should be gods? Gylther'yel asked in reply.
When Walker said nothing, she laughed. Very well. Then her form
became substantial. Arya, who had never seen her, was stunned at
her golden beauty in the fading sunlight.
"You pick a fitting time to come against me, Rhyn Greyt," she said
in Elvish. "When the sun of life sets and Selune rises, bringing
the night in her wake. The night is our ally, a friend to all of us
who dwell in darkness."
"I have come to destroy you," Walker said in the Common
tongue.
Gylther'yel merely laughed. "The prodigal son has lost his way, and
returns with helpless dreams of violence," she replied in kind.
"You have no inkling of my power."
"Nevertheless, I have come to sweep your perversion from the face
of Faerun," said Walker, drawing his sword.
"My perversion?" asked Gylther'yel. Both humans could hear the
anger in her voice, anger hidden carefully behind a mask of ice.
"My perversion? Have you forgotten that it was I who taught you
your own perverse powers? I who returned you to life when you
should be dead? If anything, we share the same
corruption."
She waved at Arya, where she stood at Walker's side with her sword
and shield up, but Gylther'yel addressed Walker.
"You favor the living, though you and I belong in the cult of the
dead. Rhyn, you disappoint me. I had thought your mind broader than
that of a mere human."
"This is my choice," said Walker.
"You merely confirm my over-estimation of your intellect," said
Gylther'yel. "Humans cannot choose. Lyetha could not choose between
Dharan Greyt and Tarm Thardeyn until circumstance forced her hand.
Dharan Greyt could not choose between weeping for the love he had
lost and vengeance against the man—and the boy—who had stolen her,
until I called to him fifteen years ago. Meris Wayfarer could not
choose between fear of his father and vengeance, until I ordered
him to slay his father... and you, his brother."
She laughed. "Even your little pet there, Arya Venkyr, cannot
choose between justice and her heart." She turned her attention on
the knight, who bristled at her words. "How do you justify
yourself, Nightingale of Everlund, loving a man who espouses the
very darkness and murder you deny? Walker, the avenger, the
assassin? Vengeance is not justice, and Walker is nothing if not a
vengeful god."
Arya's mouth moved, as though to argue with the ghost druid, but
she found she could not. She turned her head, shamed.
Gylther'yel smiled. Then she turned back to Walker.
"And you cannot choose between loyalties," she said. "Loyalty to
she who raised you from a child, and loyalty to she who would carry
your child, she whom you love." The ghost druid spat the last
word.
There it was. Walker knew the words to be true. His resolution
wavered and faltered, stolen by the damning accusation.
Desperately, Walker opened his mouth to argue.
"Do not attempt to deny it," she added, interrupting Walker's
words. "I sense the conflict within you, the struggle to raise your
blade. You cannot choose. You claim to dwell in darkness, Rhyn
Greyt, you claim resolve and unwavering resolution, but you dwell
in ambivalence only."
"You betrayed me," said Walker as he lifted the shatterspike and
pointed it toward the ghost druid. His resolution had wavered, but
now anger replaced it—a long—simmering rage that had been
galvanized by the sound of his blood name. "I was your guardian—and
you betrayed me. I have no choice but to—"
Gylther'yel laughed aloud. "And so you allow me to make your choice
for you, once again," she said. "Young fool. You have never
'chosen,' all your life—all has been as I have directed, all as I
have planned. I created your vengeance, so that you would wipe the
truth away. I delayed you these fifteen years so that your foes
would not recognize you as the boy they had killed and reveal the
truth. The weak-willed Meris was the final test—of your abilities
and your loyalties—and you have passed that test. I have made you
my willing tool, my dark falcon, my hunting wolf, who claims
independence and cannot sense the leash that binds him to
me."
It sounded so preposterous—had not Gylther'yel been the one
stopping his vengeance? Had not she tried to kill him with Meris,
first in the forest, then in Quaervarr? But something inside
Walker, something buried in the depths of his heart, knew—hoped—it
to be true.
"Why? How could you do this to me?" asked Walker through clenched
teeth.
Gylther'yel assumed a hurt expression.
"Everything I have done, I have done for love of you," she said.
"To strengthen you. To raise the god of ghosts you have become,
Son."
"Son?" asked Walker in complete astonishment. In his heart, though,
he felt that she spoke the truth. Or, rather, he prayed with every
fiber of his being that she spoke the truth.
The shatterspike shook in his trembling hand and he fell to his
knees. The emotions he had kept long suppressed were surfacing with
terrible force. Gylther'yel was right—even as she had betrayed him,
he had known that his reins belonged to her. As he thought back to
every argument, he realized that she had manipulated him into his
course. Gylther'yel, the stern, distant mother, controlled his
every action with an iron hand and velvet words.
"Walker?" Arya asked, reaching out to comfort him. Gylther'yel's
eyes flicked to her, and she extended a clawed hand toward the
knight.
Sudden tremors tore through the grove and threw Arya to the ground.
A hulking claw of earth erupted from the ground and caught her
between its five fingers. The knight screamed and struggled, but
the fingers—each as thick as her body—were too strong. The claw
closed around her and held her aloft, even as Gylther'yel closed
her hand halfway and smiled.
The ghostwalker, stunned at the ghost druid's attack, had just
leaped to his feet when a ring of fire surrounded him, cutting him
off from Arya. He slashed at the flames with his shatterspike, and
the tip of the blade glowed red with heat.
"Walker!" screamed Arya. "Don't give up! Don't give in to—" Her
words were cut off in a screech of pain as Gylther'yel closed her
hand tighter and the claws closed around Arya's body. The vines
that bound the unconscious Amra Clearwater reached up and began
whipping at the knight, tearing at her metal armor and exposed
skin.
Walker instantly retreated into etherealness, meaning to leap
through the flames and attack, but Gylther'yel's fire burned just
as brightly there. Walker cursed himself for a fool—of course the
ghost druid's magic pierced the veil between worlds. Such was the
nature of the netherworld powers they shared.
Fighting the helpless rage that clawed at his heart, Walker turned
back to Gylther'yel and held his sword low to the ground.
Why? he asked, and the words flowed from his mind, but, in his
sinking heart, he knew the answer. She had lied. This was an
attempt to delay him, not to express any real love. Gylther'yel had
indeed sent Meris to kill him. Her words had startled him, and he
had fallen into her trap.
Gylther'yel wove her hands in another casting, and the wall of fire
began to close around Walker. Once again, and for the last time, I
make your choice for you, she said in his head. You have the choice
to die, the choice I denied you fifteen years ago, and I choose
that you will take it now.
He had been a fool to trust in Gylther'yel, a fool to listen to her
coaxing words. Meris had not been a test—he had been Gylther'yel's
attempt to slay her errant guardian. It had all been a trick, a
trap designed to stab at his deepest desire—the desire for
another.
It was so welcoming, so easy to fall into the embrace of a mother,
or a father, or even a lover, and to let his choices be determined
by another. So easy....
And now he would pay the price for his dependence, his lack of
self-worth, a fault that had been buried beneath years of darkness,
vengeance, and hatred. All of his life was coming to an end, all of
his strength was unraveling.
The ghostwalker knew himself defeated.
* * * * *
Wriggling, ignoring the crushing pain that threatened to shatter
her limbs, Arya finally managed to pull her blade free. She brought
the borrowed Quaervarr steel down on the earthen hand, sending
sparks and shards flying. Though her arm soon went numb from the
ringing vibrations her swings caused, she sent a spider web of
cracks across the thumb of the hand.
Suddenly a soul-wrenching cry that broke into a high-pitched wail
shattered her concentration. The scream split the boundaries of
life and death and jarred her very soul.
Walker's scream.
Panicked, Arya looked over at the ghost druid and ghostwalker and
her breath caught. Walker had vanished, but somehow she could feel
him there. Even now, she knew he fought beyond her physical sight,
but not beyond the range of her heart.
Nor, she realized, beyond the range of her voice.
Though she could not see him, his ghostsight would allow him to
see—and more importantly hear—her.
"Rhyn Thardeyn!" she cried. "Rhyn Thardeyn! I believe in you, Rhyn!
I believe in you!"
As she shouted those words, words that did not even break
Gylther'yel's concentration, she brought her sword down on the
stone finger with one last mighty blow. The blade was terribly
notched and bent but it held for this one last swing. Cracked
beyond endurance, the stone split apart with a scream—a scream that
matched Gylther'yel's own scream. Arya looked to see blood gushing
from the torn thumb of the ghost druid's right hand.
Gylther'yel turned to Arya with murder in her eyes. With a snap of
her fingers, Arya's bent sword suddenly glowed white hot and
tumbled from her hand. Even as Arya cursed and drew her belt dagger
to throw, Gylther'yel brought down the fires of nature upon the
knight.
And Arya screamed as she had never screamed before.
* * * * *
I believe in you!
In the depths of a shaking Ethereal, Arya's face flashed across his
vision, vision that was blurred between the two worlds. At once he
saw her body writhing in agony—gripped by the hand of earth,
slashed by animate thorn vines, and illumined in a column of fire.
Her spirit was screaming one thing: his name. He could feel the
pain and terror rippling through the shadowy half-world, but also
love—love that burned more brightly than the flames that tore at
it.
His first real choice—the choice that brought him from
Gylther'yel's clutches—had been made in Arya's arms. Arya had
become the source of his strength and resolve; in her arms, he knew
a stronger power, a greater determination than anything rage or
hatred could muster.
He would not give up. He would not yield to Gylther'yel's lies and
deceit.
Then a memory, a memory not of love but of horrible pain, flashed
across his mind. A memory long buried in his mind but uncovered in
Gylther'yel's words, the walls chipped away by the chisel of
Walker's love for Arya.
"Greyt could not choose until I sent him...." she had
said.
Through newly opened ears, he heard again the ghost druid's subtle
admission that she had met Greyt fifteen years previous.
Suddenly, spirits surrounded him, the spirits of his attackers,
speaking again the words he remembered, the words by which he had
condemned them. He did not hear them, though.
There was only one cold, familiar voice.
Whether you will or no.
Two spirits appeared over him, those of Lyetha and Tarm. They
looked down at him sadly, but he could see the light of hope on
their faces—tragic, resigned hope, but hope nonetheless.
And, suddenly, Walker knew what must be done.
Forgive me, Arya, he said to his beloved knight on the ethereal
winds. I must pay for my sins. My vengeance must be complete. It
has to end.
Walker? came her startled reply. He did not know how she, in the
Material world, had even heard, nor how she replied. Then a swell
of love, so tragic it tore his cold heart asunder, threatened to
overwhelm Walker. He had to let it flow past him. Walker!
You are my perfect melody, he said to Arya, and I shall sing of you
forever. The song of the Nightingale—the lay of the ghost she
taught to love.
Walker, what are you doing? asked Arya. Then she felt his emotions
resonating through the shadows and she knew. He felt her terror,
and knew that she realized his desperate plan. Walker, no! Please!
Don't—
But Walker did not reply. Instead, he tore himself out of the
Ethereal. The shades vanished from around him as he emerged into
the physical world of torment and agony. Outside the ghost world,
he knew he could feel physical pain, and he wore no healing ring to
save him after this. This was the end.
Black hides blood. Black shrouds pain.
Gylther'yel's fire was stripping the flesh from his bones, but
slowly, agonizingly, so that he could feel every tiny bit of his
death. He had to feel it in order for this to work, though—he had
to feel enough pain to push him to the breaking point,
then...
Perhaps she would not realize what she was doing until it was too
late.
"Hurt me, false mother!" he called through the inferno. "Punish me,
burn me, attack me!"
Gylther'yel looked at him and laughed. The fire did not
intensify.
"Your entire life has been a lie!" he shouted. "The love you taught
me to ignore, the good of humanity ... I found it, but you never
did. You cannot!"
She turned furious eyes upon him.
"What?" she snapped, her voice as thunder.
"You always tried... to be a mother to me... but you failed," said
Walker. His words were broken with gasps of agony, but he could not
succumb. Not yet. Not while this final task had to be done. "I
watched my mother die... you could never... understand..
.love...."
Gylther'yel screamed with laughter.
"Then teach me, 'Son!' " Throwing her hands up, she brought down a
column of flame upon his head. "Whether you will it or
no!"
As the agony gripped Walker with a viselike hold, he felt cold,
terrible power fill his body. Though she had spoken his birth
name—Rhyn Greyt—she denied his true name, the name that would take
away his powers. Some men are born to a name, some men are given a
name, and some men name themselves.
Rhyn Thardeyn was one of the last.
In an instant, his mind flashed back fifteen years to that terrible
night when the men had killed him. His eyes saw again that terrible
scene as through a red lens, blurred by the blood that had burned
like fire. He heard again the taunts that had brought his memory
back.
Then he saw, in his mind, something he had never remembered until
now.
* * * * *
He was lying on his back, choking but alive, and staring upward
when he heard a soft voice, speaking to Greyt from the
trees.
"I must have that boy," said Gylther'yel. "The agreement,
Greyt."
"Damned if you will have this boy!" Greyt shouted. "I deny
you!"
A rapier drove through Rhyn's throat, cutting off his
breath.
"Let's hear you sing now," Meris whispered.
Rhyn Thardeyn opened his mouth but only a bloody rattle
emerged.
The ghost druid smiled. "Whether you will it or no," she said. Then
she turned away.
* * * * *
Awake again, Walker turned burning eyes on Gylther'yel, eyes empty
of anger, pain, rage, or love.
Eyes that knew only vengeance.
"I remember you," he said simply. The shatterspike glowed white hot
in his burning hands but he felt no pain. "You were there. You let
them kill me. You made them kill me."
The ghostwalker vanished out of the column of fire. Back in the
Ethereal, he ran through the flames, his cold anger ignoring the
agony, toward the shadowy storm that was Gylther'yel, the only
mother he had ever known.
Walker! came a despairing voice. No!
Farewell, Arya. A smile spread across the ghostwalker's face.
Farewell, my love.
Then he burst through Gylther'yel's ghostly halo of flame and
brought his shatterspike down and through the sun elf's spectral
body. The ghost druid gave a scream that tore the veil between
worlds and fire exploded forth.
Spectral hands spread to welcome him, those of Lyetha and Tarm, his
true mother and father. Smiling, Rhyn reached out.
All went white.
POSTLUDE
Greengrass, The Year of Lightning
Storms
(1374 DR)
When Arya awoke, what could have been days
later but was merely nightfall, she could see nothing through the
darkness that surrounded her.
She did not need her sight, though, for she keenly remembered that
haunting scream and the terrible flash of light that went with it.
Gripping the grass in front of her, Arya pulled herself hand over
hand, toward where she had seen Gylther'yel fall. She did not have
far to go.
The grass receded as she reached a scarred swath of land, and Arya
knew that she had found where Gylther'yel had died—died in a great
explosion nothing could have survived.
Why, then, was Arya alive? Why had she...
Then Arya felt the surprisingly cool metal around her finger, and
she knew.
The wolf's head ring! The damnable ring had kept her alive! Alive,
on the very spot...
Had he known it would end this way? Had he known that one of them
would die, and chosen to save her? Had he known, all
along?
With a moan, Arya felt around blindly. Long, agonizing moments
passed before she realized there was nothing there to find. Walker
and Gylther'yel had both vanished.
A wave of love, undying love, washed over her, and Arya wept in
agony, great sobs welling up from her aching, torn body. The sound
attracted someone else from nearby, who came to her side. Arya felt
a momentary swell of hope, that perhaps it was Walker, but even her
blurry vision could tell her it was not.
"There, there," a feminine voice whispered in her ear. Tender arms
hugged her. "My name's Amra Clearwater. You're safe now."
"Wh-where is he?" Arya asked in agony, only part of it physical.
"Wh-where...?"
"Who?" Amra asked. "There is no one here but you and me. The
Ghostly Lady's gone. There was no one else."
"He's gone," said Arya, her heart sinking. "Gone without
me..."
But then there was another sound, cutting her off. Even as Selune
ushered in the dawn of spring, rising silver and full, a lonely
wolf howled.
"Seek your redemption," Arya whispered to the wind, tears sliding
down her cheeks. "And if—when—you find it, I'll be
waiting."
Arya smiled as darkness closed around her and she knew no
more.
Amra Clearwater smiled sadly, thinking the now-slumbering knight
spoke nonsense.
The wolf's song to the spring moon was at an end.
The Nightingale's Song
A cold hand touches my cheek, but it is only
wind,
the breeze that caressed us as we lay
peaceful and warm among the shadows,
tangled together and guarded by stars.
In love—in a moment.
Now you walk one way and I the other,
but your voice lingers in my mind —
I hear its broken beauty shattering the stillness,
and I know I would throw my memories away
for just one moment more with you.
But all I can lose is your ring from my
hand,
a kindness and a curse, and
all I have left of you to touch.
Though I walk lonely into the years,
I won't let go.
I could not save you, could not find your
path.
Were you too lost for salvation?
Perhaps, you would say. But, perhaps
I was the one who lost the way,
And you saved me.
—composed by Lady Arya Venkyr (1375
DR)
Translated from the original Elvish